THIRD 3YE

Hi i'm MiCKEY, a Poly Trans Man . Welcome to the museum of my memories . Follow me on my journey navigating self identify, self love , relationships , past traumas & overall self discovery .

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Navigating Relationship Rejection

• The most important factor of rejection is being careful as to not associate the rejection with self worth .

Try avoiding phrases like

“I’m unlovable.”

“I’m unworthy.”

“What’s wrong with me?”

“Something is crucially wrong about who I am.”

Not only are none of these thoughts true. You’re worth is not contingent on outside factors or outside approval. It’s more important to recognize that holding on so tightly to these thoughts is not helpful and doesn’t move you forward.

Today we will focus on this Equation ✏️

REJECTION does not 🟰 Not being GOOD ENOUGH

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Hey you guys , i’m back on this after about a year now & i just wanted to take a little time to reflect . This has always served as an outlet for me to do so & over the years it has served its purpose as I’ve gained so many new friends and have learned so much about life, love and most importantly about myself through this platform . Just an update on me it has been about a year now since ive started hormone replacement therapy. Unfortunately when i found myself i loss my throuple . At some point i couldnt be what they needed because i couldnt be what i needed for myself . As cliche as that may sound i’ll be the first to detest that trying to pour from an empty cup will fail you Everytime. I havent really had a chance to really grieve that loss because i also moved across the country in the midst of trying to make sense of all my lifes changes. I went through a really rough set of months but i can proudly say that i’m in a good space . Im practicing peace , im finally back in my own space and im falling inlove with the man i am becoming . I been doing a lot of soul searching and im praying that i heal soon , heal from all the things i still have yet to understand. What i will say is that i have 0 regrets . The memories of my past life will live in my heart always . For now im focusing on being the best me i can be .

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Special shoutouts to the loves of my life ; you girls went so above & beyond for my birthday. I usually can find the perfect words but you girls left me speechless. I am so humble & grateful god blessed me with another year of life i get to spend making memories with yous , My bestfriends, the 2 halves that make up my heart .

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Daddys favorite little fuck toy

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Daddys favorite little fuck toy

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My dad once told me to pick my girl wisely because she’s a representation of myself in these streets. I know I’m hard on you girls but i promise it’s out of love . I wish i could lock you both in glass showcases ; My porcelain dolls to shield you from the hate & the ugly . Shield you from the ignorance. As much as i’d like to do that it just isnt realistic. With that being said im sorry . Im sorry that when we go out people arent the nicest . Im sorry that people are closed minded . Im sorry they’re words are hurtful and demeaning . Im sorry People assume we chose this lifestyle when this lifestyle chose us . On these nights im most resentful. I wish that i could split myself in equal parts to take some of the negative attention off of you girls , i wish i could give you both individually a more accepting society . I pray that you walk with your heads held high always but on nights like these , dont worry ill be there to lift your chins up. Never tip the crown my queens.

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I did a thing today and cutt my hair ; not sure if i jus boosted my self confidence or lost it completely. Still feeling a bit unsure about it 🥴🐻 words of encouragement welcomed😬

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I used to hear things like i was crazy having 2 girlfriends how i wasnt going to deal with the jealousy & so far the only problem i’ve run into is when i say “babe” 2 people answer instead of 1 .

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I used to hear things like i was crazy having 2 girlfriends how i wasnt going to deal with the jealousy & so far the only problem i’ve run into is when i say “babe” 2 people answer instead of 1 .

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[camdamage]

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Your family is beautiful

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Do you have a favorite girl ?

I love both my wives equally ; they are both so different & yet still so much alike that it would be hard to say that i favor one over the other ; infact i wouldnt have been so torn btwn them. If i could choose my triad wouldn’t exist

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Which one of your girls is your unicorn 🦄

Niether , we didnt seek out a unicorn we all just kinda fit together like a puzzle & became one big happy family