If you're reading this, it means that mommy has sadly perished. My darling daughter, please don't let this be a burden or be a reason to blame yourself. Instead, let it be a symbol that mommy loved you so much to point that I died protecting you.
You've grown so much by the time you're reading this, right my dream? Of course you have, I know You've grown to be a cute but yet wise and gentle young lady. Let me give you some tips, take care of yourself and follow what you think is correct, even if others say the opposite. If you ever feel lost, just know your papa and your cousin, Mèngyàng will always, always be there for you.
My darling daughter, the road ahead will be difficult and you may face so many challenges that you may doubt yourself, but just know that I'll always be supporting you. I love you so much, may you always be, my happy daughter.
If you're reading this, it means that mommy has sadly perished due to your father. My darling son, please don't let this be a burden or be a reason to blame yourself. Instead, let it be a symbol that mommy loved you so much to point that I died protecting you and didn't care about the situation I was in.
I know I made a horrible decision when it came to loving your father and you've already learned the reason why we married and had you. Despite this, I never regretted giving birth to you my light. You were my ray of hope, you gave me so much happiness that it was worth the pain of my mistakes. Your grandfather must've done a good job in raising you, I can tell even if I'm not there to witness it.
Continue to be a ray of hope for those you care for like you have done so for me. I don't have the same power as the Shi Clan, but I can tell you will be an amazing man and leader and that despite having to make difficult decisions, you'll overcome them. You'll never be alone, you have your family and friends by your side and I'll be there also in memory. I love you, thank you for everything, my darling son.
If you're reading this, it means that you're going through a difficult time filled with so many doubts and questions about why I'm not with you. Well to tell you the truth my dear son, it was my fault, not yours. When I first learned that I was having you, I did see it as an accidental pregnancy instead of it being a mistake. I at first pitied you which was why I refused to get rid of you, despite your dad saying otherwise to prevent me from "dying". Yes, being pregnant with you, put my life at "risk" and ended up "killing" me when I gave birth to you. I'm sure your dad, or should I say Jing Yuan, General of the Xianzhou Luofu, told you this story, but I'm sure he didn't tell you my side, right?
Well, my feelings and opinion changed when I felt you kick and move. I felt my entire life change for good. During that time, I was going through a state of depression. I just lost my husband, the High Cloud Sextet fell apart along with most of my friends, only your dad remained, and before that, I lost my son due to factions that opposed my husband. I lost everything but I knew the Abundance would refuse to grant me the freedom that I wanted. But it all changed and I knew you were more than something to pity.
I was afraid of putting you in danger, so I did what was right and took advantage of the situation and left you with your dad with instructions to hide the truth from you and tell you when the time came. He's trying his best on raising you and trying his best to tell you the truth without putting you in danger, so go easy on him for me. I know that after hearing all those stories of my days as a Cloud Knight and the stories of your dad inspired you to want to follow our footsteps, but the journey to become a Xianzhou legend is a difficult and painful road. Hopefully by the time you're reading this, everything changed for the better.
I don't know when I'll see you, but just know that I'm always thinking of you and hoping that you're safe and out of harms way. I love you, my son, always have and always will.
Hope you're both doing well and taking care of each other. Yes, I know that were traveling together and wondering why I'm even leaving you both this letter in the first place. Well, to tell you the truth, it's to tell you everything that I was thinking and feeling. Call me selfish and the worst mom to ever exist, but it was for your own good that I hid some things from you both.
Yes, I did hide the fact that I knew Dainsleif and Lumine's brother, Aether, but it was to help cope with how we separated and how we all took different stances when it came to fall of Khaenri'ah. I'm sorry for hiding it, but it was for the best even if it hurt. I'm sorry for hiding the truth on why we left Inazuma and for not telling you what happened to your dad. If I didn't make the choice of leaving Inazuma then our lives would've been in danger due to your father becoming a wanted fugitive for opposing the Shogun.
Most importantly, I'm sorry for hiding my pain when we forced to restart our lives in the aristocratic part of Mondstadt. I was so focused on making sure that you both had at least some form of stability to the point that I neglected my grief for your dad and took any beating that I was given. Please don't let the horrors you both witnessed be a hindrance or be something to blame yourselves over.
Please continue to be a ray of hope for me during my darkest moments. I know you're father is just as proud as I am. I love you my children.
If you're reading this, you already realized the truth that Lilia is not your real dad and your real dad is in fact Aurelius, the man who just awoke from his "comatose" state. You're just stepped into a whole world filled with difficulties and you may have many questions with answers that you may want immediately, but please be patient, when the time comes you'll receive the answers you want. The truth will hurt but I promise you, everything will fall into place my little Hikari.
Let tell you a little secret, just between us, it's a secret based upon my opinion against others when it comes to kids. Ready? If you are, let's begin shall we?
People say all kids do is cry, but when I think of you, my sweet Hikari, all I remember is your smile. Watching the horses ride into the distance, or the golden hair from your dad dance in the wind. One night, as you smiled up at the stars when I took you and your dad out to see them, your dad got lost in the sight as well. Were you drawn in by some greater meaning, we wondered, but, no. The stars were just smiling back. None of us know the reason behind all those smiles... But I think, you can sense all the love around you can't you? We love you so much, may you always be my happy boy.
You will always be surrounded by people who love you just as much as me and your dad's do. Even if you aren't related to people you consider as family by blood, it doesn't matter because that love you feel, is more purer, stronger, and true than blood ties. I love you, my little Hikari.
• Sakura nicknamed Silver "Hikari" which means light. When she calls him "little Hikari" she is technically calling him "little light".
• Technically these are spoilers for some ocs and spoilers for upcoming/current stories *ahem* Calamity *ahem*
