After a very looooong break from tumblr, I have decided to make a return :))
I am in a much better place now and my motivation to write again is going through the fucking ROOF BECAUSE OF ALL THE CUNTINESS WE’VE BEEN GETTING LATELY!! LIKE WHAT??? JUNGKOOK? TAEHYUNG?? Bitch i’m not even gonna start 😂
So if you have any, and I mean ANY, requests regarding tropes, plots or whatever else; let me know!! I have a lot of free time on my hands so i’ll be as active as possible.
I HOPE TO HEAR FROM Y’ALL, Y’ALL BETTER REQUEST SOME SHIT.
-> summary vex: make (someone) feel annoyed, frustrated, or worried, especially with trivial matters.
-> word count 1.5k
-> warnings reader gets turned on by tae getting pissed lmfao, choking, no protection (y'all know the drill), intoxication (i mean they're both mildly drunk but it's very consensual!), a lot of bickering in the beginning and i think that's it??? OH WAIT- tae in a suit... ;)
-> author's note LISTEN. i am very much on hiatus from writing and i should make this clear that i wrote this back in april for @pjiminbloomx so it's been accumulating dust and i stumbled upon it earlier and with jyads consent, she told me i could upload it. and i should say, i wrote this for her, so if this fic isn't of your taste that's completely fine! or else, i hope you enjoy this taehyung porn while i continue being a good student and do my studies :0
You shouldn’t be as wet as you are while watching Taehyung infuriorisily grip his hair and let out a puff of hair, his face screaming he’s pissed.
You’re pissed as well, after Taehyung left you in the middle of the street as you both walked back to the hotel after the party. Hobi’s party to be exact. You had lost your dangly earring and instead of Taehyung waiting, like the good friend he is, he decided to continue and leave you completely stranded alone in the night. Returning back to your shared hotel room you threw a tantrum, seeing red over his behavior from earlier.
‘’Fuck you, there was no reason for you to leave me alone!’’ You jab your finger in his chest, all while your core is basically dripping under your dress. Taehyung’s tongue is poking on the inside of his cheek, holding himself back from throwing yet another excuse. It was downright wrong of him to leave you, when you both planned to walk back home together.
The earring was found not long later by Jungkook, still being at the party making you return to the lobby only for Taehyung to have disappeared when you walked out.
‘’Y/N, you can’t possibly still be pissed.’’ He’s not looking at you, instead turning his back for you to see and taking his suit off slowly.
‘’Can’t you simply apologize? That’s all I need from you rather than a shitty ass excuse.’’ You cross your arms, wanting to desperately take off your heels after they’ve destroyed your feet from dancing all night.
He scoffs, turning as he undoes his tie — something you found very hot in a guy, and especially Tae — it’s hard to stay focused as he’s biting his bottom lip while angrily taking his tie off in front of you. You’re imagining yourself doing it for him as you kiss down his neck and —
‘’Fuck you.’’ He smiles sheepishly, fading quickly as he returns to undoing the top buttons of his white pressed shirt.
‘’With you? I’d rather not.’’ You look away, not noticing the smirk that forms on Taehyung’s face as he sits on one of the hotel beds.
‘’Yeah? So you’re telling me you’re not wet under that dress right now?’’ Fuck. He’s onto you.
‘’No.’’
‘’Prove it.’’ His smirk is standing tall, his eyes roaming your body and you start questioning if it’s the alcohol or actually Taehyung speaking — or rather him tempting you.
Your boldness surely is above the roof, your anger getting the worst out of you, so you lift your dress casually. Revealing the emerald thong, stained badly with your arousal.
Taehyung licks his lips before getting up, standing so close you could smell the faint tequila from his breath. It’s definitely the alcohol.
‘’You’re such a dirty girl. Getting all turned on while seeing me pissed off. Is this fun to you?’’ You try your best to hide the grin settling itself behind your lips, threatening to spill.
‘’What if it is?’’ He’s officially tired of your bullshit, pressing his hand on your neck softly to catch your attention — almost breath — and pushing you against the wall. He doesn’t hesitate to bite your lip, his teeth nibbling on the soft flesh from your lips as he adds a satisfied grunt to finally getting a taste of them.
‘’Then I’ll fuck you till you think otherwise.’’ You don’t get to respond, Taehyung’s lips already molding against yours, his tongue playing with it. Fuck he kisses you good, your cunt tightening as his tongue runs above yours and his hands now cupping your face. He’s officially lost all his patience with you, he’s been nothing but patient with wanting to take things slow with you only for you to ruin it by being a brat.
You give him a taste of his own medicine, tightening a grip in his hair, making him moan in delight in your mouth. Your heart beats rapidly hearing the angelic moan and you continue, running your fingers through his dark locks.
‘’Fuck this, come here.’’ Taehyung guides you towards the bed, hovering above you, his hands now fondling with your breasts — fingers pinching your nipples through the fabric of your dress making you whine as you become more desperate for the cock that’s growing harder against your thigh.
He’s such a mess, a mess because of you. Losing all control, letting himself do whatever he’s been wanting to do since you’ve grown closer. He can’t stop thinking about all the times he’s wondered to himself when he’ll finally be able to get a taste of you, your mouth, your pussy. And now? He’s getting all of it.
His mouth runs all over your neck to your shoulders and longer down before you stop him and pull him up, your fingers having a hold in his nape.
‘’It can wait, I just need you, please.’’ Tae would normally grow angry at such a demand, but hearing you beg for his cock sent a rush through him and immediately got him to work on getting his belt off.
Your hands come to help, buckling the belt undone for him while planting kisses on his neck as he sighs softly by the touch of your tongue.
With his belt, pants and soon briefs off, he’s back to kissing you. His hand running along your form and tracing his fingers above the fabric of your thong. ‘’Fuck you’re so wet.’’ He grins, moving the thong to the side now circling his thumb on your clit earning a gasp from you.
‘’Yeah? Is that what you want?’’ You hum in approval, grabbing a hold of his erection hiding beneath his briefs, now pumping him as he groans against your mouth.
‘’Look at you — mmm — being so needy for me.’’ He doesn’t waste another minute, fully removing his briefs and guiding himself towards your entrance.
It’s a good stretch, filling you up nicely as he pushes longer in being content with how warm you feel around him. When you’ve adjusted to him, confirming with a nod he starts rolling against your core causing friction in every part of your body.
His pace is rough and slow, letting you feel just how deep he’s filling you and you’re sent into overdrive. Taehyung continues as you both pant — foreheads pressed against each other. He loves seeing you like this, hair sprawled messily on the sheets, body growing hot against him as you slip out a moan or two when he grazes your g-spot.
He continues to do so, your orgasm reaching slowly as you encourage him to continue. Taehyung dives his head in between your breasts, kissing every inch of you — he has a weakness for them.
His touch is ecstatic. Running wild and free all over your body. His hands hold tight onto your waist as his tongue continues to make contact with every part of you it can reach.
His pace continues, both of your bodies now moving in sync as you grind your cunt as close as possible. As if it’s possible to be closer than you already are. You’ve wanted this for as long as you remember. Although it never occurred that the unholy thoughts that roamed your brain, roamed his as well.
He makes you so weak, yet he fills you up to the point you become powerful. Strong. Heartily. And you never want this moment to end.
His chest is already turning warmer against your skin. The soft sensation sending your mind somewhere you never thought you’d reach. It’s something uncommon but it feels good. So fucking good.
‘’Tae—’’ You warn, your body tensing as your orgasm is at the brim of release.
‘’Let go, come on baby.’’ The nickname hits the last straw for you, covering his cock completely in your arousal.
Taehyung watches how you fall apart under him. Your whole body tensing under his touch as he grows dizzy. He’s close as well but your moans only keep him on edge to continue until it’s impossible to do so.
There’s never been a moment where he hasn’t wanted you like this. Naked and warm. Mouth apart as soft moans escape your parted lips and his name inserting itself between them.
You have such an effect on him. Maybe it’s because the possibility of even being inside you seemed out of the question.
You. So real, so perfect.
When you start to encourage him to fill you up, his cock starts to twitch as he picks up the slow pace into a much faster one. He wants to accomplish everything for you.
Breath quickening as beads of sweat form onto his forehead, covering his dark locks slowly, you run your lips over his again. Swallowing the groan with your mouth that’s about to leave his lips right before a common feeling washes over every part of him.
Not long after, Taehyung’s pace slows as he pushes his final thrust and paints your walls with his cum. His body stills above you. Enjoying the warmth that still covers his cock.
You give a slight peck, a smile forming on your lips right after as you look at each other in silence.
Trying your best to catch your breaths, you speak. ‘’Guess I should piss you off more often.’’
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name: jyadaee
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instruments: I used to play the piano, but it's been a while. But I play the violin. (ps haven't played in a bit either cause it's expensive and my siblings broke my old VINTAGE violin)
what i’m wearing: I am totally not mismatching right now. I am wearing brown baggy velour (its fake velour btw) pants with an oversized purple t-shirt, one pink sock with polka dots and the other sock is black with stripes.
dream job: doctor (haven't figure out what type yet)
dream trip: Basically all of europe, North Africa and South Korea of course (gotta find the hot kdrama dudes somehow)
Started a new post since that other one has gotten pretty lengthy. 😅 Funny how mine says light but the theme for my blog is literally dark academia. LOL
➥ summary jin suddenly appears after leaving you mercilessly heartbroken for years.
The table squeaked as you passed the rag over its surface, wiping the little bits of sugar and splattered coffee. It was close to closing hours and it had been a good day. All the usual customers came by including the ones that were new to the town. The business and the hundreds of people coming in and out made your cafe buzz with life. Your phone buzzed in your apron, the vibration distracting you. Pulling it out, a text message flashed across the screen, making you smile almost immediately at what it entailed.
“Come home baby, the kids miss you…”
The thought of your little twins made your heart flutter. Their little doe eyes that took after their father.
“Jungkook, I’m at work for another hour. I’ll be home as soon as I can..”
you texted back. You love Jungkook, he has always been there for you and has been your best friend since you were kids and now he was the father of your children.
The hour passed by quick and the lights in the skies reflected onto the tables as the sun set. The red sun rays distributed unevenly creating quivering red paths across the skies, making contact with your inner spirit and overcoming it with a calming feeling. You felt at peace.
The little bell hanging by the door suddenly jingled, signifying someone had entered the cafe. You were so caught up in your daze that you had forgotten to flip the “open/closed” chart hanging on the see-through door.
“We are closed,” you commented, your eyes looking up to meet a sculptured and handsome face. You knew that face, moreover, you hated that face.
“Jin…”
“Y/N…”
The sudden emotions hit you like a deadly wave. All those things you had wanted to tell him when he broke your heart reappeared at the tip of your tongue.
“What are you doing here?” you ask in a sad but angry tone.
“I’m so sorry...”
“So you knew? You knew what you did was wrong and you waited to apologize till now?!” You shouted, having walked around the counter and stood in-front of him. You pushed him at every word that came out of your mouth, your tears streaming down your face.
“Baby look, I’m sorry, please forgive me. I still love you,” he whispered his voice breaking. He was hoping you would jump into his arms but deepest in him, he knew, he was never going to have you again.
Raising your hand, you flashed the back of it, the golden ring embracing your ring finger almost blinding him.
“I’m married Jin, and I have children. I waited for you for years but I had to move on. For my OWN sake!” You spat with hatred.
Jin bowed his head, and nodded afterwards. Not giving you much of a glance, he left.
Jin had become a world known model.
You and he were in a relationship but as soon as his career kicked in, he distanced himself from you. He didn’t realize it at first, but when he did, he was too scared to admit his own mistake. So he left the country without a word. He blocked your contacts and never spoke to you again.
You stood in the middle of the coffee shop, your eyes swollen and red as the tears stained your cheeks. As you watched Jin’s figure retreat you said, “you hurt me so much but…. I’m better now,” knowing Jin wouldn’t hear it.
You closed the shop and entered your car. You wanted to go home. Tell the man you LOVED what had happened. The thought of his kisses, his comforting words and his warm hugs made you smile as your heart beat fast.
first off, the banner is absolutely beautiful!!! and the drabble is so so sad. but i love it, because it's raw and real. the fact that she's moved on yet still is chased by her past, but i'm glad she stepped away.
i am curious to how their relationship was.... would make it interesting to see hehe. as always your works are amazing!! go u jyad!
i told you you didn’t need to give me feedback cause we literally meet everyday and update each other all the time shshshsh
but that you still took time to write this to me means the world!
I mean when you think about it, you cannot stay stuck up on something your whole life. She knew she was never going to get closure about the whole situation and couldn’t even reach out to him considering he is a world known star ykwim?
i tried to be as realistic as possible because coming from a personal pov, i would move on. it would be painful, but once they’ve left, there’s nothing you can do.
Haha Jiya also mentioned she’d love to know more about their relationship, so maybe i should take a go and try to elaborate their love and why it hurts so much. Why she’s angry, why he only comes back years later….
➥ summary jin suddenly appears after leaving you mercilessly heartbroken for years.
The table squeaked as you passed the rag over its surface, wiping the little bits of sugar and splattered coffee. It was close to closing hours and it had been a good day. All the usual customers came by including the ones that were new to the town. The business and the hundreds of people coming in and out made your cafe buzz with life. Your phone buzzed in your apron, the vibration distracting you. Pulling it out, a text message flashed across the screen, making you smile almost immediately at what it entailed.
“Come home baby, the kids miss you…”
The thought of your little twins made your heart flutter. Their little doe eyes that took after their father.
“Jungkook, I’m at work for another hour. I’ll be home as soon as I can..”
you texted back. You love Jungkook, he has always been there for you and has been your best friend since you were kids and now he was the father of your children.
The hour passed by quick and the lights in the skies reflected onto the tables as the sun set. The red sun rays distributed unevenly creating quivering red paths across the skies, making contact with your inner spirit and overcoming it with a calming feeling. You felt at peace.
The little bell hanging by the door suddenly jingled, signifying someone had entered the cafe. You were so caught up in your daze that you had forgotten to flip the “open/closed” chart hanging on the see-through door.
“We are closed,” you commented, your eyes looking up to meet a sculptured and handsome face. You knew that face, moreover, you hated that face.
“Jin…”
“Y/N…”
The sudden emotions hit you like a deadly wave. All those things you had wanted to tell him when he broke your heart reappeared at the tip of your tongue.
“What are you doing here?” you ask in a sad but angry tone.
“I’m so sorry...”
“So you knew? You knew what you did was wrong and you waited to apologize till now?!” You shouted, having walked around the counter and stood in-front of him. You pushed him at every word that came out of your mouth, your tears streaming down your face.
“Baby look, I’m sorry, please forgive me. I still love you,” he whispered his voice breaking. He was hoping you would jump into his arms but deepest in him, he knew, he was never going to have you again.
Raising your hand, you flashed the back of it, the golden ring embracing your ring finger almost blinding him.
“I’m married Jin, and I have children. I waited for you for years but I had to move on. For my OWN sake!” You spat with hatred.
Jin bowed his head, and nodded afterwards. Not giving you much of a glance, he left.
Jin had become a world known model.
You and he were in a relationship but as soon as his career kicked in, he distanced himself from you. He didn’t realize it at first, but when he did, he was too scared to admit his own mistake. So he left the country without a word. He blocked your contacts and never spoke to you again.
You stood in the middle of the coffee shop, your eyes swollen and red as the tears stained your cheeks. As you watched Jin’s figure retreat you said, “you hurt me so much but…. I’m better now,” knowing Jin wouldn’t hear it.
You closed the shop and entered your car. You wanted to go home. Tell the man you LOVED what had happened. The thought of his kisses, his comforting words and his warm hugs made you smile as your heart beat fast.
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➥ summary jin suddenly appears after leaving you mercilessly heartbroken for years.
The table squeaked as you passed the rag over its surface, wiping the little bits of sugar and splattered coffee. It was close to closing hours and it had been a good day. All the usual customers came by including the ones that were new to the town. The business and the hundreds of people coming in and out made your cafe buzz with life. Your phone buzzed in your apron, the vibration distracting you. Pulling it out, a text message flashed across the screen, making you smile almost immediately at what it entailed.
“Come home baby, the kids miss you…”
The thought of your little twins made your heart flutter. Their little doe eyes that took after their father.
“Jungkook, I’m at work for another hour. I’ll be home as soon as I can..”
you texted back. You love Jungkook, he has always been there for you and has been your best friend since you were kids and now he was the father of your children.
The hour passed by quick and the lights in the skies reflected onto the tables as the sun set. The red sun rays distributed unevenly creating quivering red paths across the skies, making contact with your inner spirit and overcoming it with a calming feeling. You felt at peace.
The little bell hanging by the door suddenly jingled, signifying someone had entered the cafe. You were so caught up in your daze that you had forgotten to flip the “open/closed” chart hanging on the see-through door.
“We are closed,” you commented, your eyes looking up to meet a sculptured and handsome face. You knew that face, moreover, you hated that face.
“Jin…”
“Y/N…”
The sudden emotions hit you like a deadly wave. All those things you had wanted to tell him when he broke your heart reappeared at the tip of your tongue.
“What are you doing here?” you ask in a sad but angry tone.
“I’m so sorry...”
“So you knew? You knew what you did was wrong and you waited to apologize till now?!” You shouted, having walked around the counter and stood in-front of him. You pushed him at every word that came out of your mouth, your tears streaming down your face.
“Baby look, I’m sorry, please forgive me. I still love you,” he whispered his voice breaking. He was hoping you would jump into his arms but deepest in him, he knew, he was never going to have you again.
Raising your hand, you flashed the back of it, the golden ring embracing your ring finger almost blinding him.
“I’m married Jin, and I have children. I waited for you for years but I had to move on. For my OWN sake!” You spat with hatred.
Jin bowed his head, and nodded afterwards. Not giving you much of a glance, he left.
Jin had become a world known model.
You and he were in a relationship but as soon as his career kicked in, he distanced himself from you. He didn’t realize it at first, but when he did, he was too scared to admit his own mistake. So he left the country without a word. He blocked your contacts and never spoke to you again.
You stood in the middle of the coffee shop, your eyes swollen and red as the tears stained your cheeks. As you watched Jin’s figure retreat you said, “you hurt me so much but…. I’m better now,” knowing Jin wouldn’t hear it.
You closed the shop and entered your car. You wanted to go home. Tell the man you LOVED what had happened. The thought of his kisses, his comforting words and his warm hugs made you smile as your heart beat fast.