Planet Confession

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I feel like I'm so wrong for loving you the way I do. We've never even met and you just see me as some random online probably.

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honestly i never even actually had feelings for you. it was never that. friendship blows up and it is still haunting me and i didn't even get a genuine crush out of it

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I believe a lot of humans deserve painful, humiliating, public executions. I believe a lot of humans deserve to see their children suffer the same. I believe it would be justice. Evil people don't deserve basic decency or rights.

I think the people in the Epstein Files should be shackled and forced to watch that happen to their children. Afterwards, the children should be killed and their corpses forcefed to the parents.

An Eye for an Eye does NOT make the whole world blind; it's what they deserve. It's Justice.

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All you ever did was hurt me over and over again, so why do I still think about you and miss you? It’s so annoying. You would’ve been perfect if you would’ve just gotten out of your own way. Even my mom wishes it would’ve been you. That pisses me off even more. You’re so stupid. I hope what you did to me haunts along with the last things I said to you. I hope it drives you INSANE that I never responded to your gifts and emails you sent after I blocked you. I hope you’re unhappy for the rest of your life and that you always think about me and how you fucked up. I know I’m a great and loving person and everything you’d ever want but you just couldn’t keep yourself from sabotaging everything every single time. And going back to your ex who treated you like you treated me. I know you lost your job and had to move back to your state. I hope it’s been hard. You never deserved me. Thanks for wasting my time and ruining my dreams about having my person and being able to just do stuff with them. All those years wasted and now I feel like I’m running out of time. That’s the only dream I have. I have a good job, bought a house, but I only ever wanted a person. Everyone else gets to get married and settle down and that’s all I ever wanted.

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(c) used to be, whenever i was hrny i could easily find erp stuff online, forums, games. these days it’s all been cracked down on. pay for this, log into that. where’s all the free person-to-person fun? non existent, go back to porn and being alone loser.

at least back then you could be alone together with another loser.

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[planetconfession]

(C) New Stockholm calls for aid. Only you can answer, Helldiver…

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(C) gues who’s on a psych ward!!!!!!!!! Guess things finally got to me haha.

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im in love with my best friend, she’s gat and has a girlfriend and I still think about her

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I just want this heaviness to dissipate already, even after acceptance and a heartfelt attempt at closure I feel so lost and afraid and weighed down by his absence and I know, I know the only way out is through I’ve just never been so emotionally bound by someone and the light at the end of the tunnel looks like a flickering pinhole and feels so impossibly out of reach and I’m angry, angry that people search and yearn and hope for this for lifetimes and I’ve somehow managed to find it, feel it and fuck it up repeatedly like some perfectly crafted cosmic gift that was only ever meant to be ripped from my grasp as a form of punishment. I need to delete my blog again this place is purgatory.

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Uhm, I have romantic dreams about my boss constantly, and it’s confusing when I wake up because the dreams felt real and so did our connection. I feel connected to him spiritually but in the physical world we do not overlap much. It’s disappointing to have such nice relationships in the astral plane but not physical. I’m ready to release this pattern of disappointment and choose joy. I’m asking for support from any and all beings in this inner transformation. Thank you

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Yeah. Of course I’m a porn addict. No duh. I’ve gone on dates. I’ve gone on every dating site under the sun. I’ve hired hookers. I’ve done speed dates, blind dates, crawling the pubs and the clubs, talked to women, talked to men. Yet no matter what I fucking do, no matter how much effort I put in, no matter if I’m polite or if I’m blunt, if I’m pleasant or I’m erotic, if I’m calm or if I’m domineering - it always crumbles. It’s like I’m not meant to have someone to love. And I am so fucking lonely.

So yes. I do watch porn. I do watch hentai. I also watch sappy romcoms, and generic will-they-won’t-they slop. Because I want to feel SOMETHING. Is that so awful? Is that so wrong?

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He is 16, and I'm 23. I feel bad for finding him attractive...

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(C) dear A.C.

Birthday wishes.

August 7th will always be bittersweet-

It’s your birthday.

Somehow, I never forget.

The date sits in my chest,

ticking softly,

like a watch I never take off.

I wish you well

in the way I always do—

a line on my blog,

a message I’ll never send,

words folded neatly

into the drawer of my heart.

I want you to have the best day,

because you do deserve it.

I hope you’re living

the life you always wanted,

your hands full of the dreams

you once told me about,

back when I was part of them.

And though the years have

pulled us apart,

I still send this quiet gift—

an invisible candle,

a whispered wish,

carried to you on the wind.

//HBD//c.a.t. 08.07.25

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I’ve spent my entire relationship waiting; thinking that if x, y, or z happens, then I’ll be happy and things will be focused on us and I’ll receive the love I want and have dreamed of. I’ve checked every box and I’m still wanting.

So now I wonder, is it that I dream of something that doesn’t exist or is unreasonable to expect? Is it unfair of me to want “something else” when what I have is safe and peaceful and stable even if it leaves me wanting?

I asked for a divorce last fall and he told me to go to go back to therapy, instead. Not couples therapy- therapy just for me. I’ve done therapy for years and recently started antidepressants and now I’m healed and happy and still want out. [C]

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(C) guess who spent another 200 on gambling in Gacha games!!! but you know it’s not gambling it’s surprise mechanics so governments won’t regulate it and if you become addicted via it you don’t get the same support as a casino gambling addict does!!! man I sure do love those rare animations!!!!

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how fucking hard is it to love someone?

how hard is it to love one lonely girl?

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As a man, Why do I be aroused when I wear panties and stocking? And why I prefer looking for men’s members? But this happen only when I wear panties and stocking (in secret life).

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