I definitely just need a safe space to express fully
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I definitely just need a safe space to express fully
this does feel different though. Not so intense although I still fully desire. idk. I'm just nervous and now have a ton of insecurities bc of what I went through
obviously my feelings for people are life altering and can destroy me.
back to talk about crushes >:)
imma confess one day
How can i convince myself that it will never be worth it
not love but
HIM. HE will never be worth any of this. yet it won't go away, I'm not convinced i should give up. why why why why
How can i convince myself that it will never be worth it
I want to know how to get out of this
I miss how i felt this summer... it slowly crept in on me. A desire for intimacy again... at such a high cost...
My therapist mentioned c-ptsd and it is all starting to make a little more sense
it's truly so painful what I'm feeling about this. he hasn't spoken to me in almost a month. i wish I could just leave (as in, mentally. I know if he messaged me, I would engage. I can't get rid of the socials either), but I'm not in control of myself. I know that i am literally, but there is something primal in me. unmovable
immediately after the previous one, i began seeing one that I'd been dying to get to know. he completely used me, tbh. and we all know how that goes for an abandoned traumatized woman like me. I'm still insanely attracted to him
it's like I'm torturing myself the way that i deal with men???
reading thru my old posts... what a jump scare
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