finger hovers over the dial pad
tempted beyond belief to call you up
would sell my soul to hear the soothing melodies
of your voice, for now i'll settle for hearing
the remnants in our digital wasteland
you've no idea how intensely i loved
or what i'd have given to live an amorous life
nestled up safely in your strong caring embrace
i'd live or die for you or anything in between
say the words and i am yours to take
was hoping you'd find the mess charming
hold me and love me from afar as passionately
as distance could allow, instead you read my mess
decided it wasn't the path for you to take now
and of course i have so much respect
aside from it there's an aching in my chest
pulsing through my veins and telling me i've been
served---cried out and the gods said it's time to learn
a lesson about love and loss, the stabbing pang
will be what follows you into the dark
you could sing the girl you hardly knew
love songs but you couldn't face the monster
which lives in her chest growing and plotting the day
she should reap violence for all the hearts
which suffocated hers in fading breath
if the world should end i pray it's me and you left