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the last days were pretty easy and I always stayed below 800kcals but today I had to eat foot at my bfs house and had one piece of toast w cheese for breakfast but high calorie food for lunch. I thought it'll be ok if I just skip dinner but my bf kinda forced me to eat some instant noodles :/ only ate little of it but still.. the urge to purge is really high rn but I can only do that if I'm alone which I'm not.:(

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food log for today :))

breakfast: 2 rice cakes w butter (~80kcals)

lunch: monster energy ultra red and lemonade (~170kcals)

dinner: 1 egg, little bit of cream cheese and some bread, a few slices of cucumber and a little bit of fruit salad (~about 380kcals)

snacks: little bit of candy (~50kcals)

overall: 680kcals

this day was so good until I had to have dinner with my parents who forced me to eat :/

I feel hungry and just hope I won't binge tonight or tomorrow... thought about starting to purge again bcs my parents want me to eat more but idk yet. I'm feeling really overwhelmed with everything rn tbh and I honestly just want to sleep

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[poetrythinkin]

today was a good day I think.

had a smoothie bowl and an iced coffee for breakfast, then went to a friend and she offered me a piece of cake and some small pastries her mom made which was my lunch. Wanted to skip dinner completely but then decided to have a rice cake because I was really hungry.

So overall except the cake it was good and much better than the last few days were I couldn't stop myself from binging :/

here's some leg thinspo (not my pics) to keep me and y'all motivated

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here is some meanspo if you want to see (these aren't mine lol)

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here's some of my favourite thinspo :)

(if this is you, text me if you want it to be removed!!)

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thought I finally got under 110 pounds but found out my scale wasn't working properly and I'm actually still at like 113..

this still means I lost weight bcs I used to weight more but I'm still sad since I thought I'm already a lot closer to my gw :(

also had almost normal breakfast and dinner today and ate more than usual for lunch and hate myself for this :)

wanted to skip dinner but I was fucking hungry so I ate smth :')

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hey there this is my first post and I'm lowkey scared to post anything lol

anyways I lost weight which makes me very happy since I was stuck on 50kg/110lbs for a long time.

I'm surprised how easy it was for me to not eat chips and candy and all the unhealthy stuff and I went a while without binging. If you struggle with binge eating try eating one or two small snacks you really like at a specific time a day, for example at 2pm and 7pm I usually eat one piece of my favourite candy. It doesn't have much calories if you only eat one but being excited for it keeps me from binging lmao.