Everyone in the fucking house just keeps fighting. It's constant. And all I want is a decent shot of hard or at least a decent hit and everyone else in this room has something and I've helped them all out a lot but if I ask then I'm being a selfish bitch even though I don't even get to touch my shit when I buy it until my sister and her man take what they want out of it and I'm so fucking sick of it especially since I never get what I paid for to begin with it's always short before they even touch it and I'm losing my fucking mind I just want to be able to get a few decent hits in a row instead of one shitty one every 5 fucking hours it's not fucking fair I'm probably not even gonna be able to go back home because I let them borrow my dad's bill money and surprise surprise I didn't get it back I just want to go home and get high and It sucks so much I hate everything I'm gonna end up just stealing some dope and slamming a bunch of it so that I can nod out and never wake back up I hate everything


















