amorphous wisp

breathing | 28 | she/they

[3liza]

IDENTITY EMERGES ORGANICALLY FROM ACTION

[3liza]

IF YOU DONT DO ANYTHING YOU ARENT ANYONE. SORRY

[pipheli]

wet girl summer

[pipheli]

*deep breath*

Transparently, I'm terrified. I'm terrified being surrounded by the air of change. It is so palpable my fingers are beginning to wrinkle. Saturn returning feels like this pendulum of ecstasy and confinement.

"My heart feels broken.. but broken is not even right. It is a pulverized thing, a bruised, uncabled tissue, its fibres relaxed and purpling with pooling, cooling, curdling blood. Fruit rotting to succulence"

It would be so easy to indulge in self punishment. I yearn to be told how wrong and bad Ive been to finally make sense of the ache. But that doesn't work, and it never has. If magic is waiting for me, I have to be its channel. So I'll sleep when I'm overwhelmed, and Ill tell myself i'm brave when Im sad. And I'll ask what boundaries were crossed when I'm pissed. And I won't be scared to be alone because I am not alone, I am in the eternal tide.

[pipheli]

im gonna make so much money btw

[ssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

[qwestleon]

[coucouchelly]

[bobdylanyaoi]

biting the hand that feeds me but im also sucking on the fingers a bit

[glowcowboy]

everything’s wrong with me. unless someone else is saying “what the hell is wrong with you?” then there is nothing wrong with me and i am god’s favorite little lamb or something

[pommegranada]

[perriaeyjeve]

[motojane]

[enchantedbook]

"Offering" by Ulla Thynell

[midnightglances]

do not underestimate my ability to burn it all to the fucking ground

[werenotreallystrangers]

Your body usually knows first

[triplethreat77]

[pipheli]

gemini szn : when you accidentally make eye contact with your alternative timeline