I guess I'll go home and dream instead

man hands on misery to man; it deepens like a coastal shelf. get out as early as you can and don't have any kids yourself.

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This blog is abandonned, sorry. if you ask in dm, i'll give you my jirai and ballet blog

☁︎ A queer adult year old neogirl . I use fae/faer pronouns ☂︎ I'm a neurodivergent burned out gifted kid who's still running on embers of what once was ☁︎ This is a sideblog and a girlblog with ballet, balletcore, dollette and traumacore intermingled with the occasional vent (and some horny posting but nothing graphic) ⚠︎ this is a warning that accounts for my whole blog. proceed at your own risk. I only tag original posts. I don't know why Tumblr marks them adult though because they're really not and they're tame. Due to timing, I suspect it's because I mentioned being not cis. ☂︎ Idc who interacts and I think DNIs are performative, but minors please stay away from my horny posting is all

☂︎ I romanticize my life and part of that is my suffering, but i'm not pro self-harm or suicidal ideation or eating disorder (don't have one but you never know) and will never intentionally post something pro-anything harmful. ☁︎ pls don't report me I need somewhere for those feelings to go and my family doesn't believe in mental illness. I don't plan on committing or anything. rest assured that if i haven't attempted in the 9y+ i've been suicidal and 12y i've sh, i'm not gonna do it now ☂︎ I am actually traumatised. At this point in time recovery is not exactly feasible for me but yk blogging about shit makes it tolerable. ☁︎ I won't accept or send any pics or triggering material here. I might block if your pics aren't under a read more because I don't like them, but it's not personal. Seeing other people's blood makes me queasy.

☁︎ i'm mostly romance-repulsed so unless it's really up my alley I'll ignore everything that's too love related ✫ it's not personal i swear ☂︎ i interact from @never-wake-up

Dividers I use

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First time going on a Kap'n tour and the music ??? is the same as the one to go to the island in New Leaf ???? and I'm weirdly emotional about it idkkk

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my new acnh villager's arriving today i should probably play at some point to welcome her

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Source: Pinterest

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Sometimes it feels like you've lived your whole life in a house that's always a little bit on fire. Like it's usually just in one room and you make sure to wet the walls around it so it doesn't spread and that usually works. You were expected to take more responsibility over fire containment when you were like seven because it's not like you can expect your parents to always be 100% on guard about making sure the whole house doesn't catch fire, and you figure that's just how things are like.

And sometimes as a kid you visit your friends' homes and some of then whisper to you - grimacing with embarrassment - about how they're not supposed to tell anyone this, but there's a whole room in their house that's currently on fire. And you're like yeah it's ok I'm not supposed to tell people about the way our house is a little bit on fire all the time, too. And then you visit some other friend's house and there's no trace of fire anywhere, and you think "wow, these people are really good at hiding their house fire."

And one day you show up to work like "hey sorry I'm late, I forgot to wet the walls before going to bed last night and my whole house burned down", and you're startled by the way people react, acting like that must be the worst thing that has ever happened to you. And you're just like "chill, it's been years since the last time this happened, and it wasn't even that bad this time", and that just makes people more shocked, acting like that's the weirdest and most concerning thing they've ever heard anyone say, which only confuses you more.

And then someone tries to explain to you that people aren't supposed to have an ongoing house fire. Most people actually never experience a house fire in their lives. Like not even once. Not even a little bit. The normal amount of having your house be currently on fire is zero.

[imasymbolfornothingthatexists]

Sorry for falling off. That was on purpose. I had to become something I wasn’t in order to remember what I was.

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[coquettefawn]

i’m ordering a pair like the red ones i’m so excited

[requiem-on-water]

Survival (1983–85) by Jenny Holzer

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Selkie - code: PAMMY

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huge shout out to this little kid for writing my favorite poem

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All of those romantic era poets couldn’t exist in the modern day because if they wrote a poem about their depression they would get cancelled for “glamorizing their struggles” or some dumb shit

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[strawberryflavoredvenum]

Yayayayayayay

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Mai Ta (Vietnamese, 1997) - Untitled (11) (2020)