returned to my grandparents' house tonight. for the first time since we buried our lola. its so strange and so weird being here with her and my lolo nowhere to be found. only in pictures.
I went straight to lola's room when I got home and almost everything was left untouched. besides her bed which only had the mattress without any bedding.
I miss them both extra today. lolo and lola, I miss seeing the smiles on your faces when we come home! I miss the warmth, and the fact that we'll stay the night with you, and you're both so accommodating, and old, and sweet, and loving in the simplest, gentlest, and natural way.
I will always feel lucky being able to experience that up until I was in my late twenties before you both left us. miss na miss ko na kayo, lolo and lola! mahal na mahal ko kayong dalawa. 🤍
