[pissandvomit420]

All I ever wanted to do

Was to love you…

And to need me the same way

I needed you

[agbasa]

[pissandvomit420]

Every day I get closer and closer to ending it. I’ve almost killed myself at lease three times in the past month.

[pissandvomit420]

“If he wanted to he would” is the worst phrase in the world

Because he won’t, and he doesn’t

[based-kami]

きみに恋する殺人鬼

[wrmbodies]

[romanticprojections]

[allsystemsblue]

Yasmine Wüster

[pissandvomit420]

[pissandvomit420]

I’ve been a bit depressed lately. I stopped using tumblr because I was happy for a while. I’ve been so stressed lately. I started drinking again, not every day but somewhat often.

I have a boyfriend, we’ve been together for over a year and we live together. To be honest, my living situation is pretty bad because it’s not just us. I want to move out so bad. I’m actually starting trade school next month. I don’t think I should have to work, but I do have to, so I might as well get some sort of degree.

When il and I first got together he told me he wanted to take care of me. He did, for a while, but that ended. I don’t really understand why he won’t take care of me while I’m in school. I’m going to have to work EVERY day between school and my job. I won’t get any days off. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

If he were going to go to school I’d pay the bills so he could focus on school, but he won’t do the same, despite him being the one “wanting to take care of me”. It doesn’t seem fair.

I feel lied to and unloved. I wish someone loved me enough to take care of me. Maybe I’m ungrateful. I mean, at least I’m loved. I think.

[pissandvomit420]

Hey guys idk if anyone noticed I was gone or if any of my followers are still active but Im not dead

[pissandvomit420]

I wonder if I’d still be with you if I didn’t have bpd

[maria-aegyptiaca]

stigmata rules for my devoted followers

[desnos]

[leafsea]

disregarded // 8.26.2018

[pissandvomit420]

Im constantly riding a bike uphill. Whenever I get so tired that I need to take a break the wheels starts turning backwards and before I even realize whats happening im almost at the bottom again. So I frantically peddle back up to where I was but I get so tired that I physically can't pedal anymore and I fall all the way down the hill and now I have a flat tire so I have to work twice as hard to get to where I was

[pissandvomit420]

Might fuck around and kms tonight