5 Reasons Why Tsukasa Doumyoji is Twisted To Begin With... (Sorta)
HIS UPBRINGING:
This crazy dude grew up in a lonely environment, despite having everything he ever wanted handed to him on a silver platter most of his life. he felt neglected, abandoned, from a young age. Even if he had his sister around, his parents hardly ever talk to him unless it's BUSINESS RELATED.
At least he has the F4, but even so he developed all types of issues growing up...because of Tsubaki's beating and lack of right experience in disciplines and authority, (manga mainly.)
He was mostly influenced by the high and mighty people of the rich society, given that he comes from a billionaire family. He used the power of his own wealth and money, even wrongly methods to achieve his somewhat toxic goals. He's abusive most of the time only because he was judged by his intimidating looks and being also part of the F4.
HIS MOTHER:
He's like another clone of her but compared to him she's way worse and bitchier. Her ways sometimes could've also had the possibility of influencing him growing up. But that wasn't it, his case turned out much more different thanks to this gal.
A Boy With A Wounded Heart Who Wants Nothing But To Be Loved.
He came to learn eventually that not everything can be bought or obtained the way you wanted it to, his character development is STILL INSANE TO ME!
HIS SIMPLE MINDEDNESS:
In a way, it was the case when it came to his actions. He was rather pushy and forceful because he was so desperate for love and care from those around him, he just didn't express himself quite well because he was so closed off as a child which is a reason he became inhumane at times, he needed someone that could tolerate his personality and yet correct the error of his ways no matter how far they went.
Since he thought that he could always get what he wanted with power, money and shit...he had to learn the hard way that humans from middle-class families aren't tools just because you act above them and ya always gotta be on top.
HIS SELF PRIDE AND ARROGANCE:
A person like him doesn't take a no for an answer or something he inherited from his old hag, however that's part of his personality as long as it's friendly and amusing- but when it's used for reasons like revenge and paybacks In a despicable way then it's super toxic. He's too blind to actually take action of his responsibilities and everything and needs someone to rebuke him like 24/7 because he's that naive, innocent and ignorant
His character was ORIGINALLY SUPPOSED TO BE FLAWED AND A TOTAL RED FLAG!! That's how character development happened. Without this shit the story would not have any starting points, however that does not excuse how abusive he was! In both the anime and manga that's why I personally tended to avoid watching the anime.
Still as a person who usually doesn't prefer live action over anime j or k even c dramas, I would personally still choose the homeland of this Shojo which is Japan.
Hating his guts at first I wanted to see the outcome of his evolution throughout their crazy journey together from enemies to friends then lovers. But for the past two years my obsessions with all the versions haven't really died down.
Their variety of personality in the F4 group is ceaseless. My personal fav is Akira the same one who holds the group together, to me he's way more underrated than the other two.
Also Jun actually portrayed the character beautifully I don't think anyone else could've done it like he did!!
(disclaimer: this is NOT a character analysis, i still don’t think i’m qualified for anything like that, despite that i still love to write the things that pop up in my head. also this got out of my hands so i think i’m going to write multiple posts about it 😭 i love to yap about these two lol)
i’m going through a serious case of missing shinran hours so i wanted discuss how feverish shinichi’s love for ran makes me feel.
because he’s really insane about ran, like out of his mind insane about her.
what will always get me is the fact that shinichi is a very rational character, he’s a detective, a very skilled one. you wouldn’t expect him to be so irrationally in love and not even someone who falls in love in the way he did (at least for baby me who giggled and kicked her feet at the thought of a detective in a *shonen (?) manga* being so romantic and obsessed with my favorite female character. or at least in the way he does bc he literally acts like she’s his very purpose in life, the most important person to him, no complaints, no doubts 100% and that always made my heart explode - *cough* this is why i’m obsessed with the childhood friends, boy seems to be more obsessed with girl trope *cough*) anyway…
i surely won’t let my fellow shinran fans that this boy fell in love with her smiling face at four years, the second he met her. like this is very insane to me
he saw a glimpse of her through the window before even speaking to her and he decided that she would be the one who he anticipated the reaction for his deduction, he already decided she was going to be his watson 😭
thinking about how baby shinichi was already so invested and curious about her that he held ran in his heart and put her safety before anything. he did everything to conduce his tiny detective investigation in order to protect her
look at him :,) he was ready to risk it all for her, even in his tiny body. he was willing to face anything for her.
i feel like that despite being so little, he found his purpose in life is to protect her, that tender girl that strummed the strings of his heart. maybe because it’s in his nature to do that, maybe because that’s how it’s supposed to be. because even if ran can protect herself, shinichi has the natural instinct to take care for her.
this is why i love his love because it’s so genuine. i will never imply that other characters love their other pair less but his love is absolutely outstanding, if he could find another way to love ran EVEN MORE, he definitely would. it’s very dear to me that he had this immediate connection and fondness for her, since the very beginning.
i mean look at the smile he wears while admitting he was in love with ran since the day they met. to me feels like a “it is what it is and as a matter of facts i am in love with her and that’s it” smile.
being in love with ran has always been a trait of his life and personality. that’s probably the only thing he always been certain in life. this is why i love his confidence about it and how he’s way more mature about his feelings compared to heiji (or even kogorou and the other characters, especially compared to adults 😭)
he literally admits that ran is his dream. this is canon. i did not made this up.
he’s so serious about her to the point of dreaming of marrying her (multiple times)
and wanting to tell her father with his own voice the status of their relationship, bc he really wishes to make a good impression on kogorou 😭
i will continue this in another post bc as it turns out i have a lot of thoughts about shinichi being a lover boy so i want to share them with you guys and maybe you can tell me more ideas and your own perspective. i mean this is what a fandom is about, am i right? (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
Decided to rewatch You're Beautiful. This is one of my fave korean dramas, which I binged with my sister.
It was still enjoyable with good comedic moments, romance and jealousy, and heart-breaking scenes (Tae Kyung crying because of his mom, Jeremy's confession on the bus, etc). Jang Keun Suk and Park Shin Hye were good casting.
In current viewing though, some issues were more apparent to me. Like how dumb Go Mi Nam is. In the first episodes, Tae Kyung keep telling her to keep out of his room and she couldn't even respect that boundary. And she does this childish penguin walk (which was acceptable to my younger self, but just plain annoying now).
And some things did not age well. Like Go Mi Nam's aunt repeatedly smacking Tae Kyung in the butt. And even though I love Tae Kyung's character a lot, that fake-punch-turn-kiss is not funny. As an adult who's seen DV first hand, it was uncomfortable to watch.
The ending was also abrupt. We didn't really get to see the real Go Mi Nam, except for a handful of close-ups. A weird directorial choice considering we'd already seen Park Shin Hye playing Go Mi Nam throughout the series - how hard would it be for her to play the real Mi Nam? Also Mi Nam and Tae Kyung not speaking to each other does not sit well with me. In fact, it isn't shown that Mi Nam took efforts to be friends with the the group. We also didn't see him and her twin sister be together in person... Or even talk! It's funny that the rest of ANJELL keep asking Mi Nam the whereabouts of his twin; he probably doesn't know.
More on (fake) Go Mi Nam being dumb. Once she and Tae Kyung confessed they like each other, she still talks about going away. And later when she's decided to go to Africa, she doesn't even think about properly saying goodbye to Shin Woo or Jeremy... or even her twin brother. All she thinks about is herself and Tae Kyung.
Now let's get to Shin Woo. Mid-way he should've already realized that doing a grand confession isn't the way to go with Go Mi Nam and that he should just confess there and then. He was a genuine nice guy, but at the end he's just another guy who can't take no for an answer.
Jeremy, despite being the child-like member of the group, is actually the most mature of them. He is quick to admit to himself his feelings for Go Mi Nam even when he thought he is a guy. He confessed his feelings and accepted it when Go Mi Nam told him she likes Tae Kyung instead. He's able to go back to being friends.
This is a bit of a rant. In general there are a number of things that could've been done better.
Thank you so so much @erexart for making this cover art! My first reaction upon seeing this was literally “oh my.” since I opened in the middle of my class XD This is so gorgeous!! Please please go check her out and leave some support, she’s an awesome person!
A = Aftercare (what is he like after sex?)
Kyojuro can’t suppress it. He’s very smile-y and cuddly after a passionate night. His large arms would snake around your waist, pulling you tightly against him. His thick fingers would slowly brush over your skin, accidentally tickling you in the process sometimes. His hands are still rough and calloused, even after retirement, but you never minded. In fact, it makes you pleasantly shiver. His face would be glistering in sweat with a couple hairs sticking to his forehead. His eyes would be a little droopy and a lovesick smile would be spread all over his face. His voice would be a little horse and much quieter while whispering praises and love-declarations into your ear, his fingers running through your hair.
Your husband loves taking care of you, so expect to be pampered in all ways that are possible. To him, aftercare is just as important as the sex itself, so Kyojuro’ll gladly wash your body with either warm, damp towels or prepare a soothing bath for you if that’s what you prefer. If you manage to get out of bed right after him making you see the stars and universe, you can spot him in the kitchen by the stove, cooking a simple meal for the both of you to enjoy in bed. If you’re lucky, you get to enjoy the view of your husband’s muscular back, decorated in scratches you left behind in an attempt to hold onto something, anything, while trying to handle his size. Kyojuro doesn’t mind them, quite the opposite. His confidence gets boosted when spotting them in the mirror.
“You’re so beautiful, love. The brightest light in my life, so beautiful… you need anything, my flame? I can get you whatever you wish.”
B = Body part (his favourite body part of his and yours)
Kyojuro favours his chest the most. It used to be incredibly muscular, being able to flex the one, then the other in a funny or teasing matter. He especially found your interactions funny, how you poked his soft pecs and tensing them right after you touched them. It makes you giggle a little, so he’d gladly present his naked chest on purpose, so that you can squeeze and poke them as you like. Now, after retirement, he can’t control his muscles as much as he used to, meaning they got even softer. You love to give them a cheeky squeeze or a poke randomly throughout the day. It tickle a little when you do that, so Kyojuro’ll let you do as you please! Even if you give them a squeeze during sex. It surprised him when you do so, but your husband’ll just continue on with movement when you do.
His favourite body part of yours are your eyes and how they sparkle when Kyojuro brings you your favourite dish, or how they glister when you cry. Or, his favourite expression of yours, when they roll back into your skull. You look so drunk on the pleasure he’s giving you, you can’t even control your own face anymore- he finds you so cute looking like that.
“Hm? You wanna squeeze my breast? Sure, go ahead! If you like, you can lay your head on them, I think they’re soft enough to be used as pillows! Would you like to try?”
C = Cum (anything to do with cum)
Kyojuro’s incredibly flustered after cumming onto your body, anywhere really. Especially if you swallow it all, that’s when he’s beginning to ascend. He let out one satisfied, deep groan before finishing and staining your beautiful body. His abs and abdomen would be all twitchy, trying to control the overwhelming pleasure of his organism by redirecting the feeling onto other areas of his body.
He’s hesitant to ask, but your husband wants you to squirt onto his face. Kyojuro is curious on what it’d taste like to be honest. He’s eaten you out before and does it almost everytime you two sleep with each other, but you never squirted on his face before. He isn’t actively trying to make you do it, but he really, really wants you to do it. He’s too shy to ask though.
“Y-You make me burn s-so brightly- Ah!-“
D = Dirty secret (a dirty secret of his)
Something that surprised even himself was how Kyojuro began fantasising about taking you in more public spaces. Not exactly somewhere where people can really see you, but he’s imagining dragging you aside into a secluded area like a forest or just a room inside the residence where the risk of being caught is a little higher. It makes him nervous to think about, taking you while also needing to look out for any other people that may come too close. He would pump his cock into his fist faster and faster while thinking about it…
E = Experience (How experienced is he?)
Kyojuro was raised well and saved himself for you, his future wife. After making sure you’d agree to marry him and that you are willing and happily ready to sleep with him, he’ll try to do some research beforehand. Your then-boyfriend snuck around his father’s house, but to no one’s surprise, found nothing on anything remotely related to sex or similar. After finding nothing, he moved onto the archives of the demon slayer corps. Of course, there was nothing there either, only scrolls and books on ancient breathing techniques, tactics on how to fight demons and all that stuff. He was hopeless and decided to give up, going in unexperienced and with the hopes to perform well enough to satisfy you.
“My flame, do you think Shinobu keeps some kind of records or books on reproduction?… Why I’m asking? No reason. I-I’m just interested in the biology of it!”
P = Position (his favourite positions)
1. Mating press
That way, he can push himself especially deep inside of you while having your legs rest on his shoulders. Kyojuro especially loved leaning down to you, watching your face heat up and how your eyes roll back. By staying so close, he can closely watch how close you are, how pretty you look like this and how intimate it feels being so close to you.
2. 69
Oh he loves the feeling of making you squirm and shudder above him while you’re struggling to take him with all the stimulation he’s giving you. Kyojuro gets easily lost in your essence, often switching form the 69-position to you just sitting on his face while his own cock is twitching and aching for stimulation, but the way he’s eating you out, you can’t concentrate on anything else but not grinding onto his face for even more stimulation.
G = Goofy (Is he more serious in the moment? Or humorous? etc.)
You know Kyojuro as a rather energised, outgoing and loud individual, but while having your legs rest on his shoulders while his hips thrust deeper and deeper, he hets much more passionate. He’s trying not to be funny, but sometimes he accidentally makes you giggle by not being able to control his hair. If he makes the mistake of not tying it together beforehand, his bright flame like hair will be falling into his face or just fly around everywhere, maybe even tickle your nose by leaning downwards during an particularly pleasurable movement.
“A-Agh, my hair- Apologies my love, can I borrow your hair-tie just for during… this?”
H = Hair (How well-groomed is he?)
Kyojuro doesn’t really like being completely shaven. He prefers keeping it more natural and let his hair grow out a little, but not too much. He trims it regularly and of course washes himself. It’s extremely important to him to stay clean snd healthy, for both you and himself. Colour wise, his pubic hair matches his eyebrows, being very dark, almost black.
Regarding you, Kyojuro does not care if you shave or not, it all tasted the same and makes you sing those pretty moans for him. The most important thing is that you stay clean for him, that’s all.
I = Intimacy (How is he during the moment? Romantically.)
It almost surprises you how attentive and intimate your husband can get, even after years of marriage. For him, sex isn’t only about pleasure, but about lovemaking and being attentive to all your needs, physically and mentally. Kyojuro takes his time beforehand to kiss and maybe even flirt with you, as if courting you for the first time ever.
During sex, he would stare at your face during the whole time, covering your skin in kisses and caresses, his hands exploring every inch of your gorgeous body. His moans would consist mostly of whimpering broken praises while his brows furrow together and sweat runs down his skin.
“I love you, I love you, gods!! H-Hah, I love you…”
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Kyojuro doesn’t masturbate very often, but he does get aroused more often than he’d like to admit. Sometimes, he has to relief that pent up over the weeks. What turns him on the most is your scent. Any clothes of yours or just rolling over in bed onto your side switches something inside his brain. So, he mostly masturbates with the help of something you wore before and gave to him (with your consent of course). It doesn’t matter if it’s panties, shorts or a shirt, having your intoxicating smell near him makes him shudder and cum almost immediately.
One time, you gave him one of your panties for an extremely long mission. You alone just handing it to him so casually almost made him cream his pants.
K = Kink (one or more of his kinks)
1. Praising kink
It goes both ways, but hearing you praise him makes him cum almost immediately mid thrust. Kyojuro’s eyes would go wide and he’d lean down to you, peppering your face in kisses while burying himself deeper within you with a loud moan while thanking you quietly, his large hands squeezing your waist and pulling you closer to himself.
Your husband lives, laughs and loves praising you all day every day, that also means during sex. Seeing you blush just a little boosts his confidence greatly.
2. Exhibition
Kyojuro shudders everytime he thinks about the idea of being caught. Perhaps somebody hears your loud moans or his grunts and comes to investigate, catching you in the act. His heart races a little when thinking about asking you to help him out in the alleyway, looking out left and right to check for anyone coming. He doesn’t want to have a thing for being risky or doing it in semi-public spaces, but your husband just can’t help to fantasise about trying to make you scream louder and louder, risking being caught by a poor and probably afterwards traumatised kakushi.
3. Light Bondage
Kyojuro wants to know that you can fully trust him, and sometimes you can demonstrate it by be willing to be a little restrained. Just some loose ropes around your wrists to keep you from squirming too much. While you can’t escape, your husband, he’ll use the opportunity to its fullest to tease and play around with you by just barely using his fingers on you, instead of eating you out just giving you light kitten-licks or just caressing your body in admiration.
He’d prefer to take you in your shared bed where it’s the most comfortable, but sometimes, Kyojuro would like to make love to you in the hotsprings. The steamy warmth surrounding you two, your naked body pressing right up against his, it may stir a couple of things within him like the overwhelming desire to mount you right now. The scents, the water, just the moment in general makes the perfect place to make love, don’t you think? Beneath these beautiful stars and admits the rocks and woods surrounding the hot springs…
M = Motivation (What turns him on, gets him going?)
1. Your confidence
Kyojuro is drawn to your enthusiasm and confidence like a moth to a flame- whatever you’re proud of, he’ll be 100% prouder, even if it’s just you managing to flip a pancake by tossing it in the air. Impressive non the less! But seeing you be confident in your own abilities and not needing him for a task makes him feel needed by you. If you don’t need his strength opening that jar of jam, how about Kyojuro satisfies you in other ways?
2. Being close after a long day
Your husband is often cuddly during the evenings of a long day. He still refuses to stop training even after retirement, so he’s still exhausted after a long day. Kyojuro loves to pull you closer and shower you in affections by peppering kisses all over your neck. He smiled against your skin when you squirm under him when he rolls on top of you, pinning you against the bed, his palms cupping your ass, giving it a gentle squeeze.
“Darling, can you… uh.. can we cuddle while I put.. myself.. into you? You’re just so warm and I promise you I’ll make you feel good, my flame…”
N = No (something he wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He’d never degrade or humiliate you, even if you may be into it. Kyojuro fears he might hurt your feelings or make you feel worse about yourself, wich is exact opposite of what he’s trying to do during sex. He’s trying to make love to you, not… degrade you.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving)
Receiving
Kyojuro can barely look at you while you’re sucking him off. His wide eyes would be staring at a random point on the ceiling, his mouth agape and a little drool running down his chin. His hands would be tightly gripping both sides of your head, trying to get even more pleasure from your warm mouth. If you ever dare to tease his tip with your tongue, prepare your face to be covered in his essence in a matter of seconds. He’s extremely sensitive and cums embarrassingly quickly when you pleasure him orally. If you go on your knees while he’s leaning against a wall, Kyojuro would be concentrating on not breaking down with the amount of shaking his thighs are doing.
Giving
He’d rather give than receive any day, you being his absolute favourite dish besides sweet potato and miso soup. Kyojuro’ll drop onto his knees whenever you need him to, willing to take you anywhere at any time. His hands would be tightly wrapping around your legs, pushing them onto his shoulders for support when you’re laying down. Although he prefers it if you sit onto his face, that way he can solely concentrate on eating you and playing with your clit. Sometimes, he’ll try to overstimulate you just to make you squirm and jump away. It makes him grin every time.
“My flame, my love- you taste divine… hah.”
P = Pace (Is he fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)
Kyojuro tries to be slow and sensual, savouring every second of feeling you wrapped around him, how you squeeze and squirm around, but that is also the reason he really can’t be slow and sensual. His waist snap against yours in an incredible speed, chasing his own high while trying so hard to bring you the exact same feeling he’s feeling right now. But when you take control and straddle him instead, your husband loves to watch you struggle taking him in fully and how slowly you’re is moving up and down his shaft- if you decide to be quicker, his hand would quickly slam against the headboard in a desperate attempt to hold onto something while you make him see stars.
Q = Quickie (his opinions on quickies)
Kyojuro enjoys the playful nature of them and how spontaneous they are- you pulling him aside from his task just to seduce him? How perverted.
He enjoys them but doesn’t prefer them over full sessions. Your husband has surprisingly a lot of desire pent-up and is ready to bed you anytime you want, so he always has time for you coming onto him first. It’d feel like a break from a stressful day or a distraction from a particularly boring task— so he enjoys it!
“A-Ah, such a needy wife I-I have.”
R = Risk (Is he game to experiment?)
Yes! Kyojuro likes keeping things spicy in the bedroom by willing to experiment with you- whatever you like, he’s down for it (except humiliation of course)! He also has a thing for semi-public things, so he’d be more than willing to try things out in that department. Overall, if you want to try out spanking, food play, hair play, temperature or just plain vanilla, he’s down for everything! Please, use him for your pleasure! He’s even open to a little more… experimental things.
“P-Pegging? Really? Ahh… I trust you, I do, but… could you give me some time to think about it?”
S = Stamina (how many rounds can he go for? how long does he last?)
Kyojuro can and wants to go as many rounds as possible. Even after years of neglecting endurance and stamina training, your husband still has the stamina of some kind of beast. He fights through overstimulation like a soldier, if that means bringing pleasure to you then so be it. He can handle a little sting.
It also takes a while for him to cum in general. It’s not particularly hard for him to cum, he just doesn’t to. Besides, it makes him grin how you whine about already being spend and he has not even finished once.
T = Toys (does he own toys? does he use them?)
You two share one rubber dildo. No further comment.
U = Unfair (how much does he tease?)
Given how much Kyojuro enjoys making you squirm and moan, he does like to tease a little. Not to the point of making you beg, but just to make you pout a little. It just turns him on all over again.
Also, he likes to tease you during the day by slipping his hand under your skirt or pants, cupping a feel of your assets before smiling brightly at you like nothing ever happened. Maybe he’ll even slip in a finger or two.
“What’s that look, my flame? I’m just feeling up my wife!”
V = Volume (how loud is he, what sounds does he make)
Kyojuro grunts and moans a lot, not shying away from showing how much he’s enjoying himself. Sometimes he might get a little embarrassed by moaning too loudly, so he’d bury his face inside your neck while keeping a steady pace, whining a little at the feeling of you tightening around him. It makes him blush a little hearing the sounds he’s able to produce thanks to you.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for him)
Kyojuro loves to have cuddly sex with you. Cuddles are already his favourite, so cockwarming him while he holds you close is the closest he can get to the holy gates of heaven. Feeling your warmth around his length makes him almost feel a little droopy, his face buried in your neck while trying to subtly grind his hips against yours to stimulate you as well. His hand would be tightly gripping onto your waist, steadying you while he gently thrusts inside you, not being able to handle just being inside you without moving.
“Can I move a little? I-I promise I’ll be gentle, love… Gods, I love you so so much..”
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes…)
He’s physically impressive, just like the rest of him. Kyojuro is well endowed and proportional to his tall, broad and muscular frame. Sometimes he’s nervous about hurting you, but your delightful moans reassure him pretty quickly. His thickness watches his wrist.
His pubic hair is taken care of but he’s not completely clean shaven.
(Again, sorry for this being so short and having no measures. I honestly have no idea XD)
Y = Yearning (how high is his sex drive?)
Your husband’s drive is quite high given his passionate and energised personality, wich only increased after retirement. He will barely act on it though, being insecure about being too needy or too much for you. Instead, he suppresses his desires and waits until you come onto him first. That way he can be sure you really, really want him and are not just acting like you want to have sex just because he is horny.
The downside of him suppressing his lust is that it all comes out once you two have sex; he’ll eat you out, he’ll make you cum twice before even thinking about sliding his length in, and after he does, his hips smack against yours, creating an incredible lewd rhythm and loud moans.
Z = Zzz (how quickly he falls asleep afterwards)
After a particularly long session, Kyojuro would be spent. He’d doze off almost immediately after making sure you’re okay and he didn’t got too harsh with you. His soft cheek would be pressed up against your arm, his snores vibrating through your whole body. His heavy arm would be draped over your chest. You couldn’t help but smile a little at how his squishy cheeks looked so cute and how cuddly he always got after sex. You can’t help but look forward to cooking together with him in the morning.
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Hope it was worth the wait @akazasfiancee ! <3
Finally got this done! I hope you all enjoyed reading it<3 Again, thank you @erexart for the beautiful cover art, I’m so grateful for you being so patient and kind to be. I’ll be looking forward to seeing more of your gorgeous art!! Please go check her out!
Anyways, make sure to EAT, SLEEP and DRINK enough!!
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-Kuroo, the type of husband to oversleep a lot. Sometimes you'd have to wake him up because his alarm won't stop ringing but you don't mind it. You like to just watch him sleep peacefully knowing how hard he works and he appreciates it when you let him sleep just a tad bit longer while you got breakfast ready for him.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to sneak up behind you whenever you're cooking and start to attack you with tickles. He loves hearing you laugh so hard while playfully shouting at him to stop, to counteract his attack you both end up in a tickle fight that quickly comes to an end when you both smell something burning...
-Kuroo, the type of husband to love little cozy date nights at home. He loves the private intimate tension in the atmosphere whenever the ambient light hits right with you at his side. He'd enjoy playing little board games with you while your guys' favorite show playing in the back while you exchange giggles.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to love doing cheesy little couple things in public. For instance, sharing an ice cream sundae. He would love to just spoon-feed you while you're happily eating it. Kuroo would also just love having your hand in his all the time. He loves knowing that you're always there by giving you a little squeeze.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to love doing late night errand runs with you. If you're walking to the convenience store and there's absolutely no one in your path, he'd for sure establish a race to the store and start sprinting even though he knows you won't race him. Of course, he's going to run back to you when he's already halfway there and say he won.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to go and absolutely dissolve in your arms the moment he comes back from work. He loves knowing that you're always there for him like how he is for you. After a warm bath, his favorite thing to do is just lay in your arms with his face nestling in the crook of your neck eventually drifting off to sleep.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to let you play with his bed head hair. The most he really does for it is probably just a trim, so whenever you ask him if you can touch his hair he doesn't really mind at all. In fact he actually likes when you're just stroking through his messy hair with your fingers, it's like a free scalp massage by the one he loves the most.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to love spending slow evenings with you. Doesn't matter if you're just lounging on the couch with your head in his lap laughing at a movie. Kuroo just simply loves being in your presence, especially when it's almost the end of the day where he gets to have these little unwinding moments with you.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to have Bokuto and Kenma hype him up right after he bought your engagement ring. Rejection ran circles through his mind so many times after he purchased it. Kuroo was so nervous and his hands definitely got so sweaty that when he was fiddling with the box in his pocket, it almost slipped out right before he distracted you to look behind.
-Kuroo, the type of husband to love the idea of having a few kids running around the house. He can see his future bright and clear with you standing right in the middle of it and of course, your little minions swarming around you both. He's also SUCH a girl's dad fight me I dare you.
Author’s Note: I practically don’t exist. I’m a bot that sometimes writes. A bot with serious mental health issues. I was watching season 4 of BnHA and fell utterly and irrevocably in love with Mirio and for some reason, the character I have in mind for him has the same ability Mirai has in Kyoukai no Kanata. It fits in my head so why not? Hope you all like this~
Word count: 3665
Pairing: Togata Mirio x Insecure! Reader
Warnings: angst to fluff, angsty thoughts, mentions of insecurity, overthinking, fluff though
If there was one word that could describe you, it would be broken. Or, so you thought.
❤️he seems like the living, breathing embodiment of lady in the streets, freak in the sheets
❤️Even if it starts out with loving kisses and gentle touches, you’re not gonna be able to do anything but babble and take his cock by the end of it
❤️He’ll have you saying “please” over and over again, even though you weren’t sure what you wanted anymore. All you knew was how good he felt deep inside you
❤️It almost intimidates you with the way he stared at you so intensely, soaking in all the lewd expressions you’re making, with your eyes literally rolling to the back of your head with each of his thrusts
❤️”Does that feel good, sunshine?”
❤️All while you couldn’t even formulate an intelligible sentence
❤️One of his favorite positions is with your knees up to your shoulders as far as you can get them. Not only does it give him a good view of your face, but he can also just watch his cock disappearing inside of your sopping cunt
❤️With the way he keeps rutting his hips into you, then switching to deep and slow thrusts, you’d think it was his goal to make you pass out or something
❤️Not to mention how much of a sight for sore eyes he is from that angle
❤️with his bright blonde hair all a mess and sticking to his forehead from sweat and his lips parting, letting out grunts and pants
❤️his strong shoulders leading to his arms and hands, which had a strong grip on your thighs to keep them apart for him
❤️Down his body, sweat sheening on his skin, his muscles flexing and straining with each thrust into you
❤️All the way down to where the two of you were connected, his thick and heavy cock stretching you out and making you cream all over him
❤️If you would let him, he would absolutely LOVE to cum inside of you
❤️Not sure what does it for him, but he would just love to watch his cum leak out of you and take his cock and push it all back, deep inside of you where it belongs
❤️After the two of you are done and sufficiently worn out, he’ll definitely not pull out and pull you to him for a cuddle
noya’s girlfriend being insecure about herself around kiyoko and yachi (cause they are so damn cute) and noya finds out and tells her stuff like “you’re the best thing that has happened to me” and stuff
Thank you so much for requesting! I hope you like it and if not please feel free to rerequest something else. I want to thank my friend @socialxcatastrophe for helping me write the ending when I got stuck. I hope you enjoy this and I once again apologize for taking so long to finish this request.
Tags/Warnings: Suggestive content towards the end, thought of insecurities and self-doubt, a tad bit of arguing
A sigh leaves your lips as you hear the voice of your boyfriend and his best friend bounce off the gym walls. Your eyes glance over to them, watching as Nishinoya and Tanaka make heart eyes at the other manger. Carefully, you set down the now filled water bottles next to the bench for the guys, just slightly regretting your choices of choosing to help the team out today. The squeaking of the boy’s shoes against the hardwood flooring of the gym ring your ears as Coach Ukai calls for them all to begin practice. You stand up just in time to see Noya pass you, not even giving you a second glance as he rushes onto the court like the ball of energy he is.
You have slowly gotten accustomed to Noya’s typically obliviousness to you whenever Kiyoko was around, her presence always seeming to overshine yours, even in your own boyfriend’s eyes. You’ve only been dating for a few months, and within those few months, you come to realize that there are only 2 important women in his life:
1. Kiyoko
2. You
In that exact order
You weren’t sure if people on the team noticed the way he ignored your entire being but seeing the way Ennoshita or even Daichi would look at you when Noya would start on one of his Kiyoko tangents you think they did
You didn’t hate Kiyoko, no, not at all, you completely understood why the boys gush over here like she’s gorgeous, but for your boyfriend to not even compliment you in the way he does her it hurts.
“Y/n!”
Your headshot up as Noya’s voice rang in your ear, a smile crossing your face as he speaks your name. A hopeful part of you waiting to hear sweet praise or maybe even a simple ‘you’re looking good’ from him
“Can you toss me that ball?”
The moment the words leave his mouth, you almost want to burst right there, not out of anger, but sadness. Your chest aches as your glance over to the volleyball that had landed next to you, your smile not once fading as you go to pick up the light ball before Yachi quickly grabbed it looking furious.
“How dare you Noya! Y/N deserves to be treated as more than-”
Thunk
Your eyes grew wide as Yachi fell to the ground, her shoelaces pulling down her small feet.
“Ow, that really hurt!” She whimpered her now timid voice sent a shiver down the boy’s spine as they all stared directly at her.
A sigh left your mouth, your eyes rolling in annoyance...you knew exactly what would happen next.
Suddenly all the boys rushed to her side slowly pushing you further away as they leaned down to assist the now blushing Yachi. You were grateful that they helped her but a pinch of guilt bothered you again as you heard Noya and Tanaka whispering about how cute she looked as her face was lit up in embarrassment.
“Y/n?” Kiyoko’s soft voice begins, a gentle resting on your shoulder as you turn your head to meet the woman standing next to you, who you didn’t even notice was there, to begin with.
You hum in response, too scared to speak in case the tears that were slowly building behind your eyes decided to fall.
“He loves you,” She says simply, a soft smile resting on her face as she looks at you
You scoff, crossing your arms across your chest as you tilt your head down to face the floor, a lump growing in your throat. For a moment you think to reply to her ‘I think he loves you more’ or even ‘I doubt that’, but instead the words that leave your mouth are
“I know”
Did you believe the words you spoke? No, not one bit, but you didn’t want to have her worry for you or even speak to you any longer. Kiyoko simply nods at your repose, before silently walking away, back to the coaches as the boys continue on their practice game.
Yachi had gotten up now throwing the ball across the gym floor causing the boys to sprint after it like a pack of hungry wolves.
You realized a more accurate version of your list put you even further down:
Kiyoko
Yachi
You
Before the game even finishes you leave, not being able to watch your boyfriend play and always checking to make sure Kiyoko or the new manager Yachi were watching his epic ‘rolling thunder’ move. It felt weird to not walk home with Noya by your side, always jumping around and holding a popsicle tightly in his hand while the other held yours. The way he’d look at you with such love and adoration while you two laid together watching movies or even when you both would chill at the park always sent your heart racing, but lately, it seemed as if that look in his eyes were gone, maybe you were just being delirious, but you couldn’t help but think maybe he lost feelings. The only worst part of today was the fact that your 4-month anniversary was coming up soon, a small part of your mind wondering if you’d even be able to make it to the 4-month mark.
It was around 7 pm when you finally received a text from him, a simple
Where did you go?
You sighed, debating on telling him the truth or plain out lying. You hated lying to Noya but, you also hate being too harsh on the truth. Your eyes close as you lay your head against the headboard of your bed, your shoulder relaxing into the soft pillows, before lifting the phone above your face and replying
I went home Yuu
The text to you sounded a bit more passive-aggressive than intended, as you reread over it after sending it. Within minutes there’s already a reply, a bit of your heart jumping at how quick he responded.
Oh, okay
A frown took place of the tiny smile that tried to show on your lips, your chest almost hurting at the comment. Without a reply, you threw your phone back onto your bed, watching as it bounces off the mattress and onto the floor below. A groan leaves your lips as you stare down at your phone, not even bothering to pick up the phone that was now lying face down. Your eyes glance at the clock, the red numbers of the clock showing 8:15 pm, the sun almost completely set, a gorgeous purple and orange sky shining into your room. You watch as a group of birds fly against the sky, the darkness of the birds looking almost like a painting against the sunset. Exhaustion from the long day at school and the stress from watching your boyfriend’s reactions at practice quickly began to catch up to you the more your body began to relax against your bed, your eyes slowly closing sleeping trying to overtake you.
**********
A soft knock against your bedroom door woke you, the door opening with a creak and filling the once darkened room with the light from the hallway.
“What is it?” You call out, your voice slightly hoarse from how dry your throat had become
There’s an eerie moment of silence, as your bedroom door closes and the floorboards began to creak as someone walks across the room. Your eyes open and try to adjust to the dark room, just in time to notice the person laying something down in your desk chair before making their way to your bed. Lifting a hand your rub your eyes, before you reach over to your nightstand and flipping on your lamp.
“Yuu?” You mumble, noticing the short figure that stood in front of you “What are you doing here?”
“You didn’t answer my texts” He spoke, a hint of a pout in his voice as he comes to stand by your bed
You rub your eyes one last time before sitting up, the warm sheets slowly falling down your arms letting the cool air rush against your skin.
“You texted me?” You asked, not remembering ever getting a text from him or even hearing the little ringtone he chose himself
You lifted your arms up to stretch, before picking up your phone that laid on the nightstand, opening the bright screen to see a bunch of texts from him.
Are you okay?
Daichi texted me telling me you looked upset before you left
Y/n?
You okay?
y/n?
I’m coming over
A sigh left your mouth as you set your phone back down, only this time laying it on the bed. You lifted your head, your eyes meeting for a split second before Nishinoya climbed onto your bed, sitting across from you.
“What’s up sunshine?” Nishnoya asks, his head tilting to the side like a curious puppy.
Your gaze moves from him as you shrug your shoulders, although you knew exactly what was wrong. Instinctively you went to the play with the edge of your blanket, trying to find a way to calm the anxiety creeping up in the back of your mind.
“Promise you won’t be mad?” You ask, not looking at him, embarrassed to tell him the truth.
“Of course not! I’d never be mad at you” He assures, one of his hands reaching out and grabbing yours, giving it a small squeeze before his eyes met yours
“Are you still- I mean do you still...like me?” The question bounced off your lips, the words fading into the silence of the dimly lit room.
Noya looked at you confused, his hand moving to tuck your hair behind your ear.
“I’m confused, of course, I still like you, you’re my girlfriend and I-”
“Then why don’t you act like it!” You shouted, cutting Noya off causing his eyes to grow wide before your own filled with tears.
You had pushed him away now, unable to stop the waterfall of emotions and tears. He stared at you for a moment in shock before grabbing your arms, putting them on either side of you begging for you to look at him.
“I- I don’t understand Y/N, what did I do?”
You scoffed as he stared at you waiting for an answer, “Seriously Noya,” you said purposely avoiding his first name, “how can you not tell?!”
He stared at you dumbfounded, causing you to sit up all the way, angrier than before.
“How do you think it makes me feel to see you flirt all day with Kiyoko or Yachi and not even bear me a second glance! Why in the hell am I your girlfriend when you obviously would rather have one of them?!”
Noya frowned and quickly put his hand under your chin, causing your eyes to meet with his again. “Why would I ever want anyone over you, Y/N?”
You sniffled your anger fading as you looked into his sincere eyes. “You constantly flirt with them Yuu, and it hurts.”
His eyes grew wide as he realized why you were upset.
“Y/N, I’m so sorry I didn’t think-”
“That’s the problem Yuu,” You whisper avoiding his sharp eyes, “you don’t think.”
You realized that you had gone too far when you saw the look that spread across Noya’s face.
“Yuu I-”
“You’re right.” He got up off of the bed, his feet hitting the floor before he headed towards the door.
You quickly realized what was happening and ran after him grabbing his wrist before he shut the door. You walked out after him, slowly shutting your bedroom door before leaning up against it, afraid to look at him and see what you had done.
“I’m sorry.” You whispered moving your hand into his, interlocking your fingers not wanting him to leave.
“You don’t have to be.” He whispered turning around and slamming his hand against the door.
His eyes were swelling with tears as he buried his face in your neck.
“Yuu…”
“I never meant to hurt you, I don’t deserve you Y/N, I’m so sorry…” His voice came out in fragments as he tried to regain his composure.
“It’s okay..” you lied, not wanting to hurt him anymore before he pulled back in shock.
“Y/n, I know it’s not, god I never wanted you to think you were anything less than the most important thing that had happened to me.”
“What?” You whisper, unsure if you heard him right.
“You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me Y/n.”
Your eyes fill with tears as you throw yourself into his arms, gripping him tightly as his hand slowly starts to stroke your messy hair.
“That’s all I wanted to hear.” You whisper against the fabric of his bright orange uniform.
“It’s not enough Y/n, I promise I will never make you feel like that again, you’re the only girl I’d ever want.”
His hand suddenly slips into the pocket of his shorts pulling out a small, black box.
“I was going to wait until our anniversary to give this to you but I think it makes more sense to give it to you now.”
You slowly open the box to find a set of matching rings, each engraved with the day Noya asked you out all those months ago.
“I love it.” You whisper, grabbing the smaller ring for yourself and slipping the medium-sized onto his.
His eyes meet with you before he suddenly leans forward pressing his lips against yours, causing you to drop the soft, black box in shock.
Your arms instinctively go around his neck as he picks you up, your legs wrapped around his waist as he pushes you against the door. His hands slipped under your school uniform you forgot to change out of earlier that day, the ring cold against your skin.
His hand starts reaching for the doorknob, struggling to get it open as he refuses to take his eyes off of you.
“Yuu..” You whimper as the door opens and he whisks you inside, slamming it behind you as he tosses you on the bed.
He groans against your neck as he lands on top of you, your legs instantly falling open, locking around his waist.
“Let me show you how much you mean to me, Y/n.” He says staring directly into your eyes as his body moves closer.
Your face turns a bright red as he rips off the buttons on your once nice uniform and throws in onto the floor where your phone had landed just hours ago. His breath tickled against the side of your neck as he started to leave a mark against your soft skin before his hands started to trace the lace in your exposed bra.
“Please..” you whisper, afraid and excited about what Noya would do next.
Love rereading everything about this and rewatching the show after it wrapped 😫, always an honor to fall in love again and again and especially with those two...should I post more sketches?
