asks / anons open!! i love to yap!! requests CLOSED!! do not tap on glass it distracts the writer. check works in progress (pinned) 18, in college!! virgo. i love being a perverted obsessive teenage girl who crushes on old men 𐙚
masterlist || ao3 (to be added) || works in progress / to-do list
ABOUT ME: shy is actually my name (though the characteristic describes me pretty well), she/her, i write!!, 8teen (9teen soon), im white || mdni, dead dove
spam acc: @velvetvampbatz
spotify: 𝑠ℎ𝑦𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑒𓍢
anons: 🪷🩶🍷❄️🐑spankgirl🕷️🎉🥂
twt: angellpansy (not very active)
trigger warning for past this point: dead dove blog (that dove has maggots atp)
read this!! : i’m in therapy but i also use this blog and writing as therapy (recommended and approved by said therapist) due to acts of sexual violence that repeatedly occurred throughout my childhood and even recent adult life. i hate to admit to that on here but if you’re gonna threaten me at least know the facts first.
asks: open!! ◛
requests: closed!! request whatever after reading the following but pls be at least a bit specific if you can
if my ask box isn’t open or not allowing anonymous asks, comment on something of mine or dm me to let me know!!
if you wanna tease or flirt with me pls do im a very desperate little bunny hehe! i’ll be so so good i promise♡
i’m a ray toro girl, in case it wasn’t already obvious
my content may include: noncon, cnc, dubcon, fatherxdaughter incest, severe grooming, loss of purity/virginity, corruption, submissive reader, sub4sub, scentplay, armpits/sweat, minor puppy play, probably abuse, spit, piss, somno, breeding, pregnancy, sacrilege, ageplay, ED (i struggle with it), stalking, kidnapping, stolkholm syndrome, (maybe necro??), vomit/emetophilia, three+somes, underage (15-17), age gaps, praise/degradation, voyeurism, feminization, edging/overstim, humiliation
(i might write older!reader or dom!reader on occasion but it won’t be common)
ppl/characters i write for:
mcr: mikey way, ray toro, gerard way, frank iero (in moderation), killjoys included
fob: patrick stump, pete wentz, andy hurley
more to be added soon, when i feel like it ig (if you want a specific person, just ask)
i DO NOT write: sibling incest (waycest, especially), mother incest, stepcest, scat, raceplay, bob bryar, male or trans readers (im cis and i don’t wanna be disrespectful or inaccurate), an0rexia/extreme thinness, minors (i write 17+), i don’t write for joe trohman bc he looks like my stepdad and its weird to me (again, i don’t write stepcest)
i also never will include the families of the people i write about
if it isn’t listed, ask me about it! :>
don’t like, don’t read— simple.
dni: racists, transphobes, homophobes, ai users, maga, MINORS DNI please for everyone’s safety and comfort
idc i will block you
im in college (going into my sophomore year soon). im actually an english major minoring in creative writing for the soul purpose of writing better fanfiction lol i have no idea what im gonna do with my degree…
i get burnt out easily but i put all my love and effort into writing, its what i love to do, even if im not the best
asks are welcome and i will answer all that i feel comfortable with (im pretty flexible so don’t hesitate to reach out!)
if you feel like it, ask abt: current fav bands / artists shows, songs, etc!
my fav mcr member is ray and my fav fob member is patrick!
i love unicorns and cats and mlp and fantasizing like a lot about lots of stuff
im always open to make friends or chat!! :3
i wanna write ray fatherxdaughter incest but im white with like pin straight hair and so the fantasy feels weird to me, which is the worst thing ever because its so hot
legit how do i become one of those people that just have people thirsting over them?? like not even knowing what the person looks like, you’re just somehow into them?? how does that happen? am i too awkward or something??
so i live in the middle of nowhere and hardly go anywhere and i don’t like my family so i never talk to anyone and yknow maybe i am a little attention starved maybe i am a little eager to talk to people maybe i do wanna go back to college so i dont feel so alone all the time and what about it??
Hello , I was wondering if you could please write me a ray toro x reader fic where Ray is tickling the reader so much to the point they piss all over his lap and what he would do after ( please include condescending praise) thank you!!!!
hooray i love u too shy and i love hearing it frm u . . the new ray fic was so mmmngh i love getting slapped and ray eating it on his knees . . pretend i'm throwing roses at u in appreciation and praise
oh my goodness i'm so sorry about frank the brown bat :((( i hope at the very least he passed in peace , u did sm for him js by caring and burying him
love , 🪷
hehe thank youuuu it’s like the only actual fic ive posted in weeks i need to step up my game lol
and it’s okay, he’s not suffering anymore— poor baby had holes in his wings and was visibly terrified and no doubt in pain. there was only so much i was able to do and it makes me so sad but I just hope he’s in a better place now.
my mom knows i collect bones and she was all like “oh just wait a few months and you can have his bones” and im like?? no?? that’s awful, i wanna let him rest in peace.
Oh sweetheart im so sorry to hear about baby frank bat. I’m sending you virtual hugs and kisses. It makes me mad that your mother and grandfather had such a cruel heart. I hope that you’re doing ok sweetheart. I don’t believe in heaven nor hell but I do believe in an afterlife I know baby frank bat is there thankful he had a kind soul such as you be there for him to the end. ❤️
awe thank you so much. it really hurts my heart, he had terrible holes in his wings and was no doubt dehydrated but i just… didn’t have anything to nurse him with. since my mom is helping me move into my college dorm i have to pick and choose my battles or she might not let me go back at all. i wish i could’ve done more for frankie but if i tried i risked her accusing me of aiding the devil, practically. it’s a very rough position it be in, i think. still, thank you. 🫶
frankie the bat passed away, unfortunately. i wish there was something more i couldve done for him but i tried to make his passing as peaceful as possible. he’s buried underneath an apple tree on my families property
my fingers are too short i’d love if someone could shove their fingers down my throat until i gag and spill my guts while my eyes tear up and they hush me, rubbing slow circles on my back telling me to let it out, it’s okay, and that im being such a good girl
That’s so sad to hear I’m so sorry about that😓 i hope that if he does pass it’s a peaceful passing. Animals are just sweethearts when you get to actually know about them and bats are the cutest. Christians will find something in anything to call satanic. Sending you virtual hugs and kisses because I can just imagine how you’re feeling about this sweetheart.❤️🩹
Thank you, it means a lot 🫶 I made sure he’s in a place my cats can’t get to and he’s in the shade, I’m not sure what else I can do for him. It’s a situation I’ve never been in and i’m not allowed to help him either.
I just hope little Frankie isn’t suffering, even though I know his injuries must be leaving him in a lot of pain
Girl I’m genuinely sobbing why the fuck are parents so fucking cruel omg like my mom sucks ass so much as well so I know where you’re coming from but this is just a little creature that did nothing wrong. Do you have anyone else that would be willing to get it help? Like friends families? I hope baby frank bat is ok💔
Unfortunately, I live about 20 miles in the woods and nobody lives anywhere near us. The situation is very depressing because I know that he’s most likely going to die and there’s nothing I can do, I’m pretty powerless but I hope he passes easily and I can bury him.
One of my friends I’m confiding in about it is giving me lots of advice that I can’t use because of my mom and it sucks
Genuinely crying because that’s just a baby bat that did nothing wrong omg I hope the baby frank bat gets better 😞❤️🩹
my mom is so cruel, im begging her to let me call someone to come out here or something, anything, so that we can take it to a rescue and she refuses. she just wants him to die :(
writing is such a struggle for me and it takes me forever to write anything at all but it’s my favorite thing to do and i’ll be damned if i outsource it to an environment terrorist that’s nothing but an overheating, water stealing, waste of metal
it is funny to hear that wikipedia is apparently losing site visits to AI because let me tell you wikipedia is not losing site visits from me I am all up in that bitch 24/7 I am reading her down like an enemy I am on wikipedia like white on rice
my heart goes out to all the friends and families who lost loved ones at mcr nashville due to the heat. at the moment i only know details about one person who passed. which was a fans mother, and she had a heart condition. but i am also reading that 3 people passed, i am unsure at the time, if that’s true.
the venue using the excuse of a “water shortage,” is fucking ridiculous. if you ran out of bottled water, turn the tap on and start filling cups and handing those out, or filling people empty water bottles that they’d previously bought at the venue.
i guess this venue is notoriously not good… they need to be held accountable or even fucking sued.
yall need to learn how to care more about your customers well being than the stupid fucking money.
