eve's wasteland

she/they. 21. TW. SW: 139. CW: 132. GW: 105

[maisiedoll-deactivated20240704]

i hope one day i accidentally throw up my heart while purging so i dont have to feel this way anymore

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i am not “laid back” i’m just a numb shell hollowed out by years of psychological abuse, pills and mental illness.. but it’s totally chill

[cocaineangeldustandeds]

[pixiebasura]

i thought about recovery, yesterday. but i dont think it'd be worth it. there's no other feeling like seeing the number on the scale drop. i was faced with the thought that maybe i can only choose one - to be happy or to be thin. my ed is slowly taking everything from me, or maybe it's just because im missing two of my meds right now, but either way, i'm not doing well at all. i dont know how im going to make it through the semester without failing my classes. i cant focus as it is with my ADHD and then when you add the hunger to that, it's impossible. but i have to remember a couple things:

I didnt want to go to college anyway

my bf would love me and care sm more if i were thinner

i have almost a whole closet full of clothes to wear once i get back down to my lw.

please if ur an active ed blog, interact and maybe we can b friends and inspire eachother :) message me to be added to a wl gc on snapchat, it's been giving me LIFE

[thisismydisorderedconfession]

256) PLEASE hide your Following and Likes. If someone goes on a rampage of trying to shut down our accounts, having these public is giving them a hit list. Also check if new followers have their settings public. Be aware of who is looking it your content.

I know this isn't a confession but these communities are all some of us have. Stay safe.

[polishlolita]

[alexandraanika]

the big three🤲🏻

[3-lavender]

I want a slutty little waist

[fr-0-g]

[fuckedup-bon3s]

I'd send this to my bf if I could lmao

[cigarettes-blackcoffee00]

My home is empty so pls reblog if you are an active blog in march/april 2023

[scorpio-starving]

“you’re so protective and secretive with your phone!!”

ya well getting notifications from dirty-anorexic-slut-im-gunna-kill-myself-if-i-dont-reach-80-lbs-in-a-month isn’t a good look on me babe xx😘

[achingforbones444]

WAIT THIS IS SO FUNNY OMG

[c0ffinbunnii]

[2cals]

people on ed tumblr supporting other people on ed tumblr

[sk1nnyplss4]

[n-0-things]

I want to cut and be pretty and bleed and take pills and vomit and burn and cry and die and just feel something

[pixiebasura]

all i can think about is how starving i am and how my bf is falling out of love with me and i can't stop crying at work

[alexandraanika]

I’m tired of feelin’ like I’m fuckin’ crazy