Just wanted to let you know that I like your art and that it's entirely your choice whether you want to engage with taboo topics. You don't need to "save yourself" from it or anything like that. Personally have always felt making these types of things is cathartic when doing badly and obviously can't know your situation or what they mean for you but someone assuming they make you worse isn't fair.
Your art is really nice! Agree with some previous asks that it is comforting but of course it's also unsettling when it needs to be. The way you're able to make characters look miserable and sickly (especially Komaeda) but also sort of fuzzy and really happy. The reddish tinge and outlines do a lot to make it all look sensitive in the best way. Especially like the comic wip you posted of Komaeda a while ago, he looks so vulnerable and cold! On the other hand there are things like the art of Kamukura in the bathtub, those cool colors also give a very interesting mood while being very recognizably your art. It's awesome seeing what you come up with. Thank you for sharing it with us!
Ahhh, so very nice.... honestly, this whole thing makes me want to take a break haha
I'm really glad some people still like my weirder stuff... it really is cathartic, and considering the extremely conservative setting i live in... let's just say this is my little freedom corner to put it somehow.
I know not everyone wants to see what i do, and that is why i am considering the break... but at the same time, i'll go away soon... I don't even know at this point, might delete everything and move on... so discouraged... as someone who grew up in a very religious household, the whole salvation/saving concept is so painful,,, yikes,,,,
i know, i know, kind of extreme, yes... i don't even have the motivation to draw though... and i don't know... i feel weird and out of place and all that... I don't know if my style is all that recognizable, sometimes i wish it was, sometimes i hope it isn't, i'm still scared of the day where i get the first death threats over my drawings or stories,,, This has been going on for a while though, i'm just a bit more on edge lately because of some personal stuff.
i believe i'm kinda rambling right now wahh...
in any case, it does make me happy to know that you like my stuff, anon, thank you for the kind words,,, i hope i can improve for you guys... once i get out of this hole i will continue the pending requests... promise,,,