I can kill you with water if I wanted

No! James, you… You have to fight this, okay? It might be what’s typical, but it’s completely unfair to you and honestly to the princess too. You both deserve someone who loves you, not someone that your parents think are a good investment. You have to tell Cullyn. I understand why you don’t want to, but he deserves to know. He deserves to know what you’re dealing with, what could potentially happen, and how he can help you. Don’t leave him out when something this big is happening.

I can't fight it though! I would if I could but I can't! Its what happens when you'e the youngest prince to a god-damn monarchy and I promised my parents that if they let me go to this school they could marry me off to whoever they wanted. I-I didn't expect to fall in love. I know I need to tell Cully, I'm just scared. I don't want him to leave me because of some drama thats going on between my family, I-I don't want to tell him because what if he lets me go?

What? James, why didn’t you tell anyone? Okay, I guess you might have told some people, but why didn’t you tell me? That doesn’t make you different, no different than Tanzet being an alpha.

You’re not something to be traded away for land. That’s so… archaic. Have you told them how you feel about it? Surely there’s got to be another way to finalize a treaty than marriage. Oh my god, does Cullyn know?

Because I couldn't. I didn't know if anyone was gonna spill the beans and I-I could of been kidnapped from here or something, I-I don't know. I changed my last name and everything. You're the first person I told because I know I can trust you.

Well, its what a monarchy is. It's what happens when you're the youngest of three and have 0 chance of even thinking about getting the throne. But thats my problems Con's; I-I can't tell him. He'll try so hard to be supportive and be all 'its okay' and I just need stuff to be normal before I have to be shipped off..

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Recognizing the calming effect such a simple touch seemed to have on James, Cullyn pulled the boy even closer yet, his hands snaking around to James’ back. “You don’t seem happy right now,” Cullyn admitted, both confusion and concern evident in his expression. Even though James had a captivating smile across his face, Cullyn just couldn’t ignore the tears that were previously there. But, he tried, and quickly returned the smile with a quirky one of his own and a quip of, “Love you more”. Dropping his hands from where they currently rested, he grabbed for James hands instead and pulled the boy along. “C’mon,” he softly spoke, giving the pixie’s cheek a brief peck even though he longed for so much more, “We have a lot of cuddling to do to make up for the past three days”.

"I'm tired, telling you that I loved you is very exhausting." James said with a smile and a small giggle. He wrapped his arms tighter around Cullyns neck, their chests pressed flush against each other. He knew that his expressions were not exactly matching how he was feeling, but he was exhausted and his facial features expressed that. "Psh, never." He giggled, gripping Cullyns hand as he was tugged towards wherever the other wanted to drag him. James frowned from the kiss to his cheek, his lips had been puckered as he expected a kiss to his lips. "And kisses, lots of kisses to make up for." James added in, bouncing on his toes as the two of them walked towards where ever they were going.

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James, I don’t… Slow down. I don’t understand what you’re saying. Princess? Expansion? I’ll help if I can, but I don’t know what to do if I don’t understand the situation. Take some deep breaths. That’s it. Sh… It’s going to be okay. Come on, James, relax. It’s all right.

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#cteva #hes a pathetic little babeh

I'm a stupid prince. A prince of some stupid kingdom far away from here and I don't wanna be and they sent me here so I can learn and be safe cause we're fighting with another one of the kingdoms and my parents wanna marry me off to the princess as a treaty and combine our lands and its not fair!

Pathetic, you’re just pathetic.

cull-y-n

James, seriously — If there’s nothing but cold water left, I’m gonna be so mad. [pauses, pressing his ear to the door] … James? Are you alright?

#cull-y-n #he said that in a tiny squeaky voice cause i said so

[He stuttered, clamping a hand over his mouth] Fine! I'm fine!

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#selfie #have i not reblogged any pictures of him yet what is this

What do you mean leave? James, you don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to. Where is it you think you have to go? I say if you don’t want to, don’t do it. You shouldn’t have to suffer anyone’s crap.

My parents wanna marry me off, marry me to some princess of some other pixie kingdom so we can expand and they can get more money and I hate it. I don't wanna, I wanna stay here with all of my friends and learn and be a normal-ish teenager. Its not fair Con's, I don't wanna do it.

That sounds like a plan, one that should take place immediately. [She held her arms out.] Just eat the ice cream out of the carton. Are you… You’re not pathetic. Why are you feeling that way?

[He walked into her arms immediately, hiding his face in the junction of her shoulder] Because I have to leave, and I don't want to leave. Leaving means leaving you and Kit and Tanzet and Tanner and Belle and all of my friends, and it means leaving Cullyn.

cull-y-n

Even if Cullyn didn’t quite understand where James’ tears were coming from, and even if the younger boy’s sad tone of voice physically wounded Cullyn, he still managed a slight chuckle. “I don’t want to live to be a million kazillion,” He shook his head, still bearing a grin, “And there is absolutely nothing boring about you, James. If you live to be 200, then that will be just under 200 years of being stuck with me, which is way longer than anyone should have to be. But for me, 200 years of being around you seems perfect”. His grin faltered there, a hint of worry showing in his softening expression. The entire time they spoke, Cullyn absently rubbed small circles with his thumbs against James’ skin where his shirt had crept up just enough near his waist. “All I know is that I care about you more than anyone or anything, and I’d do anything for you. I just always want you to be happy…” He trailed off for a moment, having difficulty formulating his words correctly. “I do love you, James”.

"But you will live that long, because you're an angel and you live for basically forever." James replied with, cracking a small smile towards the elder. He was becoming mentally exhausted at this point, all of the venting feelings making him just curl up in bed with Cullyn and sleep. "Boring isn't where I was going with this, but I wouldn't be stuck with you, no one could just be stuck with you. I wish we could have longer, but 200 years is perfect." He whispered, his body relaxing even more from Cullyns calming touch near is waist. James always relaxed from rubbing and calming touches, it was just a thing for him. "I always want you to be happy too, I care about you so much. So, so much." James admitted, his smile growing even more as Cullyn admitted his feelings again. "I love you so much."

#cull-y-n #ugh my heart

[Calling from his bedroom.] Yeah, well, post-sex cuddles are always better, so Cullyn’s got an edge there. I’ll see you in a couple minutes.

[He walks out a few minutes later] Hi, sorry 'bout awkward shower. I shower when I feel pathetic, calms me down. But yeah. Can we cuddle and I vent to you as I cry over chocolate ice cream?

Oh, yeah. I can definitely do with that. Here’s the clothing. I swear I’m not looking.

Thanks though, I miss my cuddles with you, you're the best cuddler's ever. Other than Cullyn, but thats besides the point.

Can do. Do you want the pile of clothes laying on your bed? It looks clean, but I don’t know your system.

Sure, Give me like 5? I still have shampoo in my hair and I don't wanna leave it in for too long.

Relax! I’m not looking! You’re fine, I get it. No, it only took me like five because Belle had some chocolate ice cream in our room freezer. She’ll be pissed I took it, but she’ll soften when I say it was for you.

O-Oh, erm. Could you get out? A-And maybe throw me a pair of sweats and boxers? I gotta finish showering a-and yeah. And tell Belle I said Hi, I miss hanging out with her

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As she walks into the bathroom, she hears the shower running but can hear the person inside talking and what he’s saying. She slowly walks up to the shower curtain, “Hey… Are you alright?”