A young girl who became suicidal

she/her. TRIGGER WARNING: my blog is a trigger warning. used to be sorrythatiletyoudown. you can ask about me but its an anonymous blog so don't surprised if I don't wanna tell you. if you ever need anything please feel free to message me anytime, I'll get back to you asap. please call 1-800-273-8522 or vist, http://suicidepreventionlifeline.org and talk to someone online. vist my feel better tag if you're feeling down. I love @suicdalbitch15. that's my girl.

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Feeling hopeless. Goodnight

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Took pain meds but nothing for this damn cold because I don't know what to take. I guess ill lay here until I can sleep. Goodnight I feel like shit.

[my-dailydreams]

[pleasehandmethebottle]

You make me feel like shit and then act like it's my fault for acting differently? I'm going through a horrible time but always treat people right and don't use it as an excuse. If I treated others like they treated me, they'd hate me. There's no excuse for it, and it never changes. That petty, passive-aggressive, pity me shit gets on my nerves. Your problems shouldn't be my problem. Take all the time you need, be distant af, but don't throw your shit on others. And then to turn around and say they aren't there for you when you pushed them away? Or say no it's fine if you aren't here, then get mad because someone's busy and imply they weren't there for you when you needed them. I could do 1000 goods, but you'd only see the one wrong. But I only focus on your rights, or I wouldn't still be here.

[pleasehandmethebottle]

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be sad with God, fr it’s the right way He turns all things for the good!...

[pleasehandmethebottle]

I don't know that I'm getting to go out the Saturday anymore.And that kind of sucks I hate not knowing what the plans are until we actually happen or plans changing constantly, I wait and it got the test done today. But I won't know the results for a few weeks.

I don't know I just feel bleh and people make me feel so much worse.

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I hate how people act.

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I hate feeling this way

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You did that to yourself fr

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People pmo so much

[pleasehandmethebottle]

I'm lowkey over people. I wish I could not care

[pleasehandmethebottle]

People pmo so much

[pleasehandmethebottle]

I love how you can give and give and give to someone and then you don't give one day because of things out of your control and suddenly that's all that matters. They act like you're never there for them. That hurts.