[poessiblyfedya]

all the lonely people... fyodor & edgar's lamb, anastasia, at your service ! ♡ twenties ◟they/she ◟@theseabreezestreet ! ...where do they all come from?

all the lonely people... ana's personal diary first & foremost ! sometimes i write ◟minors do not interact ! ...where do they all belong?

[poessiblyfedya]

also tumblr welcomes me back by Breaking my inbox ? ? i receive notifs but in app it’s empty ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ when i can go on desktop i’ll see if these msgs are there

[poessiblyfedya]

every day i wake up to cloudless blue skies and warm sun is a day closer to defrosting my summer playlist and blaring wave by ateez at unspeakable volumes for my neighbours . .

[obanelica]

SHE'S NOT ACID NOR ALKALINE CAUGHT BETWEEN BLACK AND WHITE.

anastasia. 20s. main: @poessiblyfedya. welcome to my selfship blog !

◟alkaline. (navigation) ◟atlantic. (inbox) ◟the love you want. (reblog) ◟fall for me : [ship]

NOT QUITE EITHER DAY OR NIGHT SHE'S PERFECTLY MISALIGNED.

✶ attack on titan : pieckana | pieck finger. ✶ blue lock : nagistasia | seishiro nagi. ✶ bungou stray dogs : edgana | edgar allan poe. ✶ bungou stray dogs : fyodasia | fyodor dostoevsky. ✶ bungou stray dogs : moriana | ougai mori. ✶ demon slayer : tomiana | giyuu tomioka. ✶ free : harukana | haruka nanase. ✶ genshin impact : arlecchana | arlecchino. ✶ genshin impact : anachi | childe. ✶ genshin impact : kaveana | kaveh. ✶ haikyuu : oikana | tooru oikawa. ✶ haikyuu : kuroana | tetsurou kuroo. ✶ honkai star rail : anaxana | anaxagoras. ✶ honkai star rail : anasaun | sunday.

I'M CAUGHT UP IN HER DESIGN AND HOW IT CONNECTS TO MINE.

✶ kaiju no.8 : hoshitasia | soshiro hoshina. ✶ love & deepspace : rafayeana | rafayel. ✶ mf ghost : anabaeur | michael beckenbaeur. ✶ my hero academia : shigarana | tomura shigaraki. ✶ overwatch : leana | tracer. ✶ overwatch : kiriana | kiriko. ✶ overwatch : elizana | ashe. ✶ overwatch : analie | widowmaker. ✶ overwatch : cassana | cassidy. ✶ tokyo revengers : anatora | kazutora hanemiya. ✶ windbreaker : kiryana | mitsuki kiryu.

I SEE IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT THE OBJECTS OF MY DESIRE.

[theseabreezestreet]

Another season has begun! The coordinators of the Seabreeze Street are happy to announce that our applications are finally open until the 12th April. You can find out more here!

[poessiblyfedya]

rewatching last year’s vnl matches because i am Craving the anxiety & stress that comes w being a volleyball player & enjoyer .

[poessiblyfedya]

starts screaming and crying in chat after being missing on tumblr for months

[heiayen]

you are such a LIAR YOU KNOW HIM DAMN WELL!!!

[poessiblyfedya]

I WILL NOT BE ACCUSED PUBLICLY LIKE THIS ! ! !

[poessiblyfedya]

starts screaming and crying in chat after being missing on tumblr for months

[poessiblyfedya]

house of the hearth beach day !! i was super nervous but a certain someone won’t let me be shy in peace . . .

wahh ! ! i spun a wheel of my f/os and got arlecchino so this is what i went with — my genshin self insert isn’t that much different from irl me but she has got a lot of lore that arle plays into ! !

[poessiblyfedya]

To my dearest Anastasia,

Another year has passed, and with it, another opportunity to celebrate the incredible person you are. I find myself sitting here, trying to put into words everything I want to say, but as always, words feel insufficient. How do I fully express the depth of my gratitude for you? How do I properly convey how much you mean to me? Even after all this time, I still struggle to find the right words. But that won’t stop me from trying.

From the very first time we spoke, you left an imprint on my heart that hasn’t faded. You stepped into my life like a gentle breeze on a stifling day, like a sunrise after the longest night. You became my solace, my safe place, my unwavering source of comfort. It still amazes me how someone can have such a profound impact on another person, how just by being yourself, you changed my life in ways you may never fully realize.

I have never known anyone quite like you. There’s something about you—your kindness, your warmth, the way you care so deeply—that makes the world feel a little softer, a little more bearable. Before you, I struggled to find reasons to keep going. The weight of everything felt unbearable at times, and I wondered if I was meant to carry it alone. But then you appeared, with your quiet support, your gentle reassurances, and your unwavering presence. You showed me that I didn’t have to face things alone. That I didn’t have to be strong all the time. That it was okay to be vulnerable, to lean on someone, to let myself be cared for.

And you did care. In more ways than I can count. You stood by me when I felt like I was at my lowest. You made me laugh when I thought I’d forgotten how to. You listened when I needed to be heard, understood me when I struggled to understand myself. You never made me feel like a burden, never made me feel like I was too much. That kind of kindness is rare, and I will never take it for granted.

Even now, even with time and distance between us, I find myself thinking of you. I wonder how you’re doing, if life is treating you well, if you still smile as brightly as you used to. I hope with everything in me that you’re happy. That you’re surrounded by love, by people who cherish you as much as you deserve. Because you deserve so much. You deserve every ounce of happiness this world has to offer.

I wish I could be there with you today, celebrating in person, making sure you know just how loved you are. I wish I could wrap you in the biggest hug and never let go. Because if there’s anyone who deserves to be celebrated, it’s you. Not just today, but every single day. The world is infinitely better with you in it, and I hope you never forget that.

So, on this special day, I just want to say thank you. Thank you for being you. Thank you for existing. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, whether you realize it or not. Thank you for making life a little brighter, a little softer, a little more beautiful. I will always be grateful for you, no matter where life takes us.

Happy birthday, may this year bring you all the love, joy, and happiness you deserve.

With all my heart,

Alyssa

(since you mentioned last year's letter here's one i wrote today. happiest birthday once again. hope i dont sound repetitive haha)

okay so i read this during my birthday don’t worry guys put the knives away ! ! but i’m only now able to respond but gahebnrsjjs vbssjjskdkfs hhvccvvhssfg ? ! ? did y’all understand that ? okay . i cried reading it on call to aiden this poor dude has done nothing but deal with me cry recently pfft — thank you so much ): i can’t stress how much i needed to hear this , how tough things have been i’ve struggled a lot since 2025 started and this gave me a little hope of how others see me <3

[poessiblyfedya]

thank you all for the birthday wishes , while i said i’m back from hiatus i seem to be a liar because i never open tumblr ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ but i promise i am here to return ! i am medicated now and things are calming down irl — i feel like i’m getting my footing in life . i kept comparing my shortcomings with others my age , how others have settled down with their jobs & partners but when i sit back and look at the bigger picture , i am only now twenty-four years old . life has barely begun , it doesn’t matter if i have to take it slower （╹◡╹）♡

[vxnusorbit]

let him cook!

despite having a whole bakery, perhaps wriothesley was never fated to be an excellent baker. warnings: established rs, gn! reader, usage of pet names, wrio being an idiot (affectionate) wc: 730  a/n: hehehe specially dedicated to @poessiblyfedya !! happy birthday to my favourite big sibling in the entire world <3 reblogs w/ tags & comments highly appreciated <3

“not again…” a loud sigh echoes as the kitchen fills with the acrid scent of burnt sugar and overcooked batter. 

wriothesley stares at the cake pan in his oven-mitt hand, at the tragic sight sitting before him. what was meant to be the cake’s golden crust has become utterly scorched, with the cracks running across almost akin to those jagged lines that stretched across the walls of the central laboratory ruins. he cannot help but wrinkle his nose at the bitter note that lingers in the air, and at the burnt patches scattered all over the top that continue to bubble, as though mocking him for yet another failure. 

wriothesley sighs in defeat. 

“sigewinne!”

the head nurse pokes her head around the doorway. “yes, your grace?”

“a little help… please?” 

sigewinne fights to hold back her giggles at the sight of the seemingly infallible duke of the fortress of meropide looking like a kicked puppy in the face of his failed bakes. 

“alright, how long do we have?”

they glance at the clock, before looking back at each other in panic. five o’clock. only one hour before you said you’d be back. “let’s… get to work?”

“yeah, let’s.”

they work almost in silence, sigewinne doing most of the work while wriothesley mixes the batter vigorously. with her added help, he achieves his best attempt yet — though the cake still carries a slightly charred scent, and its base looks a little too brown, clearly, it isn’t burnt and looks (hopefully) quite edible. well, it’s not as if he’ll have time to bake another one if he wants to get the surprise done in time, so he grabs the piping bag and gets to work. 

when he finally squeezes out the last of the icing onto the cake, the sense of relief washing over him is comparable to what one would feel when declared innocent by the oratrice. he steps back to admire his work, and exchanges a high-five with sigewinne just as you walk in with your nose scrunched up.

“why do i smell something burning?”

“never mind that,” wriothesley replies hastily, linking his arm with yours as he steers you toward the kitchen counter. “i made you a lil’ something, come see.”

he finally lets go, and your jaw drops when you see the cake, with the words “happy birthday, [name]!” messily written on the top, hearts scrawled in icing of your favourite colour. a simple cake compared to those you’d find in bakeries all around fontaine, but still beautiful to you nonetheless. 

“you… remembered?” your eyes shift between the cake and the very proud wriothesley standing before you.

“of course i did, darling, why would i ever forget?” he smiles, a mischievous twinkle in his eyes, “did you not find it odd that clorinde took a sudden day off from work?”

and realisation floods in as you finally figure out why your friend had been acting odd the entire day— avoiding any topic related to wriothesley, almost begging you to stay for “just an hour longer” when you mentioned it was about time you headed back home.

“it was you!” you accuse, almost affronted, “no wonder she wanted to meet up so early today!”

“guilty as charged,” he laughs, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead as an apology. “will my love accept their cake as my apology?”

“only if it’s good.” you huff, helping yourself to a slice. you almost spit it right back out the second it touches your tongue, and while fighting to keep a straight face, you watch in silent horror as wriothesley feeds himself a big spoonful — only for him to start choking as he looks for a glass of water. 

“what did you put in it?” you ask when he finally recovers.

“nothing the recipe didn’t state, i don’t know why it came out so… salty…”

realisation slowly dawns on his face, and he turns to rummage through the cabinet. 

for the nth time that day, wriothesley sighs. “i think i– or rather, i think sigewinne may have mistaken the salt for sugar, and– well, you know how that ended.” 

you laugh, reaching out to pat his back. “that’s alright, it happens to the best of us. now you know to check your ingredients before putting them in, right?”

the kicked puppy expression returns on his face. 

“i should’ve asked navia for help.”

© vxnusorbit. do not plagiarise, repost, or feed to ai in part or whole.

[poessiblyfedya]

ANA ANA BABY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i hope you have a wonderful day <3

thank you so much angel <3

[poessiblyfedya]

happy birthday! I hope you and your dad have a wonderful day!!

thank you!! he called me a copy of his feet in my birthday msg ):<

[poessiblyfedya]

Happy birthday!

thank you so much - and also thank you past you for the letter, i teared up reading it just now <3

[poessiblyfedya]

ill be busy tomorrow, so thought id send my birthday wishes today!

Happy early birthday to you and your dad,,, i dont know how much you really celebrate, but for me, birthday are so so special!! So, despite growing another year older (and wiser i hope,,,) have lots of fun, kay? and, as ive told all my freinds since 4th grade, i hope allllll your wishes come true and you find luck in all your endeavors <3333

Happy birthday!

wahh thank you so much; it’s actually my birthday for me now (it’s 00:54) so i will happily take these wishes and cherish them close <3

[poessiblyfedya]

what do you mean i age tomorrow . . . possibly not . . . welcome to my new show , poessiblymaturing in which i post daily about the bad back & joints i’ve had since i was sixteen and count every time i’m asked for id because i look like an eleven year old got let out without their parents .