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[tonightweredrinkingfromthebong]

gwen stefani was right when she said this shit is bananas

[megan-zoe]

[thegreatm-deactivated20191225]

Okay this is the cutest thing I’ve ever read.

[crazycatpersonsblog]

my cat trying to figure out how selfies work

[arandomthot]

Making conversation can be tougher than it seems

[perfectblue7]

The wind rises (2013)

[rockoblanco]

idk why but it makes me uncomfortable 2 see someone’s final Pokémon team w/out their starter…..like, u guys started out together as a team..how could u betray ur day1 like that?.,,

[kittens-jpg]

[be-happy-and-enjoy-the-life]

[thearcalian]

@mostlycatsmostly

[ni-cat-deactivated20190112]

comfy boy

[pinnedbymywings]

Whenever I have time off:

Expectation: I'm going to read these books and do all these chores and start a big project and organize everything-

Reality: *sits under a blanket and makes every excuse not to move*

[markv5]

[pinnedbymywings]

This was my birthday cake yesterday because "happy birthday" is such a fucking lie so I might as well write something truthful. *If you're gonna reblog this photo, please delete this text.* I stayed up till 1 AM at the start of my birthday. As I fell asleep I started to cry. I begged for death. I asked over and over to let me die. Fucking let me die. I unfortunately woke up the next morning. I got ready and went to work. Later that night I went to dinner. The restaurant put candles on my cake. When I blew them out, I wished for death to come soon. I love how in the last year my depression has just spilled everywhere. I no longer filter comments about death. The good news is people think it's a joke when I say I want to die. Thanks for memes for covering up my suicidal tendencies. 🙃

[eroscestlavie]

Claude Monet’s home in Giverny 

[cervicks-deactivated20141013]

not killing myself is a personal achievement but you cant really brag about that at dinner parties

[decision]

[pinnedbymywings]

Hi. I see lots has changed on here, for starters.

I chose to stop using tumblr because I didn't need it. It was just something I used to scroll mindlessly through but there's always so much going on that it didn't give me mindless satisfaction I wanted. I've been using the explore tag on insta for that.

However now I need an outlet where no one really knows me. Since tumblr is mostly unpopular, as far as I know, to people who I personally know, I decided to come back.

Reason being is I need a place where I can track myself and where no one I know can see. And if they do, we'll at least I won't know.

Anyway, so here's the deal. I have a set of goals for 2018, the major one being I need to help my arthritis. I seriously don't wanna go back to injections. I also can't really find a doctor on my insurance plan. Sooooo we're going to once again try some things.

2017 I did a whole bunch of diets and tracking calories, which got me to lose some weight and keep it off, but not enough to benefit me.

So by the end of 2018, I'd like to lose 65 pounds. 65 pounds won't put be at the weight I'm supposed to be, but it will put me at a weight where I'll at least be the healthy I'm supposed to be.

My goal is that for the year as well as some type of excerise three times a week. I HATE exercise but it's time to do something different. So here we go.