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PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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YOU ARE THE REASON
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Sade Olutola
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@pinkynpavelec
Jamie Dutton- forget about how we feel about each other and remember one thing. we are family.
Beth Dutton- I love how people think that word entitles them to absolution from the people whose lives they ruin. we owe you nothing
your words were: i want to grow old with you.
your actions are: avoid any physical contact as much as possible
me: This is bullshit.
when you know logically what to do, and everyone that you talk to backs and supports thar logical thing.
yet you just sit there and do nothing...
my eyes are open to you, i can tell your lies and predict your moves.
So why do i still get so fucking angry when you prove me right?
knowing you were out drinking most of yesterday and never texted me; tells me that i am not top of your list like you tried to tell me. It tells me that there are still other(s) that you choose over me.
the back of our hands touched; i jumped and pulled away. it was just the back of our hands. i felt sad for that. your touch used to be everything i needed to feel safe. but i jumped back and pulled away...
then in my dream: we were trying, but you were still talking to her...
so now I'm awake and wondering what the fuck do i do.
5 fucking years down the drain. i discovered he WAS cheating. and i figure he has been for atleast a year.
He hasn't have a defence for why he did; aside from not wanting to lose the kids.
sadly with kids involved i can't just drop him. i need to continie to communicate with him...ugh.
also he wont discuss her with me, but is planning on moving in with her. - i dont want her around my kids. i know nothing about her.
I wannabe back to happy with you but...
Doubt
is a terrible thing to get inside your head.
but the tornado is trying to form again...
lost and lonely
I got nobody. so im just in my head. everyday Over thinking things,
trying to stay positive. Its just me overthinking things. But when he is either going for gas or just goes out and doesnt come back for 4 hours and cant tell you where he was.
when i first started thinking the worst - the end. In my head i was strong enough to handle it. But in real life the fact he couldn't tell me - cuts me up.
He also posted something online which doesn't sit right. So that doesn't help.
im broken and not sure what to do
life went on
crazy when you suddenly think of someone, only to see that life goes on - when all the past emotions come back and you feel lost....again.
i feel like i want to be back in time when we had each other. but then we wouldn't have what we have now.
Maybe - hopefully we will meet up again and have our 2nd chance. but will we have what we had back then?
Lessons learned
In a constant struggle; trying to have fate bring back people and realizing they were just lessons I had to learn.
Most times I wish we would reconnect some how and be good, but then I have to keep telling myself - you were just a lesson to learn from. It sucks.
I'm still waiting
I feel like my life isn't real. We have both moved on but I'm still stuck looking back at our time.
I tell myself all the clichès; " it wasn't meant to be", "You were only a sentence in that chapter of my life", "time and fate will bring us back together". But I don't believe myself.
Unfortunately I'm still waiting for you. I just want us to be talking again, like we did before we became a mess and you left.
Please fate; put us back into each other lives.
Usually music is used for healing. But music just reminds me of you.
Fix us.
Sometimes my mind drifts back to that day we went for our last lunch. And I think that's when I could have fixed us. But then I remember if we were meant for each other it would have happened.
So are we made for each other, or should I stop waiting?
