⟨ # p̲o̲c̲a̲l̲y̲p̲z̲ ⟩ a dependent multimuse associated with @𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙷𝚀 . infected by 𝒉𝒂𝒛𝒚 , she / her , est .
› tayla quinney , twenty6 , she / her * intro . › ana souza , thirty6 , she / her * intro .
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⟨ # p̲o̲c̲a̲l̲y̲p̲z̲ ⟩ a dependent multimuse associated with @𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙷𝚀 . infected by 𝒉𝒂𝒛𝒚 , she / her , est .
› tayla quinney , twenty6 , she / her * intro . › ana souza , thirty6 , she / her * intro .
tayla was a face he felt like he hadn't seen since last week. he had been caught up in his own life to catch up on the people that he usually likes seeing "sure thing," he says before instinctively putting his hands in his pockets that were all calloused and overworked from the day before and leading his way down the hallway. he had started to enjoy his late evening walks with tayla if he was going to be quite honest. he knew that something was thrown out of whack when he hadn't seen her. "sorry 'bout last week, by the way, i didn't think it's been that long not seein' ya until today." he says smiling sheepishly at her. tayla was always one of those rare people who got to see laz with other than just anger; he also wasn't quite sure how they had gotten to that point by now but she had been around long enough that laz had shockingly enough gotten used to her. "i feel like if that happens, we should catch up with a meal, but half the time i don't even want to eat the food after preparing it. it's weird ever since I've been here i feel like i've been more vegetarian." he says in a spooky voice again; never really thinking that he would get to that point by now after growing up his father was adamant about having a piece of meat with every meal. oh how times have changed since then.
a lone wolf howls to the moon every night in hopes of finding home in a pack . blonde reflects on a time where she’d be laying in some rundown gas station , staring at the moon with an arm behind her head and no end in sight when it came to a final destination . she remembered the loneliness of it all before novac , how suffocating that silence could be . here , at work , the night was rather quiet but there were signs of life everywhere in the desolation that once was . to say she was grateful for laz’s company would be a severe understatement , and one she’d never vocalize to anyone . ❛ yeah , i was getting worried that your life became too busy for us little people over here . ❜ tayla’s jest comes naturally as she finds herself in sync beside laz , smile barely even noticeable in the dim lights novac had so graciously provided . it was a miracle they even had electricity . ❛ well , you see all the gross stuff before we have to , so i can’t really blame you . i can’t remember the last time i was excited for a meal around here . ❜ with her schedule , it was rare for tayla to even join the others when people ate . instead , she saved her food for her shift and picked at it over the course of eight hours before it ran cold . she never wasted it , but she was bad at timing and incredible at distractions . ❛ any updates , though ? my life is lacking drama , laz , so you have to be that entertainment for me . ❜
laz found himself walking back to his room rather later than usual. he was tired and it showed in the rims of his eyes. perhaps he hasn't been sleeping well and with the darkness surrounding them from the night it seemed ever more evident that there was something going on with laz. "you could say that." he says to the familiar voice. tayla. he's seen her a lot quite frequently these days as he sits down on the desk slouching against the wall. he wasn't ready to be isolated to his room yet. sometimes he wondered if it would be better if he had roommates, but laz did really like his alone time after work. "you don't look any better either, by the way." he adds with a teasing smirk on his lips. "you need to do a round around the building, or whatever? i can join you."
all nights seemed rough nowadays . not only did tayla find every night becoming longer and longer , but the days seemed no better . heat was hard to avoid in their current state , which made sleeping even harder to do with the sun out . graveyard shift was her own choice , that much was true , but it didn’t mean it was the best . ❛ see , i always look my best . ❜ blonde comments absently , head tilting a bit as he approached . laz was one of the few people tayla actually liked hanging out with , not that she’d ever really admit it . the offer hangs in the air for a second longer as tayla’s gaze shifts from him to the door . these were vacant hours , with little activity expected , if any at all . ❛ yeah , please . if i don’t , i might knock out soon . ❜ standing up , the femme pushed her book forward onto the desk before using her heel to kick the chair in a bit . ❛ lead the way ? ❜
𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 ⸻ just outside their room with tayla quinney ( @pocalypz )
nights are the worst for alex ( she knows she is not alone in that reality ) and she's long past fighting her inability to sleep for long. at first, she tossed and turned, negotiating with her own mind for some semblance of rest. now, she just give up when it's obvious she's going to lose the fight. she doesn't really know how long she's been out, legs crossed and just looking at the calm surroundings ( if she didn't know any better, she'd say the world has finally known peace ). "can't sleep either?" words spoken after hearing the familiar footsteps of her older sister and looking up to meet her. "i guess i'm past blaming the mattresses when it's been this long, huh." it's an attempt at a joke, trying not to ask her sister if she's just here to check on her as the first thing out of her mouth.
if there’s one certainty left in this life , it was that tayla would be damned if she lost the last remaining person that she’d channeled all of her care into . brought together by unusual circumstances , the two were mirror images of each other . for that , tayla was still grateful . a night off meant boredom was inevitable , which was something to be avoided in order to keep her sanity in check , and so she seeks out alex . it’s not hard to find her , tayla’s approach nothing short of cautious with a hint of a smile tugging at her lips . ❛ oh , never . ❜ reply comes lightly as she sits beside alex , arms extending to wrap around her own legs as tayla’s gaze wandered for a few moments . ❛ i think we could all use an upgrade . i’m pretty sure those springs are leaving knots in my back . ❜
── the barracks , fletcher & ana !
fletcher was incapable of showing affection or, at least, that was what he told himself. there certainly wasn't a soft spot, buried beneath layers of ice, a near parental protection towards the other guard that seemed destined to end up on his patrols. each evening, sidling up to the chainlink fences, he would search for her, check the boards and the darkness ahead. the rookie. "they're putting you on the late shifts now, hm? god, what became of this town's defences." an almost imperceptible twitch of the corner of his lip told ana that he was joking. just. "they must be desperate." @pocalypz
daybreak is her favorite . she yearns to be awake when the sun yawns , stretches over novac with a warmth not offered elsewhere across the country . ana can’t pinpoint the moment she began dreading the night , a time often spent alone in a bed that would never be shared again if she could help it . even ten years later , she still spoke to ghosts . they brought comfort to her , allowed her to live in delusion for just a few moments a day . it’s this kind of dissociation that’s broken when fletcher breaks the silence . trained gaze moves , doesn’t allow such a falter in features , and rests on him momentarily before they return to the darkness . always ready , always waiting . was she searching for infected or the return of people that died long ago ? hope was a fickle thing . ❛ i think you would have made it big as a comedian if the world didn’t fall apart , fletch . ❜ though her tone lacked any true entertainment to it , ana’s smile is flashed only briefly . ❛ or they thought you needed more help . ❜
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heat is not remorseful . ana found this out the hard way – through fatigue and staggered steps upon leaving her post . the sun had been brutal that day , drawing sweat from the femme’s pores during every second and becoming even more sweltering upon reaching midday . maybe she hadn’t even realized she’d been dehydrated until halfway back to her room . the shade beneath a dying tree entices her , beckons her forward until she’s sitting with her head back against the bark . darkness is cooler , more forgiving . deep breath in , deep breath out . then she’s met with a visitor and ana doesn’t bother opening her eyes to see who it is . ❛ seat’s taken . ❜ through chapped lips , this falls , and one hand lifts to allow the back of it a quick swipe across her forehead .
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the dead of night was always her favorite . most people found silence to be unsettling in a world like theirs , afraid moaning and groaning would pierce through the air with an inevitable clicking to follow . not tayla . novac eased her mind , gave her a sense of peace she hadn’t found in the years prior , and maybe she was getting too comfortable now . the blonde leaned back in her chair each night , head against ripped cushion as her eyes scanned the words of authors she now knew by heart . this entertainment was minimal , but it was enough . upon hearing someone approach , eyes lift from the page and she has to lift her body ever so slightly to peer over the desk . familiar faces weren’t uncommon , but there were some she’d play favorites towards . ❛ rough night ? ❜ well , this would hold her over for at least an hour .
& . closed for @hurtstobecome ( dealer's choice )
the shade , in any shape or form , feels GODLIKE when it’s a scorcher . tayla was fortunate enough to be able to spend most of her days indoors , sleeping away whatever threat nature held against them during the day while only coming out to do whatever she needed to at night . this was a rare day off , by choice , and the blonde could only curse herself every other minute for allowing herself to go outside for more than five seconds . shoulders roll a bit as she finds a seat beneath a makeshift roof , palms rubbing together to rid them of any excess dirt . she was not built for this life , but she’d make do with what she was given . ❛ god , it feels like hell out here . ❜ femme murmurs , suddenly regretful of the fact that she never paid sunscreen any further attention after the world broke down . it was the little things , wasn’t it ?
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novac seemed to be a graveyard of her past lives . many people she’d run into over the years had appeared out of nowhere , making tayla believe this might have been her own personal hell . maybe she died years ago , to the infected like she should have from the start . maybe this was her punishment for all the lies that slid through her lips . either way , tayla wasn’t a fan of having to face the consequences of her actions . she sits , still as a statue with a book in her lap while she remained lazed back in her chair . it’s when mina’s figure wanders in that the blonde tears her gaze from the words on the page to the only other person she’d seen in the last hour . expression doesn’t change , stoic nature failing to falter now as chin lifts in acknowledgment of her company . ❛ have a good night . ❜ tone rests nothing short of sour , unsure if mina was headed towards a room or away from the desk . tayla didn’t care all too much either way .
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⸻⸻ 𝙠𝙖𝙞𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙣 the edge of the empty pool, mashing the buttons on their ipod shuffle, brows knitted and face slowly morphing with increased frustation. ‘ for fuck's sake! ’ she exclaims, yanking out her earphones and tossing the offending device to the side. it's only then that she realizes she's not alone, and whips her head around in surprise. ‘ sorry — i didn't — i ... sorry, ’ they mumble, because all they do these days is apologize.
shift starts in a few hours , leaves the blonde bored upon waking up . no , it’s not morning , but that’s what working the graveyard shift would do to a person . there’s a sense of normalcy that comes with sitting by the pool , even with it empty and lacking a reflection to gaze dreamily into , and it’s something tayla craves more than anything else . quick glance to the side enables the grasp of the other’s gaze for a brief moment . smile remains hidden as she sits a good distance away , legs kicked over the edge of the pool as heels kicked dry concrete quietly . ❛ must have been a bad song to have you reacting that way . ❜ tayla’s jest comes with good intentions , palms scraping the ground a bit as her shoulders rose . ❛ i didn’t mean to scare you . ❜
𝗠𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗔 𝗕𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗘𝗥𝗔 + she / her , cis woman . ⸻ i saw 𝒂𝒏𝒂 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒛𝒂 coming through the trees . the 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 - 𝚜𝚒𝚡 ( 𝟹𝟼 ) 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚘𝚕𝚍 was fleeing from 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙀𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙂 , 𝙒𝙀𝙎𝙏 𝙑𝙄𝙍𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙄𝘼 when they came across n̲o̲v̲a̲c̲ , and have sought salvation within the motel of purgatory . tayla has been in town for 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 and has been assigned as a 𝙶𝚄𝙰𝚁𝙳 to keep society running smoothly . no matter what , they will find something to fight for .
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𝗠𝗔𝗗𝗘𝗟𝗬𝗡 𝗖𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘 + she / her , cis woman . ⸻ i saw 𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒂 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒚 coming through the trees . the 𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 - 𝚜𝚒𝚡 ( 𝟸𝟼 ) 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚘𝚕𝚍 was fleeing from 𝙋𝙊𝙍𝙏𝙇𝘼𝙉𝘿 , 𝙈𝘼𝙄𝙉𝙀 when they came across n̲o̲v̲a̲c̲ , and have sought salvation within the motel of purgatory . tayla has been in town for 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 and has been assigned as 𝙼𝙾𝚃𝙴𝙻 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙵𝙵 to keep society running smoothly . no matter what , they will find something to fight for .
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