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R u b i | SoCal | 30

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september 14, 2024

It's been a long time since I've been able to write on here, and I miss it!

My universe has changed so much since having baby girl. I wouldn't trade this new life for anything. I love being a mom.

I wish I can have another baby already. But, it's just not the right time. Until then, you're my one and only baby girl. I love re-exploring the world with you, through your lense.

I love the challenges you bring to me and daddy. And I know hands down, we love you till the very end.

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Illustrators Salmon, 1986

[please-comewithme]

july 8, 2023

I find myself unable to go to sleep. Rosie baby, you're my entire world. Watching you grow up gives me new butterflies in my stomach. You're such a blessing in my life, i love you so much. It's crazy that you make 2 months this month, time really is going by so fast.

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may 8th, 2023

Seeing you today just took a huge hit on my heart, I'm so excited to meet you and hold you. It's been one hell of a journey, and we are just getting started. ✨️

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december 27th, 2022

What a difficult month this has been. Some very sensitive shit these past few weeks and yet, time continues to be a thief.

I felt like for so long we weren't able to love each other because everything else got in the way. Today, we were reconnected and I am just falling in love all over again. Today, we were able to look at each other and focus on just us and ignore the rest of the world and that was just amazing. I think it's what we both needed. I missed you so much.

The world will continue to throw battles, but knowing you're by my side, I know we can get through anything.

I love you, and I am so blessed that you're my husband.

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Breakfast of Champions, Grace Miceli @artbabygirl

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Neptune through adaptive optics

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Sixteenth of September, Rene Magritte

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Wings of desire, Frank Moth

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Ghost world, Angela Deane

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Sergio Sarri, “Futura”, #8, April 1984 Source

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Hoop dreams, Jamie Johnson

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Brave new world, Huleeb

[please-comewithme]

8/31/22

I want to stop coming to this job but I don't have a choice. I'm sick of shitty people. Why am I being tested. Or am I being shown a signal?

It pays the bills, which is why I can't leave.

I'm back in school because I want to finish my degree, and now I don't even know if I want to finish.

I don't know what to do with my life. I don't know where I'm going.

I want to give my husband a baby.

I keep having dreams about her. How can you miss someone you haven't met?

My hormones have been extremely crazy and I don't know what to do with them anymore.

I love my husband so much. I am forever grateful that he is in my life. I don't know where I'd be without him.

I just want to travel. Get on a plane, and run away with him. I want to start over somewhere else.

I'm so overwhelmed and stressed. It was suppose to end after last school year, but here we are.

I'm happy and then I'm not. I need to get myself together. I want to go to the beach. I want to eat all the fast food I want and not get fat.

I've been holding myself together, but at what cost?

I'm so tired.

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Bikini Bottom, Leegan Koo

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[please-comewithme]

I'm in the worst physical shape of my life. I don't like it at all. I'm so low energy, I'm so burnt out. This past school year really kicked my ass, this recovery period is taking sooo long. I'm so tired all the time even when I don't do anything.

I need to get out of this. I need to be more active again, eat better, view life as a wonderful thing again every single day.

I've felt this slump for about 2 months now. I just want to feel better, and I think I'm ready to start now.