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RBY sprite redesigns for Bellsprout, Weepinbell and Victreebel!

These ones were particularly fun to make, and I'm happy with how they turned out as well

Trying to find peace with the fact some ppl choose to dishonor the dead because the pain is overriding their ability to make rational choices. The demons they’re fighting aren’t you, you’re just a convenient outlet.

You have to let them be because while it hurts you now you have to preserve the memory of the deceased in a way you can live with. These kind of ppl aren’t thinking about what they’ll feel in 10 or 20+ years about how they handled this situation.

I know what shame and guilt looks like, and I know where a dysfunctional person will be when they ruined the moment mostly for themselves. All they’ll have is the embarrassment to live with. I’ll still have the pain of the harm, but I won’t regret prioritizing the moment for the deceased.

#death mention

hannahlockillustration

New Mama ✨

otiksimr

Poorly drawn Spheal line

14/03/2026

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I don’t know how to overcome a sadness of early death from a decade long partner and I’m able to admit god damn I really don’t know.

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Like the grief is overwhelming even with the best help. It’s only been a month. His mom acting crazy in the background is a huge downer too but I figured that would be the case. Accepting her crazy isn’t working out so great, but you can’t always heal with a family.

But just it hits different than deaths that come from things we expect in aging. I had been mentally prepared to handle his healthcare issues, but I’m burdened with the fact that’s not why he’s gone.

It’s an empty space, a crazy bitch out to get me, and there isn’t a clear path to take. Like sometimes I am a doom spiral and other times I think maybe I can see myself getting emotional closure. Everyone willing to help, but you have no idea what you need.

#death mention

I don’t know how to overcome a sadness of early death from a decade long partner and I’m able to admit god damn I really don’t know.

#death mention

thelensart

Make my day

Good news finally figured out this person is a communal narcissist. Bad news this is like the worst one you can deal with because they present themselves as good ppl.

#10 years #why did it take me that long #being gaslight too #and it still didn’t click #I wouldn’t have believed it if I didn’t finally put their messages over the years next to each other