This World Is Mine

26 years old ꨄ︎ All that I Desire I Deserve.

[pinkxindicta]

I've been spending my entire life planning for a perfect life, only doing the bare minimum to achieve my grand ambitions just to be crushed when my vision doesn't manifest into reality.

This blog is my diary and accountability check to finally make lasting changes. I need to actually do the work. No more maladaptive daydreaming about it.

[pinkxindicta]

To Do List & Goals

*updated monthly

Had a Breakthrough!

I figured out why I haven't moved forward in years despite always reaching goals. I was self sabotaging through Productive Procrastination. I've been focused on tasks that aren't connected to my life goals but feel good to complete and give the illusion of growth.

I've deleted the old list so I can refocus on what actually matters for my future.

Get Passport

Get my hair done for passport

Create my small business: Content, website, business cards, marketing.

Get a better job or raise at work: apply to 2 jobs a day and ask for a better position at work. Got a Raise!!

Start My Degree by September 2026

Solidify routines and be consistent with them {Beauty, Vitamins, Exercise, Studying}

Find the rich areas and start visiting

Volunteer 2 times a month

Keep saving and start investing $$ With my raise and work schedule I've figured out an easy way to save and invest

Finish construction on my room

Be consistent with social contacts

[themuseinmuseum]

life imitates art

[torstherapy]

[pinkxindicta]

The goddess will not hesitate to punish me for merely thinking of postponing my workout into the afternoon.

[ironqueer]

My number 1 productivity/studying/life management tip is genuinely to just stop looking for *the method* to solve all your problems. Different things are going to work in different times in your life, even on different days or different times of the day. Sometimes I make detailed schedules, other times I work solely based on daily tasks, a lot of the time it's a mix of both. Sometimes I need a body double, other times that distracts me too much. Sometimes I make lists on my phone, other times it's on sticky notes, or in a notebook, or on my iPad. Reduce friction by letting yourself be adaptive to your own needs.

[sonderpoison]

MONALEO Everythang Pinka (feat. Teezo Touchdown)

[whyenn-reader]

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

[whyenn-reader]

the more you twist yourself into a pretzel to avoid regret the harder it will hit when it eventually catches up to you.

[feminineinvestor]

[pinkxindicta]

Seeing the results of your hard work gives such a high.

[pinkxindicta]

Next Massive Beauty Moves

Alpha Arbutin

Hair done or buy custom made human hair wig

Microbladed eyebrows

Face hair removal

New retainers

[pinkxindicta]

This wonderful phrase floated to the forefront of my mind last night and it just makes what I need to do feel so much easier.

Education is the Beautification of the mind.

[pinkxindicta]

This weekend I'll be fixing my internet usage. As in my blogs, the apps I use, the accounts I have opened and the like. I need to focus. I'm 100% moving forward in a lot of aspects of my life but falling short on a lot of others.

[ibeingmonalisa]

mia.c.williams

As we should ✨😌

[princess-lointaine]

selkie

[pinkxindicta]

My grandma once a month: Why don't you wanna date?!

Me in my head: There are too many things about men in general that I hate. I know it's normal for men to get into relationships with women they can't fucking stand, but I don't have it in me. Why do you want someone who hates men to be in a relationship with men?

Me out loud: Just don't wanna.

[thevirgodoll]

[minyoonjin]

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