looking back on my life I things I used to be interested in and things I am interested in now.
I wish I'd discovered movies/films in my teenage years like I have done in my 20s.
At least I'm grateful to the COVID-19 pandemic for leading me to discovering such a huge passion I would have for something which was right in front of me
something that if I'd noticed that was where one of my true passions lay then who knows what I'd be doing with my life right now
right now I'm a maths teacher in tower hamlets with a fiancé and a cat
could I have been literally anything in the movie industry
I want to do something about this and I think it is time to just try because being 29 and realising that I am now the age, if not quite a bit older, than people who I look up to and the age they were when they started pursuing their passions
and right now I am happy with my life.
I'm happy with my career, I earn decent money and have the freedom to see movies, go to the theatre and get a morning coffee on the way to work without feeling guilty which I know is not a lot of people from a working class background have the luxury of being able to do
I think my dad starting his youtube channel a few years ago and telling me has really opened my eyes to it is something I've always thought about but I've never had enough of a passion in something to do that thing
but I do think I've now found it
having a career where my job would be to just watch movies and absorb myself in movie culture all day would honestly be a dream come true I think
do I try and write a screen play
a short film
the clocks changed today and I think I can feel it
