Grousings. Snippets. Drabbles.

the intermittently rebellious perfectionist

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“Sorry”

You always say sorry for the same things. But then these things keep repeating. Should I still believe that you’re sorry?

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Mood swings

My mood ranges from Stay With Me by Chanyeol & Punch to [B]attleborn by Sawano Hiroyuki.

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Favourite Japanese composers in no particular order

Hisaishi Joe

Uematsu Nobuo

Kajiura Yuki

Kanno Yoko

Sawano Hiroyuki

Iwasaki Taku

Hirano Yoshihisa

Endo Mikio

Kawai Kenji

Nakagawa Kotaro

Taniuchi Hideki

Otani Kow

Sahashi Toshihiko

Matsumoto Akihiko

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Studying

There’s never a taboo time for me to study. Only when I don’t feel like it.

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Me and colours

Obsessed with white. Flirty with black. Empowered with red. Charming with pink. Stabilised with blue. Mystified with green. Guileless with yellow.

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Love you, baby

You've got a lot to grow up into, darling. Am I still cool with you? Of course. Tell you that I love you? Sure. I love you, my caramel cotton candy. Always.

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Winner

Oh darling. Even if I love you, between you and me, I'd still choose me.

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Songs that I want to drown in

1. Sakura Nagashi by Utada Hikaru 2. Forgotten Voyage by Lindsey Stirling 3. Becoming a Geisha by John Williams 4. Now We Are Free by Hans Zimmer 5. A Way of Life by Hans Zimmer 6. A Hard Teacher by Hans Zimmer 7. Middle by DJ Snake ft. Bipolar Sunshine 8. Can’t Fight It (JIGS Remix) by Quintino x Cheat Codes 9. Dragon Boy (Ryuu no Shounen) by Joe Hisaishi 10. Shadows by Lindsey Stirling 11. Innerbloom (What So Not Remix) by Rüfüs du Sol 12. Gymnopédie N°1 by Erik Satie

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Things that piss me off

LAST MINUTE CANCELLATIONS.

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Outfit of the day: Rivers long sleeve synthetic blouse in floral contemporary print, Rivers long sleeve faded denim button up with minimal embroidery (outer), Massimo Dutti white skinny jeans with gold zip accents, Geometric abstract necklace in silver, Glitter long wideshawl in pastel brown, Wenger dual tone dress watch in gold and silver, Wrap-around silver chain linked bracelet with encrusted semi precious stones, Nicoli Italian leather handbag in mustard

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Outfit of the day:

Rivers knitted cotton inner tribal sleeveless, Rivers woven cotton checkered print long sleeve with self-bleachwork, Industrie khakis in dark grey with silver zip accents for pockets, Glitter long wideshawl in soft mustard, A|X chronograph in gold and bronze, Multilayer silver chains and charms necklace, Choker bracelet and rings, Kenneth Cole leather shoulder bag in dark coral

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When your Mom runs around trying to give your older cousin money for taking care of her Mom

Inner me: Ouch. Umm. Could I like get some too.

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Outfit of the day:

Garage long sleeve blouse in lycra with Paisley print, Rivers three quarter sleeve blouse in red woven cotton with white floral embroidery motif (outer), Industrie khakis in dark grey with silver zip accents for pockets, Snake Tritone necklace in silver, metallic and dark grey, Glitter long wideshawl in dark maroon, A|X chronograph watch in gold and bronze, Tommy Hilfiger black leather handbag

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Stubborn. Very stubborn.

Well, I'm sorry that I can't give up. Fuck giving up. I don't want to. Too bad. I hate looking weak. I don't care if people around me are the ones feeling pressured. I don't even care if everyone says that's the easier option. Fuck easy. I've had too many challenges in life to just settle for the easy level. Difficult? Yeah, I can handle difficult. Sure, I'd be a crybaby sometimes. But that's okay cause it's just me venting. My decision stays. Soundscape: - Pandora Hearts ~ expanded by Yuki Kajiura -

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Relationship problems

Some people really have to get their shit together. Make a decision, stick to it. You made the right choice? Good on you. You made the wrong choice? Learn from it.

Make the most of it. At the end of the day, you want to be a better person.

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Contrasts

It's cool dressing up astoundingly ladylike, and you give someone a fistbump.