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Cry-Baby
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. All characters are consenting adults over the age of 21. The terms “baby,” and similar language are used strictly in the context of consensual adult age regression, ABDL roleplay, and power-exchange fantasy. This story contains themes of power exchange, humiliation, and regression between ADULTS. This story is fictional and does not represent or involve minors in any way.
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Hey widdle guy!” Mommy cooed as she stepped into the nursery, her voice sugary sweet and dripping with mockery. “How’s your diapy?”
I tugged hard at the soft restraints holding my wrists and ankles to the crib mattress, but they didn’t budge. The heavy, warm mush pressed insistently against my skin, a constant, squelching reminder with every tiny shift I made. The plastic pants over the thick diaper crinkled loudly at the slightest movement, sealing in the unmistakable, shameful scent of my accident. It was humiliating. Degrading. I felt my face burning before I even opened my mouth. I tried to speak, but the words stuck in my throat. What would I even say, anyhow?
Luckily, Mommy didn’t wait for me.
“No need, sweetie. I can smell you from the other room.” She wrinkled her nose playfully as she leaned over the crib rail. “Does baby want his diapy changed?”
I whimpered and nodded frantically, desperate for relief.
Mommy giggled, the sound light and cruel. “Aww, that’s so cute! But I don’t think that’s how babies ask for things anymore…”
She rested her arms on the rail, looking down at me with that calm, all-knowing smile that always made my stomach twist. “I think someone’s gotten a little too big for their britches lately. Started getting a little demanding, even while sitting in a diaper. ‘I’m hungry.’ ‘I need a diaper change.’ ‘I want this.’ ‘I want that.’ Almost like you still think you have any say in anything. Like you get any adult autonomy at all.”
My face felt hot. It wasn’t like I was trying to run the show. She had completely subjugated me at every turn, treating me like a baby. It wasn’t that I was defying her, I was just communicating as much as I was allowed to. But the way she said it made even that small attempt at expression sound like a crime. Like I was being uppity just for having basic needs. She was twisting it, using it as another excuse to push me down even further. Drop me another peg. Another step toward total regression.
“So, we’re going to have a new rule...” she continued, her voice dropping into that soft, condescending tone that always turned my insides to mush. “I don’t think it’s quite sunk in yet that you are no longer a man. You’re just a pathetic little baby that poops his pampers. So if you want something—anything at all—you’re going to earn it like the widdle baybee you are. No more words. No more whining like an adult pretending he still has dignity. Oh no...”
She leaned in closer, eyes sparkling with amusement. “If you want that diaper changed, if you want to be let out of this crib after naptime, if you’re hungee and that little tummy is rumbling for num nums: you have to cry like a fucking baby."
She proceeded to demonstrate with exaggerated flair, puckering her lips and letting out a loud, mocking wail that echoed around the nursery. “Wahhh wahhh wahhh! Boo-hoo-hoo! The works."
My cheeks flushed even hotter. The idea of doing that myself made me want to sink into the mattress and disappear.
“I’m talking full-on, ridiculous, over-the-top baby crying. Kicking those little legs. Wriggling right there in your messy diaper, making it crinkle and squish so I can hear exactly how full it is. And there better be real tears streaming down your face, or you can forget it. If it’s not the most pathetic display I’ve ever seen, then you can stay right there in your poopy diaper for all I care. I’m sure once that rash starts kicking in, you’ll learn to shed those tears properly.”
I stared up at her, heart pounding. The weight between my legs was growing unbearable, the warm mush pressing and shifting against my skin with every tiny movement.
Mommy reached through the bars and gently patted the front of my diaper. Her hand pressing and squeezing just enough to make it squelch audibly. "Oooh, yea...that’s a big one! Feels like you really let go during your nap, didn’t you? Good babies don’t hold back, but good babies also know how to ask for help. So let’s practice...shall we?”
She straightened up, folding her arms expectantly. “Go on. Show Mommy how badly you want out of that crib and into a nice clean diapee!! Go on. Cry for me. Let's hear it.”
For a moment, a stubborn adult fragment deep inside me resisted. This was ridiculous. Humiliating. But the discomfort in my loaded diaper won out. I took a shaky breath and let out a weak, high-pitched whimper. “Wah…wahhh…”
Mommy’s eyebrow arched. “That’s it? That’s the best you got? Pathetic. I said cry like a baby, not some half-hearted adult sniffle. Kick your legs. Wriggle. Whine. Make that diaper sing for me.”
The humiliation burned through every inch of me. I felt utterly ridiculous as I lifted my legs in the confined space and started kicking them up and down in short, frantic bursts limited by the tight ankle restraints. The thick padding crinkled loudly with every motion, the plastic outer layer rustling against the crib sheet. The mess shifted and spread, warm and sticky, coating me further. I wriggled my hips from side to side like a tottler in full tantrum, feeling the squish intensify, the scent rising stronger around me. My hands, trapped in thick mittens, clenched and twisted helplessly against the straps above me. The frilly bonnet around my head slipped and slid with every frantic toss of my head from side to side as I forced out the fake wailing.
“Wahhh! Wahhh!! Wahhh!!!” My voice cracked as I forced the wails higher, louder, more ridiculous. I sounded absurd. Completely pathetic. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes from the sheer embarrassment of what I was doing.
Mommy watched with a satisfied smirk. “Better. But I don’t see real tears yet. Come on, baby. Think about how trapped you are. How that poopy diaper is going to stay on until you break down like the helpless little thing you’ve become. 'Wahhh wahhh wahhh' let it alllll out!”
The full weight of my fall crashed over me in that moment. My entire adult life—every shred of independence, pride, and manhood I once had—had been completely stripped away until I was nothing more than this: a 27 year-old lying in his own warm filth, forced to kick and bawl pathetically in a crinkling diaper just to beg for the most basic care. Every trace of manhood I once clung to had been methodically erased until nothing remained but this sniveling, stinking broken deadbeat that she now controlled completely. The humiliation, the loss, the sheer depth of my regression...it all hit me at once. My face crumpled.
“Waaaahhh! Waaaahhh wahhh wahhh!!!!” The cries tore out of me, loud and unrestrained. I kicked harder, legs flailing against the air, yanking the straps, the crib bars rattling slightly. My whole body wriggled desperately, the diaper crinkling and squelching in a constant, humiliating symphony. Hot tears spilled down my cheeks, dripping onto the padded crib mattress. I felt so ridiculous. A grown man reduced to this, bawling and kicking in a filthy diaper just to earn a change.
Mommy cooed softly. “There we go!!! That’s my good baby! Look at those big crocodile tears. Hear how that messy diapee is crinkling away? So full and soggy!! Poor thing....”
She didn’t move to open the crib yet. She just stood there, watching me continue the performance, drawing it out. I kept wailing, chest heaving with each exaggerated sob, legs pumping like a tottler in full meltdown mode. The longer it went on, the more ridiculous I felt, like every last shred of adulthood was being stripped away with every “wahhh” and every crinkle.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity of blubbering and kicking, Mommy unlatched the crib side. It lowered with a soft click.
“Ohhh, what is it, sweetie?” she cooed suddenly, snapping into that syrupy, motherly voice as if she’d just discovered an upset little one. “What’s the matturr, huh? Ohh, my poor widdle baby…is that big, yucky diaper you filled up making you so fussy? Is that it? Aww, did you make a big stinky mess and now you’re all uncomfortable? Ohhh you poor thinggg...”
She reached in, unbuckled my straps, and scooped me up under the arms like I weighed nothing. My legs dangled uselessly, the heavy diaper swaying pendulously between them as she carried me to the changing table.
She bounced me gently in her arms, her tone dripping with condescending faux concern. “There, there… Mommy’s got you now..."
She laid me down on the cool plastic mat, the crinkle of fresh changing paper loud beneath me.
“You earned that one, sweetie. But barely. Next time I want even more drama. I want you screaming the house down before I even think about helping.”
With practiced efficiency, she peeled open the tapes of my soiled diaper. The cool air hit my messy skin, making me whimper anew. She wiped me thoroughly, the cool baby wipes a stark contrast to the warm filth, her commentary never stopping.
“Aww, someone made a big stinky present for Mommy!!” she teased in a singsong voice. “Did you fill your pampers like a good little loser boy? Yes you did, didn’t you?!? Lots of warm loads in here...”
As she wiped the front, she casually dragged the cool wipe across my swollen, aching balls and the flat metal cage locked tightly around my denied cock. The cage was leaking its own frustrated tears. Sticky droplets of precum that had been building for days. She barely seemed to notice them, wiping the whole area with the same indifferent efficiency she used on the rest of the mess, as if my desperate, leaking frustration was no different from the rest of my babyish accident.
“Ohhh, and look at this silly little cage dripping again!" she cooed playfully. "Aww!! Are your tiny blue balls crying too?? How adorable. But Mommy doesn’t care about those leaky tears at all, does she?? Noo...Only the big, loud, baby wah-wahs get Mommy's attention!!”
Powder dusted my skin, the talc scent enveloping me. A fresh, thick diaper was slid underneath, thicker than the last, with extra padding that promised even louder crinkles. She fastened it snugly, taping it tight around my waist and legs, then gave the front a firm pat that made it rustle loudly.
“All clean! For now...” She helped me sit up, then carried me to the rocking chair in the corner. From a nearby warmer, she retrieved a large bottle filled with warm milk. “Is my widdle baybee hungee?”
I hadn’t realized it until that moment, but after the long nap and the humiliating cry-show, my stomach was letting out loud, embarrassing growls. The hunger gnawed at me, making me feel even more pathetic and infantile.
I nodded eagerly, eyes fixed on the bottle. She brought it close to my lips, but the second I leaned forward to latch on, she pulled the nipple just out of reach.
“Cry for it.”
I hesitated, a flicker of reluctance and lingering shame holding me back. I didn’t want to do this ridiculous display again so soon. It felt degrading, like a dog having to perform tricks for treats. But she was clearly adamant that this was how things worked now. With a defeated little whimper, I finally gave in. I kicked my freshly padded legs, the new diaper crinkling crisply with each motion. “Wahhh wahhh wahhh!” Tears came easier this time, the humiliation fresh and raw. My body wriggled in her lap, the thick padding compressing and expanding. I felt utterly absurd, kicking and bawling like this while she rocked me calmly, but I couldn’t stop. I was in the throws of it now.
Mommy smiled indulgently, finally bringing the bottle to my lips. I suckled greedily, the warm formula filling my mouth as she rocked me gently. “Good boy. See how easy it is when you just give in? No more pretending to be a big boy. Every need, every comfort...it all comes with a price. Those baby tears.”
As I nursed, her free hand idly rubbed my back, occasionally drifting down to pat my diapered bottom. Her voice stayed soft but relentless, painting my future in calm, inevitable strokes.
“Imagine it, baby. Days from now, weeks from now, you’ll be doing this automatically. The second any urge hits...whether you’re wet, messy, tired, hungry, or just lonely in your crib...you’ll drop whatever little scrap of dignity you have left. You’ll kick those legs, toss your head in that silly bonnet, and wail like the helpless little thing you are. You’ll cry for diaper changes. Cry to be let out of your crib. Cry for a bottle when your tummy rumbles. Cry when you want out of your highchair. Cry when you need a cuddle. Cry when that little cage gets too tight and achy. Cry just because you’re bored and want Mommy’s attention...”
She rocked me slowly, her tone almost soothing.
“No more words, baby. No more ‘Mommy I have poo poos.’ No more ‘peas please, no prunes.’ No more tottler words at all. Just babbles. That’s all you get from now on.” Her tone stayed light and playful as she listed everything I had lost. “You don’t get to cum anymore. You don’t get to use the potty anymore. You don’t even get to properly talk anymore. All of that is gone. You're nothing but a widdle cry-baby now.”
She leaned down and kissed the top of my bonneted head.
“And if you don’t give me the full ridiculous performance every single time? Well…Mommy will give you something to cry about! I’ll spank that bottom bright red until you’re sobbing. I’ll soap that naughty mouth until you’re bubbling and blubbering. I’ll leave you sitting in that messy diaper for hours until your skin is burning and screaming louder than you ever could! Squirming won’t help. Whining won’t help. Only real, big, desperate baybee cries will make Mommy come running.”
She set the empty bottle aside and lifted me to her shoulder for a burp, patting firmly. A small bubble escaped, and I let out a tiny, involuntary whimper.
She carried me out of the nursery and into the living room, lowering me into the large wooden playpen. The padded playmat was surrounded by all the trappings of my new life: colorful stacking blocks, a pile of soft crinkly books, a bouncy activity center, and several oversized stuffed animals watching me silently. She placed a colorful rattle in my mittened hand.
“I’ll be right over here if you need anything, baby,” she said, settling onto the couch with a book. “And what do you do if you need Mommy?”
“I c-cry—” the words had already started leaving my mouth before I could stop them. I barely caught myself in time, cutting off mid-syllable. For a split second I had almost communicated like a normal person again. Mommy’s eyebrow shot up instantly, a flash of warning in her eyes. I realized with a jolt just how much trouble I’d be in if I’d slipped up and used real words this early.
Instead, I kicked my legs weakly, shook the rattle clumsily with my mittened hand, and forced out the required sounds.
“Wahhh…wahhh wahhh!”
Mommy smiled, clearly pleased. She stood up, popped a pacifier between my lips, and gave my cheek a playful pinch.
“Good boy! You’re getting the hang of it…but you’ll have to do a lot better than that. Otherwise, those poopy diapers stay on until you learn.”
She gave the rattle a little shake for emphasis, then walked back to the couch, leaving me surrounded by my infantile world.
The rules were clear now. My needs weren’t rights anymore.
They were performances.
And Mommy was a very attentive audience.
Get it all out girl. You will feel better
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Working on v2 firmware right now, which will be a free download for everyone. v2 firmware will enable multi-toy support, user selectable control modes/curves, and support for thrusting devices.
DIAPER ADVENTURES AND “FUNISHMENTS” TO DO:
Ms Jess and I have been discussing some diaper “adventures”. Some will be adventures, others more “funishments” (fun punishments). This post will serve as a running ledger for ideas that we are working on. Adventures that I’ve completed will have a corresponding blog post.
Any ideas, recommendations or input - DM me, or my mistress, directly @mommyjessthecuckoldress
The intent of these are to get me more accustom to longer term diaper wear, with the end goal of 24/7-ish in diapers, obviously while locked in chastity. If in a diaper, a sissy’s clitty should be locked in chastity, period.
Tools at Ms Jess’s disposal include, but not limited to:
Chastity
Diapers (abena’s, megamax’s, boosters and pull ups)
Panties
Maxi Pads (overnight Tena pads, pantiliners, thin overnight pads with wings)
Laxatives (suppositories, magnesium citrate, mineral oil, dulcolax tablets etc)
Enemas
Butt Plugs (small to large, hollow, etc)
Dildos
Vibrator
Timed Lock Box
Fiber Supplements (flax seed, psyllium)
Diaper Adventures & “Funishments”:
36 hr diaper challenge - An easy start. Diaper before bed, wear for the full next day, through the following morning.
60 hr diaper challenge - same as above, but two full days
Full pack Abena’s - This will be a good way to break myself into more full time diapering. All 12 diapers, all to be used, before I’m allowed out of diapers (only messy ?? or wet diapers get changed). Pull ups if *needed* but does not count towards total. Lots of fiber, laxatives, and buttplugs will make this more memorable and impactful.
Magnesium Citrate in Public - This is the big one Ms Jess and I have been planning. I’ve never used mag citrate, although I’ve heard about its strength from Ms Jess. We have decided that I will be locked in chastity for at least a week. I will then *TRIPLE* diaper (with slits and boosters in the first two layers) and go out for the day. When instructed, I will take the mag citrate and will be on the phone with Ms Jess. She tells me I will be FILLING my diapers, with thr help of fiber loading the days leading up to this, but the triple diapers will stave off any leaking and allow me to experience with the humiliation of being in public. If she’s nice, she’ll let me do it in a secluded place - hiking trails etc. If she’s feeling more spicy, it might be at a movie theater (hopefully empty), target / Walmart, mall, or similar !
Super Bowl diaper - Super Bowl is tomorrow. The scores will determine my diaper punishment for one night this week.
Full week in diapers - Lock up in chastity and diaper up Sunday night, and remain in diapers until next Sunday. Pull-ups can be used only when *absolutely* necessary
Some background:
The long term goal is 24/7-ish in diapers along with progressively longer chastity terms. The reality is “real life” gets in the way of 24/7 in diapers, especially fully using them - both wetting and messing them.
As of now, I’ve only done a few days straight of being in a diaper, with mixed consistency of using them. My longest chastity lock up is about a week.
In the long term, we are thinking pull ups will be a good way to keep me diapered during the day when full diapers will be too bulk.
The other reality is the “fantasy” of being in full, bulky brief diapers is easy to be enthusiastic about. But when I’m in diapers, I can lose momentum. To that end, I need longer periods were I *MUST* be in diapers so I can use an excuse not to be in them.
Chasity is obviously an important tool to keep me motivated to stay in diapers. Teasing and denial will also keep me motivated to use my diapers.
@msmittensthediapersissy @diapersissymsmittens @mommyjessthecuckoldress
While looking up fiber loading i came across this great post!
DIAPER ADVENTURES AND “FUNISHMENTS” TO DO:
Ms Jess and I have been discussing some diaper “adventures”. Some will be adventures, others more “funishments” (fun punishments). This post will serve as a running ledger for ideas that we are working on. Adventures that I’ve completed will have a corresponding blog post.
Any ideas, recommendations or input - DM me, or my mistress, directly @mommyjessthecuckoldress
The intent of these are to get me more accustom to longer term diaper wear, with the end goal of 24/7-ish in diapers, obviously while locked in chastity. If in a diaper, a sissy’s clitty should be locked in chastity, period.
Tools at Ms Jess’s disposal include, but not limited to:
Chastity
Diapers (abena’s, megamax’s, boosters and pull ups)
Panties
Maxi Pads (overnight Tena pads, pantiliners, thin overnight pads with wings)
Laxatives (suppositories, magnesium citrate, mineral oil, dulcolax tablets etc)
Enemas
Butt Plugs (small to large, hollow, etc)
Dildos
Vibrator
Timed Lock Box
Fiber Supplements (flax seed, psyllium)
Diaper Adventures & “Funishments”:
36 hr diaper challenge - An easy start. Diaper before bed, wear for the full next day, through the following morning.
60 hr diaper challenge - same as above, but two full days
Full pack Abena’s - This will be a good way to break myself into more full time diapering. All 12 diapers, all to be used, before I’m allowed out of diapers (only messy ?? or wet diapers get changed). Pull ups if *needed* but does not count towards total. Lots of fiber, laxatives, and buttplugs will make this more memorable and impactful.
Magnesium Citrate in Public - This is the big one Ms Jess and I have been planning. I’ve never used mag citrate, although I’ve heard about its strength from Ms Jess. We have decided that I will be locked in chastity for at least a week. I will then *TRIPLE* diaper (with slits and boosters in the first two layers) and go out for the day. When instructed, I will take the mag citrate and will be on the phone with Ms Jess. She tells me I will be FILLING my diapers, with thr help of fiber loading the days leading up to this, but the triple diapers will stave off any leaking and allow me to experience with the humiliation of being in public. If she’s nice, she’ll let me do it in a secluded place - hiking trails etc. If she’s feeling more spicy, it might be at a movie theater (hopefully empty), target / Walmart, mall, or similar !
Super Bowl diaper - Super Bowl is tomorrow. The scores will determine my diaper punishment for one night this week.
Full week in diapers - Lock up in chastity and diaper up Sunday night, and remain in diapers until next Sunday. Pull-ups can be used only when *absolutely* necessary
Some background:
The long term goal is 24/7-ish in diapers along with progressively longer chastity terms. The reality is “real life” gets in the way of 24/7 in diapers, especially fully using them - both wetting and messing them.
As of now, I’ve only done a few days straight of being in a diaper, with mixed consistency of using them. My longest chastity lock up is about a week.
In the long term, we are thinking pull ups will be a good way to keep me diapered during the day when full diapers will be too bulk.
The other reality is the “fantasy” of being in full, bulky brief diapers is easy to be enthusiastic about. But when I’m in diapers, I can lose momentum. To that end, I need longer periods were I *MUST* be in diapers so I can use an excuse not to be in them.
Chasity is obviously an important tool to keep me motivated to stay in diapers. Teasing and denial will also keep me motivated to use my diapers.
@msmittensthediapersissy @diapersissymsmittens @mommyjessthecuckoldress