fuck-up

[pix-erz]

I'm so sad. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you that I was sad, because we're far away from each other. I know you always said that you couldn't do anything whenever I felt so sad.  So I keep searching for someone else that I could lean my shoulder on, but I found nothing and no one is there for me.

[booksqouted]

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones

[shadenv]

I write when I have depression

[pix-erz]

You might see us as happy always and having good life cause we have everything including car, house and enough food to eat. But you didn’t see how much we struggle for it. Every single day. We fought over small things, get stress over money, not getting enough sleep, making sure the other half get enough food while the other didn’t, house chores that never end, asking where can we get money to survive every single day.. It’s not gonna be easy, but as long as we struggle it together, everything will be fine. Appreciate and be thankful with what you have now, you might don’t know what we’re going through now, but it’s never gonna be easy.

[pix-erz]

The one that hurts never knows, only the one that is hurt remembers.

[wordsnquotes]

Somebody who betters you. Somebody who inspires and encourages you in love and in life, who pushes you towards dreams and goals you’d otherwise ignore, who selflessly sacrifices their time to helping you become a more courageous, well rounded and happy human being. That’s sacred. You hold on to a love like that.

Beau Taplin, “Growth (via wordsnquotes)

[pix-erz]

“But, I cannot do anything anymore for what we’re not meant to be. I’m afraid of what we had is gone. Can i face it? Can i make it? Sometimes, it makes me so sad, I don’t know if I’m the only one who felt this way. Tell me if you found someone else, someone who suits you better, but make sure she will love you so much much much more than i love you. She must be better than i am, she must be good at taking care of you than i am, and she must be good at cooking more than i am. Find someone who will dry your hair, clean and shower your back, kiss you before sleep, back hugging you while you’re playing game, and back hugging when you ask while sleeping, kiss you with her whole heart, making sure that you get enough food to eat, making sure that all your nails are cut, clean and neat, all your clothes are washed and cleaned, always be by your side when you’re drunk, always give you attention and care, and most importantly, someone who will always love you again after how much you guys fought. I’m sorry that we have to be this way. I dont ever want you to find another me nor anyone else, but I cannot do anything anymore of what we’re not meant to be. But you know, i will always love you, for what you’ve done for me, for us. I will always here if you ever need me. I will wait for you, eventhough i know you couldn’t come. But just in case, you can always call me and search for me.”

[haleyincarnate]

Jean Rhys, Wide Sargasso Sea

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Theodore Isaac Rubin

[haleyincarnate]

Based off of this post by @fleshmaid3n

[anonymousaneurysm]

The hardest period in life is one’s twenties. It’s a shame because you’re your most gorgeous and you’re physically in peak condition. But it’s actually when you’re most insecure and full of self-doubt. When you don’t know what’s going to happen, it’s frightening.

Helen Mirren, Esquire interview (via alittlebitsouthern)

[kushandwisdom]

I don’t want to be just a thought that crosses your mind; I want to be the thought that stops other’s from crossing your mind.

Unknown

(via thelovenotebook)

[kushandwizdom]

How can I ever be unmotivated when everyone I surround myself with is getting to it.

RAVEN B

(via kushandwizdom)

[kushandwizdom]

Be patient. There is nothing you can’t do. Don’t think about it too much. It will come to you when you are not thinking intently about it.

Yoko Ono

(via kushandwizdom)

[afadthatlastsforever]

Fight hard and fiercely for the person you love, but after a point, for the good and peace of your own heart, you must learn to concede defeat and withdraw, to recognise clearly when the war you are bleeding for has already been fought and lost.

Beau Taplin • T h e  L o n g  W a r  (via afadthatlastsforever)

[words-of-emotion]

You’re in a relationship to be happy, to smile, to laugh, to make memories, to enjoy one another - and not to be constantly hurt and upset.

Unknown (via kushandwizdom)

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

you are your worst enemy until you learn to treat yourself like a friend. sabotaging your efforts and relationships, convincing yourself no one loves you, not trying because you’re sure you’ll fail, being apathetic to everything is bc you think you’re not good enough. but the truth is you are good enough and you can be the best person you can be if you learn to change these thoughts into self-love and encouragement. listen to your needs and be there for yourself instead of destroying your health or abandoning yourself or your future.