# s1ashed .

⅋ .     𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅     𝒚𝒐𝒖    ʷⁱᵗʰ     𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑.

[cresthills]

⋆ ﹠ ◞ kira tohu + @s1ashed

❛   i   feel   like   i'm   back   at   my   high   school   reunion   .   i   can't   be   the   only   one   who   thinks   this   is   strange   . .  .   right   ?   ❜   

[s1ashed]

❛   i   think   this   is   grant’s   way   of   trying   to   boost   town   morale   .   it’s   unsettling   ,   i’ll   level   with   you   on   that   .   we   just   gotta   wait   for   the   other   shoe   to   drop   ,   yeah   ?   ❜

[cresthills]

⋆ ﹠ ◞ ivy siko + @s1ashed

❛ god , this is so embarrassing but . . . i need your help , okay ? and you're not allowed to laugh . ❜

[s1ashed]

❛   would   i   laugh   at   you   ?   c’mon   ,   ivy   .   i’m   hurt   .   –   what’s   up ?   ❜

[cresthills]

⋆ ﹠ ◞ quinn mathers + @s1ashed

❛   i   feel   silly   .  . .   i   don’t   know   ,   do   you   think   it’s   too   simple   ?   what   if   people   don’t   know   who   i   am   .   maybe   i’m   stressing   over   nothing   –   tell   me   i’m   stressing   over   nothing   .   please   .   ❜  

[s1ashed]

❛   you   look   perfect   ,   quinnie   .   anyone   who   doesn’t   get   the   reference   is   obviously   living   under   a   rock   .   the   wings   might   get   A   LITTLE   ANNOYING   later   on   ,   though   . stop stressing , please .   ❜

[s1ashed]

&. sam roslyn + @peri1d !

❛   well   ,   what’s   the   point   of   having   a   party   at   the   lake   if   you’re   not   gonna   swim   ?   COME   ON.   don’t   be   such   a   downer   .   ❜

[s1ashed]

&. riff giardano + @peri1d !

❛    hot   outfit   .   –   what   are    you   supposed   to   be   again   ?    ❜

[cresthills]

❛   i   never   said   i   didn’t   believe   you   . . .   it   just   seems   a   little   bit   too   extreme   .   are   you   sure   you   weren’t   just   seeing   something   in   the   shadows   ?   ❜

[s1ashed]

❛    bobbie   ,   i   know   what   i   saw   .   it   looked   like   they   were   wearing   some   freakish   halloween   costume   ,   too   .   ghosts   and   SHADOWS   don’t   dress   up   for   halloween   .    ❜

[s1ashed]

&. callie dyne + @peri1d !

❛   it   wasn’t   a   false   report.   SOMEONE   was   in   there   with   me   .   i swear   .   ❜

[cresthills]

⋆ ﹠ ◞ hunter emmons + @s1ashed

❛ well no offence dad , but you're not exactly doing anything to make people feel safe here . i don't think you can fuck your way out of some murderer on the loose , but hey , you do you . ❜

[s1ashed]

❛    hunter   ,   it’s   not   my   job   to   make   people   feel   safe   .   it’s   my   job   to   make   sure   we   have   resources to give us the   protection   we   need   for   something   like   this   .    ❜     doesn’t   like   the   sudden   interrogation   from   his   own   blood   ,   causes   a   shift   in   the   male’s   demeanor   at   the   next   words   that   fall   from   his   son’s   lips   .     ❛    hey   ,   watch   the   attitude   .   jesus   ,   you   sound   like   your   mother   .    ❜

[the-borgias]

Favourite character meme • 1/6 scenes: Lazarus

[pavlmescal]

The X-Files ✺ 2✗13 - Irresistible

I trust him with my life. Can you talk to him about the way you’re feeling? No. I don’t want him to know how much this is bothering me. I don’t want him to feel like he has to protect me.

[cresthills]

she   could   give   her   sister   a   smart-ass   comeback   ,   or   play   along   and   push   their   differences   aside   for   an   hour   or   two   .   after   all   ,   imogen   was   the   one   who   wanted   hannah   to   come   !   whether   or   not   it   was   a   selfish   attempt   to   let   her   hair   down   and   have   some   carefree   ,   mindless   entertainment   ,   gen   can’t   entirely   deny   that   having   hannah   by   her   side   wouldn’t   be   fun   .   youngest   carmichael   had   enough   on   her   mind   –   inverted   stress   from   their   mother   ,   along   with   the   constant   reassurance   that   everything   with   her   brother   is   fine   –   that   sometimes   ,   a   classic   ,   textbook   party   hosted   by   a   mutual   friend   was   what   she   needed   .    ❛    shut   up   .   i   haven’t   seen   him   in   like   a   week   ,   i   think   i’m   allowed   to   want   to   look   cute   .    ❜    blonde   can   feel   her   eyes   roll   at   the   light   mockery   within   hannah’s   tone   ,   lips   pouting   outwards   as   she   jumps   onto   the   bed   with   crossing   of   her   legs   ,   slumped   over   posture   exhibited   before   she’s   shaking   her   head   .    ❛    oh   you   want   me   to   do   your   hair   ?   let   me   guess   . . .   so   you   can   look   cute   for   hunter   ?    ❜    takes   everything   that   she   has   in   her   to   bite   back   the   girlish   grin   ,   but   she   fails   as   it   spreads   and   she’s   already   shifting   to   grab   all   the   supplies   ,   patting   the   mattress   in   front   of   her   as   an   indication   for   her   sister   to   sit   ;   ready   to   do   her   hair   .    ❛    it’d   be   a   lot   easier   if   you   could   admit   you   like   him   ,   han   . . .   i   think   you'd   be   cute   together   .    ❜    mindless   compliments   ,   all   genuine   as   gen   tries   to   tame   blonde's   hair   in   a   style   she   knows   she'd   like   .   ❛   i   also   think   you   should   just   go   for   it   ,   y'know   ?   …   have   you   two   even   kissed   yet   ?    ❜

[s1ashed]

in   all   seriousness   ,   hannah   probably   would   have   shown   up   one   way   or   another   .   whether   it   was   through   her   own   friends   ,   through   alana   ,   or   through   gen   ,   she   would   have   found   a   way   to   slither   into   the   party   without   much   attention   being   drawn   to   her   .   ❛   a   week   ?   how   are   you   not   dying   ,   gen   ?   ❜   it’s   playful   sarcasm   ,   and   hannah   can’t   even   be   one   to   talk   because   she   didn’t   like   being   away   from   hunter   for   that   long   . . .   and   they   weren’t   even   together   .   knowing   glance   is   exchanged   as   hannah   moves   to   sit   down   on   the   free   space   before   imogen   on   the   bed   .   she   crosses   her   legs   and   pulls   them   into   her   chest   as   she   awaits   the   ritual   that   the   two   had   performed   year   after   year   since   they   were   kids   .   sometimes   the   roles   were   reverse   ,   sometimes   not   .   it   was   something   comforting   in   their   routine   ,   and   something   hannah   would   never   complain   about   in   a   serious   tone   .   instead   ,   she’d   just   allow   the   cards   to   play   out   as   they   were   intended   .   ❛ shut   it   .   ❜   it’d   been   a   hot   minute   since   hannah   had   a   crush   .   she   used   to   get   them   all   the   time   in   high   school   ,   but   none   that   gave   her   butterflies   in   the   way   that   hunter   did   .   he   could   level   her   with   one   gaze   ,   which   wasn’t   usual   for   the   carmichael   girl   .   in   fact   ,   the   roles   were   usually   reversed   .   arms   move   to   rest   on   top   of   her   knees   as   gen   speaks   ,   knowing   she   was   probably   right   about   all   this   .   ❛   i   don’t   believe   any   of   that   is   your   business   ,   gen   .   i’ll   talk   to   him   tonight   ,   okay   ?   he   might   not   even   really   like   me   .   ❜

[cresthills]

           with   nala   ,   they   never   know   what   they’re   getting   themselves   into   .   mickey   has   never   had   the   best   kind   of   judgement   –   sort   of   like   the   blind   leading   the   blind   ,   or   so   aimlessly   following   in   the   footsteps   of   others   –   and   it   often   renders   him   useless   .   he   wouldn’t   say   he’s   scared   per   say   ,   just   concerned   .   adventurer   or   not   ,   nala’s   plan   seemed   one   of   the   worst   she’s   had   in   a   long   time   .   ❛   what   is   rule   number   one   of   horror   films   ,   nala   ?   –   don’t   go   into   the   woods   .   ❜   but   his   concern   doesn’t   stretch   ,   as   he’s   still   following   along   ,   this   time   picking   up   the   pace   to   walk   beside   her   .   he   takes   her   laughing   at   face   value   ,   the   scorned   frown   pulling   on   theirs   enough   to   show   the   difference   in   sense   of   adventure   .   ❛   so   we   either   get   an   abandoned   building   that’s   not   worth   the   hassle   or   an   axe   wielding   murderer   ready   to   gorge   our   insides   out   ?   wow   ,   remind   me   to   say   yes   to   more   things   with   you   .   ❜   sarcasm   drips   ,   but   it   does   it’s   job   in   covering   the   bubbling   fear   that   sloshed   around   his   stomach   .   nothing   noticeable   ,   yet   .   ❛   and   if   it’s   empty   …   what’s   your   plan   ?   turn   back   round   ?   ❜

[s1ashed]

❛   i’m   sure   that’s   a   rule   ,   but   i   don’t   think   it’s   the   number   one   rule   .   i   thought   that   was   don’t   split   up   ,   and   you   already   agreed   to   come   with   me   ,   so   .   ❜   it   took   some   convincing   and   nala   knew   mickey   hadn’t   wanted   to   tag   along   out   of   the   goodness   of   their   heart   .   they   were   a   safety   net   ,   if   anything   ,   and   nala   was   at   least   somewhat   grateful   for   the   company   now   .   ❛   you’ve   watched   one   too   many   horror   movies   ,   mick   .   that   stuff   doesn’t   happen   in   real   life   .   ❜   there   was   no   backup   plan   if   it   was   empty   .   it   was   one   less   interesting   story   to   tell   ,   but   one   more   fact   that   could   be   stored   in   the   back   of   her   mind   .   nala   didn’t   care   much   for   her   suspicions   to   be   wrong   ,   but   at   least   she   could   say   she   was   brave   enough   to   check   it   out   when   she   got   the   chance   to   .   ❛   well   ,   yeah   .   we’re   not   gonna   stick   around   some   boring   ,   empty   house   .   maybe   we’ll   take   a   souvenir   .   ❜

[cresthills]

           quinn   couldn’t   imagine   what   kels   was   going   through   .   she’d   never   dared   to   imagine   a   world   with   alana   ,   let   alone   filled   with   question   ,   mystery   and   an   open   ended   investigation   .   the   girl   could   only   supply   a   metaphorical   shoulder   to   cry   on   ,   or   even   a   physical   one   if   he   wanted   ;   anything   to   do   her   piece   in   attempting   to   help   .   she’d   never   experienced   grief   ,   always   at   the   forefront   of   protection   through   a   certain   faith   ,   or   what   she   believed   under   the   guidance   of   religion   and   her   father   –   somewhat   twisted   ,   definitely   skewed   ,   but   she’s   equally   as   guilty   for   enjoying   life   when   a   family   such   as   the   carmichaels   weren’t   .   after   all   ,   how   many   times   did   the   same   story   have   to   be   played   over   airwaves   ?   alana   covered   imogen   ,   and   as   much   as   quinn   wanted   to   be   close   to   her   ,   it   was   impossible   to   break   the   bond   her   sister   and   the   youngest   sibling   had   .   so   she’s   more   than   happy   to   extend   a   hand   –   again   ,   if   he   placed   trust   within   her   –   to   the   eldest   .   shared   silence   is   almost   too   loud   as   she   glances   over   at   the   clock   hung   on   the   wall   ,   methodical   ticking   of   minutes   a   reminder   that   she’s   not   in   her   own   world   ,   except   the   real   one   where   she’s   meant   to   be   working   .   not   giving   all   her   attention   to   him   .    ❛    ‘till   seven   .    ❜    may   only   be   an   hour   or   two   left   ,   but   it   feels   like   an   eternity   at   the   hands   of   anticipated   company   spoken   about   prior   .   or   perhaps   quinn   is   getting   ahead   of   herself   with   him   asking   ,   she   often   confused   the   two   .   c’mon   quinn   ,   take   the   plunge   !   maybe   if   she   plants   the   seed   ,   he’ll   pick   up   on   it   .    ❛    –   did   you   want   to   do   something   afterwards   ?   i   have   a   curfew   but   i’m   free   .   but   only   if   you   want   to   .    ❜

[s1ashed]

being   at   home   felt   heavy   ,   like   hannah’s   ghost   had   been   sitting   on   his   shoulders   at   every   moment   .   he   sunk   into   his   bed   most   nights   ,   stared   at   the   ceiling   and   wished   for   his   door   to   open   in   the   slightest   ,   if   only   to   see   hannah   walking   through   .   sometimes   it   was   gen   ,   but   most   times   it   was   a   hallucination   .   a   delusion   he’d   painted   for   himself   within   his   own   mind   .   when   she   answers   ,   his   eyes   move   towards   the   clock   and   kels   figures   it   couldn’t   hurt   to   stay   out   longer   than   intended   .   it   wasn’t   out   of   character   for   him   and   questions   wouldn’t   be   asked   .   as   long   as   he   sent   an   update   to   his   mother   and   gen   ,   he   supposed   he   was   fine   to   do   whatever   he   needed   in   order   to   feel   okay   again   .   and   her   question   comes   next   ,   makes   kels’   head   whip   back   towards   the   mathers   girl   as   a   small   smile   threatened   to   twitch   at   the   corner   of   his   lips   .   it   wasn’t   often   anymore   that   he   stuck   to   plans   .   he   hadn’t   seen   his   friends   in   a   week   ,   hadn’t   even   attempted   to   make   any   sort   of   appointment   with   anyone   .   meeting   with   a   therapist   once   a   week   didn’t   count   ,   either   ,   because   he   didn’t   even   talk   to   taylor   when   he   was   in   her   office   .   he   just   stared   at   the   clock   until   she   allowed   him   to   leave   .   ❛   yeah   .   yeah   ,   i   mean   . . .   if   you   want   to   ,   of   course   .   that’d   be   great   . ❜   kels   didn’t   know   what   they’d   do   or   where   they’d   go   ,   but   anywhere   was   better   than   home   .   besides   ,   this   might   have   been   his   one   chance   to   get   to   know   quinn   better   ,   and   he   already   felt   strongly   about   not   messing   it   up   .  

[cresthills]

ask   anyone   on   the   force   ,   and   they’d   tell   you   that   jac   bowen   was   the   one   to   turn   to   when   it   came   to   softening   a   blow   ,   or   somehow   being   able   to   swindle   himself   into   the   confinements   of   unwarranted   situations   .   they’d   also   tell   you   that   majority   of   his   kindness   wasn’t   an   act   ,   more   so   a   bounce   back   to   unsolved   mysteries   of   his   own   –   although   never   spoken   about   –   the   southern   gentlemen   didn’t   entirely   appear   to   be   an   act   .   proven   right   then   ,   where   he’s   stood   still   ,   the   drawl   of   miss   rolling   from   his   tongue   so   easily   it’s   almost   like   a   second   nature   ,   a   vocabulary   that’s   known   ;   not   forced   .   the   same   with   the   sheepish   smile   ,   slight   hesitation   ,   a   complete   role   reversal   to   what   would   appear   if   santi   or   oliver   were   here   .   ask   anyone   ,   and   jac   was   the   guy   for   the   job   .   ❛   great   ,   thanks   –   appreciate   it   ,   truly   .   ❜   sincerity   ,   ever   present   ,   as   the   same   smile   plasters   ,   hands   delving   into   pockets   as   he   turns   on   his   heel   ,   waiting   until   kelly   is   in   line   with   him   to   start   walking   .   keeps   slow   ,   a   photographic   memory   coming   in   hand   now   more   than   ever   .   ❛   the   way   i   walked   through   …   is   that   the   only   way   in   ?   any   other   strange   ways   through   ?   ❜   he’ll   start   off   easy   ,   doesn’t   want   to   push   the   boundaries   too   much   too   fast   .

[s1ashed]

when   he   turns   ,   kelly   lifts   her   gaze   to   squint   towards   the   trees   briefly   .   she’s   contemplating   her   choices   at   the   moment   ,   wishing   she’d   stayed   home   that   day   or   just   kept   to   herself   instead   of   doing   her   actual   job   .   if   she’d   just   stayed   inside   ,   maybe   she   wouldn’t   be   posing   as   a   makeshift   tour   guide   for   the   authorities   .   soon   enough   ,   she’s   moving   forward   to   walk   with   jac   ,   unsure   of   what   she   was   supposed   to   do   in   this   situation   .   ❛   no   ,   there’s   a   lot   of   ways   in   .   ❜   security   wasn’t   amazing   at   the   hospital   ,   not   since   the   new   one   was   built   across   town   and   people   started   caring   less   about   this   one   .   there   were   broken   fences   ,   holes   in   the   perimeter   ,   and   a   series   of   unlocked   doors   that   people   didn’t   usually   go   snooping   around   on   a   daily   basis   .   ❛   there’s   a   couple   weak   points   in   the   fence   that   i   can   show   you   .   i   would   say   the   path   about   a   mile   behind   the   building   is   a   way   in   ,   but   it’s   all   overgrown   .   unless   someone’s   willing   to   risk   poison   ivy   or   a   spider   bite   ,   nobody’s   coming   that   way   .   we   had   a   kid   make   a   duplicate   set   of   keys   to   the   main   door   about   a   year   ago   ,   but   we   changed   all   the   locks   since   then   .   ❜

[cresthills]

❛    well   in   that   case   ,   tay   …    ❜    alexís   pauses   momentarily   ,   somewhat   of   a   dramatisation   as   she   leans   forward   in   her   chair   ,   false   demeanour   evident   as   arms   folding   across   her   front   and   nose   scrunches   .    ❛    you   can   ring   his   office   directly   –   surely   you   have   his   number   ?   like   i   said   ,   don’t   make   the   rules   .    ❜    does   feels   bad   for   denying   her   ,   but   she’s   not   joking   when   she   says   she   can’t   bend   the   rules   to   accommodate   everyone   individually   .    ❛    but   why   do   you   act   like   i   don’t   know   everything   about   his   kids   ?   …   confidential   or   not   ,   if   you   leave   a   note   i   really   don’t   care   what   it’s   about   .   i’m   not   one   to   snoop   .    ❜    that’s   a   lie   for   sure   ,   but   rang   true   when   it   came   to   work   .    ❛    but   if   it’s   important   …   you   should’ve   made   arrangements   beforehand   .    ❜

[s1ashed]

the   nickname   feels   foreign   as   it   rolls   off   of   the   other’s   tongue   .   a   snake   can   recognize   venom   from   a   mile   away   ,   something   it   spits   so   personally   on   a   daily   basis   .   taylor   was   no   villain   ,   not   by   any   means   ,   but   she   knew   she   had   to   be   brutally   honest   with   people   in   order   to   get   through   to   some   of   them   .   ❛   i   didn’t   realize   your   position   required   you   to   be   so   close   with   the   family   in   that   way   .   ❜   wasn’t   on   the   emergency   call   list   ,   that   much   was   true   .   only   hunter   and   grant   got   those   spots   ,   but   both   seemed   to   be   too   busy   to   pick   up   a   phone   call   from   her   at   the   time   .   ❛   fine   .   i’ll   try   again   later   .   if   you   see   him   ,   can   you   tell   him   i   stopped   by   ?   ❜

[joshduhamels]

“We’re good parents, Yeah we’re good parents.” 

Love Simon; (2018) 

[cresthills]

           all   hunter   can   really   do   is   laugh   at   the   willingness   of   his   brother   ,   or   the   wait   for   an   inevitable   downfall   for   the   younger   .   joined   at   the   hip   for   such   a   long   time   ,   a   reflection   of   one   another   and   arguably   a   terrible   role   model   ,   hunter   attempts   to   keep   matt   in   line   –   but   if   he   couldn’t   succeed   near   enough   all   the   time   ,   he   wouldn’t   trouble   himself   that   much   .   after   all   ,   in   the   emmons   family   ,   the   apple   didn’t   entirely   fall   too   far   from   the   tree   .   a   repetition   of   behaviour   ,   model   of   influence   and   whatever   in   between   ,   if   it   stuck   ,   it   stuck   ,   and   the   male   doesn’t   seem   positive   of   apologising   yet   ;   let   alone   fixing   whatever   his   brother   did   .    ❛    yeah   ,   i   do   .   you   were   the   talk   of   the   town   for   that   little   stunt   .    ❜    spoken   with   jest   ,   laughter   falling   from   parted   lips   as   he   remembers   back   on   the   day   .   oh   how   the   power   ,   money   and   reputation   not   only   helped   ,   but   slightly   hindered   them   both   .   stuck   in   kahoots   with   half   of   the   enforcements   in   cresthill   ,   hunter   knew   deep   down   that   their   fathers   methods   weren’t   ideal   ,   but   at   least   they   worked   .   or   attempted   to   ,   anyway   .   he   just   wouldn’t   tell   him   that   when   he   was   matt’s   age   the   exact   same   thing   occurred   ,   it   just   somehow   was   ten   times   worse   then   .   hunter’s   frame   leans   effortlessly   against   the   counter   ,   a   dip   in   head   mixed   with   a   raise   in   eyebrows   to   say   he   wasn’t   joking   ,   hand   gesturing   outwards   to   the   mess   created   .    ❛    maybe   if   you   didn’t   run   the   maid   out   west   we   wouldn’t   have   this   issue   .    ❜    he   suggests   ,   dramatic   sigh   as   shoulders   fall   in   unison   .    ❛    get   cleaning   bud   ,   dad’s   home   at   five   .    ❜  

[s1ashed]

as   much   of   an   emmons   boy   as   matt   was   ,   he   really   didn’t   love   the   spotlight   all   too   much   .   most   of   what   he   did   was   for   attention   ,   maybe   only   because   he   wanted   their   father   to   recognize   him   for   who   he   was   .   maybe   he   wanted   to   impress   hunter   and   anyone   else   ,   but   he   didn’t   actively   shove   anyone   else   out   of   the   way   to   make   sure   all   eyes   were   on   him   .   in   most   cases   ,   it   was   something   that   just   naturally   happened   .   it   also   came   with   being   hunter’s   younger   brother   ,   but   matt   wouldn’t   ever   admit   that   out   loud   .   laugh   lingers   for   just   a   second   longer   ,   as   if   it   had   been   an   excuse   not   to   start   cleaning   up   the   mess   from   the   night   before   .   matt   didn’t   even   remember   having   that   many   people   over   ,   but   he   guessed   he   might   have   just   been   too   far   gone   at   that   point   to   even   care   who   walked   through   the   door   .   a   scoff   comes   next   ,   shoulders   rolling   in   discomfort   as   the   reality   of   matt   falling   asleep   on   the   couch   came   to   light   once   more   .   ❛   i   did   not   run   the   maid   out   west   .   she   wasn’t   fit   for   the   job   .   that’s   not   my   fault   .   ❜   shifted   blame   and   accountability   dismissed   ,   the   male   just   hopped   off   the   counter   again   to   retrieved   the   trash   bag   .   ❛   five   ?   that’s   ,   like   ,   six   hours   from   now   .   i   can’t   clean   this   place   in   six   hours   if   i’m   gonna   pass   the   fuck   out   halfway   through   .   ❜