Happy New Year my Love. Let's continue 2023 together. I love you so much my love. I know we're going rough right now. We're both at fault but sometimes I know that I'm the problem. I can't help myself alone and you know that. I don't know how to help myself. I keep on getting annoyed and getting angry for nothing. I miss our days when we just enjoy ourselves. I think it's a lot of reason why things started changing. I mean life itself, is constantly changing. We grew up, and for me it's difficult. I had to rely on myself for everything. I need to support myself and I am having some hard times. I wish to be better this year, for us and especially for me. I think I need to take things slow for a bit, to enjoy my life, to earn and to also learn new things. I would want to travel more this year with you. I want to start a business this year with you. I want to say that life is better when you are around this year still. I'm sorry for the words I should not have said to you. I'm sorry for the things that I have done that hurt you. Let's continue to be mindful of our words and actions. I know it a lot to process but it's a step closer to be better. I love you Pachooo. To better days with you. Happy New Year.
