stressed, depressed, and overdressed (ajay loves poetry™)

uh, hi. i'm ajay, nonbinary transmasc he/they omnipresent entity, i make art. i make write. idk dude. behold (/ref) my writing side blog currently hyperfixating on tma & sfth. uhhh yeah i'm sherly520 on ao3, plutoniumsx on everywhere else i believe. ehhh other fandoms i like very very much are tolkien and mtp. oh and, nice to meet you :)

[plutoniumsx]

had to share my lonelyeyes wip cause I DID NOT KNOW I COULD MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THAT

meaning the shading cause that looks near ethereal wth

this is amazing

[pigmentofimagination]

'The sky- It's looking back'

[baleful-meat-worm]

attack for @lukewarmtomatosoup of his somewhere else jonathan and a bonus duchess (the kittay) :)

[my-way-or-the-sky-way]

found an old poem I wrote inspired by the spiral

[thehighvisionary]

My queen Astrid from the sins of the gardener (and the gouda tattoo)

This was so fun to draw and imagine her as a more detailed character

She has absolutely sat on her bathroom floor with box dye everywhere and giving herself piercings and no one can take that idea away from me

[thehighvisionary]

"God made you this way and you cant go against it"

WRONG

Reginald Fillibus actually made me this way and he wants me to be as whimsical and gay as humanly possible and I can change myself however I want to achieve that, even if that means becoming a pedal bin

[correctsewingmachine]

I wanted to make a Magnus Archives sticker, so I stuck the jarchivist inside a tape

[plutoniumsx]

eyeballs yummy

[thehighvisionary]

Kind of as a follow on from my previous post because im bored and the heat is still making me delirious

This is a friendly reminder that you dont owe anyone a perfect performance of your identity

You should be you however you want to be and that is fabulous

Luke Manning is no less masculine when he is Luke Wommaning and everyone else is the same

AJs identity didnt change jjst because he was wearing a wig and feminine clothing to play maureen

Sam literally makes an amazing sheep, that doesnt make him an animal

Tom is a gangly tall man (affectionate) and yet plays an amazing butch lesbian. And not only that his partner Pip is a fantabulous enby drag king proving that you can perform and look however if youre happy

identity is a construct and a costume we wear to be ourselves and its handmade to every person

In the wise words of a fic I read once (paraphrased because I cant remember it exactly)

'Identity is like owning a property, some people are handed the keys and dont have to think about it at all. Whereas some are sat in a pile of a thousand keys with no idea which one opens the door. There is no manual to tell you how to find the correct key, you just keep trying to find rhe one that fits'

You cant be yourself wrong. No one is coming around with a checklist to see if you human like youre supposed to

Aslong as you are happy that is all that matters <33

(Ofc this doesnt apply to me and I need to be perceived exactly as how people want me to otherwise im a failure but we ignore this)

[plutoniumsx]

Just a sketch but martin is so iconic i love him

[thehighvisionary]

The magnificent Reginald Fillibus

I have discovered that character design is this style is very difficult because I can't cheat it in any way but we move

Ive made him very miserable for such a silly little guy but I guess hes just been introduced to the state of the world atm

[i-have-no-nam3]

Annabutch! Our favourite lesbians !

[plutoniumsx]

elias the icon, I love/hate him so much

[thehighvisionary]

The one, The only, Terrence McAvoy!!

Idk who it was who said i should draw based on were-cowboys but this was so fun. I think it was one of rhe first LFs I watched and why I believe Will Dixon is in my top 3 guest performers

He is blind in 1 eye because this mf did not live so long being a werewolf and not have a disability to show for it

[confusedbeing3]

Late to the party, but I am absolutely loving The Magnus Archives!

[felp0n]

some scribbly jons bc I’m sick and miserable. and so he also gets to be miserable. also vex and vax from critical role who are here for some reason

[rat-in-a-cloak]

some closeups, bc i had a lot of fun with this piece lol