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January vs nearly August. Down about ten pounds, def could’ve made more progress in 8 months but all and all happy to be consistently losing weight and more importantly maintaining it.
Me: completely focused on my ed
Other problems: h-
my parents: dont eat ure fat
me: *actually stops*
parents;
Family: comments on my looks and weight/body
Me: *exhibits ed tendencies
Family: Y’all hear something???
Some subtle signs of depression.
Not feeling the need to move at all, for days on end
The oddly deep attachment to the bed
Unnecessarily long showers or baths, long after the water runs cold, we still stay in.
Not seeing a reason to change your clothes for days
Or wash your hair
Always wanting to, but never cleaning your room
Or the laundry
Forget normal food, depression has you eating the oddest things.
Practically living in your daydream world
Literally fleeing back into your nest of a room after going out for even a minute.
Most people looking at my ideal body:
Me:
the amount of times i have looked down at my body and seriously considered taking the butchers knife in the kitchen in hand and just fucking shaving myself of this ugly coat of fucking fat
do you ever think back on every skinny girl you’ve seen and wondered if they’re anorexic
Me, laughing at ED memes, knowing i can’t send them to anyone or they’ll be concerned
me: why do i feel terrible body: coffee is not a meal body: eat a vegetable body: sleep me: guess we’ll never know body: oh my god
one of the most addictive things about having an ed is the undeniable praise you get from losing weight.