Holy guacamole... I'm seeing him tomorrow, chat. I don't like him at all anymore. I also have a boyfriend my age now, but I still admire him, and I'm excited to see him again tomorrow, Aaa!! So expect a long post tmrw hehe
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Holy guacamole... I'm seeing him tomorrow, chat. I don't like him at all anymore. I also have a boyfriend my age now, but I still admire him, and I'm excited to see him again tomorrow, Aaa!! So expect a long post tmrw hehe
3 weeks... only three weeks and I'll see him again. holy. shit.
(get prepared for more posts and for a really long post in 3 weeks)
one kiss from him and I'd be able to die peacefully
ya'll guess what🤭 I just heard from someone in my major that played a show at my old school that E walked up to them and talked about me... like, what do I do with this information!?? bullocks i miss him sm😔
today I was sitting in science class looking out the window until J walked up to his car, I got so surprised and kept looking at him, finding his keys and all. then he turned around and looked directly at me through the window, I looked away embarrassed, then sneakily looked back again and he was looking at meeeee tihihi. I then got even more embarrassed that I looked down. then he drove away... he has a cute car tho, hope I get to see him tmrw, low-key just seeing him makes my day
i wish i was able to move on from my old tc but girl... you will be finding me walking home past my old school where he works at after my classes end
(i might be a stalker, i usually take the bus from my school to the store near my home and buy an energy drink, then head home. the easiest way home from the store is past the school, I tell myself that's why I do it, but we all know the actual reason. god I feel so disgusting, why do I do this, someone sedate me)
holy FUCKETTY FUCK YA'LL. I WILL see E in April!!!! NO JOKE. I'M GOING MENTAAAALLLL, if you remember my posts about him yk how crazy I was over him, I fear I might just explode.
I miss J (it's gone a week since he talked last, I'm lowkey tweaking, I need my man)
I did get to have a good little conversation with my crush?/the guy I kissed last year, dunno if I still have a crush on him, but he's such a cutie, looove talking to him
FUCK WINTER BREAK😭😔 i need my man rn
The look he gave me when i was in a dress… to DIE for ahsjakhdjakaaj
"A year old (shitty) fanfiction i wrote about my old Tc"
A heavy breath escaped my lungs as I lunged forward out of the classroom, two whole hours of Native language… thank god the lesson was over. It was finally time for music class, my favourite class. The reasoning behind why might be a bit surprising though, it’s because of my teacher, who I might be a bit obsessed with, also because I live and long for music, but having him as a teacher makes me want to play even more.
I made a dance to a beat we had to make for a project, that I will be performing in front of him later, I choose my sluttiest clothes this morning just for this.
Walking down the stairs I caught him walking towards the room, he smiled at me and did a sup nod like he usually does before he faded out of my view as he went over to the music room opening the door.
I went inside along with some of my other friends and we made ourselves comfortable, they started playing some games on their computers whilst waiting for the others to gather round. But I couldn’t stop stealing glances at him as he played piano in the corner waiting for the others. So pretty he was, poise as always. Watching him was like watching a swan in a lake, for me, he was perfect.
The class had all gathered inside the classroom and he rose from his chair as to inform the class of what we would be doing. I couldn’t focus, I could only focus on his brown beautiful eyes. Getting so lost in them as the sound of his voice gently pleases my ears.
*Time skip to the end of class*
The end of class was approaching and he still hadn’t watched me dance yet, I was getting a little stressed, to be fair he had a ton of other people to watch, he was most definitely busy. I sulked down in my chair, this room was so empty, I liked it that way. I wish I didn’t like him so much, I know that in the end nothing will happen between us but I can’t keep myself from daydreaming.
Dragged out of my thoughts I heard a turn of my door handle, there he was in the door.
“Hey, so this is where you’ve been hiding, class is over now but, would you like to show me your dance?”
I giggle at his remark
“Sorry if it was hard to find me, but yeah! Get ready”
I say teasingly, he laughs and closes the door as he walks closer to me.
I turn on the music looking directly into his eyes as I begin to dance, he bobs his head along to the beat whilst analysing my every move, I can’t deny that it was hot. His eyes spoke to me in that moment, being done I turn off the music and he walks closer leaning his arms over my table looking directly into my eyes.
“That was good” he sucks in a breath staring at me with a smirk surrounding his lips. “Maybe try doing more exaggerated movements”
I step back to do it over again making sure to keep my eyes on him, I sit down, and he opens his mouth again
“Okay, that was good. But try more like this” he signaled for me to stand up, I take the hint. He walks behind me, his hand brushing up against my thigh, he wrapped his hand in mine and showed me the way, the other around my waist. He was so close I could feel his breath on my neck, this was definitely inappropriate but I didn’t care.
His breathing escalated as we danced together like this, his hands were warm and wet, was he nervous? Yet his hand on my waist felt so confident. He stretched my arms out to the beat, and pushed my waist in drastic directions, i tried to stay in the moment but my thoughts were elsewhere.
In a quick moment he moved in even closer which snapped me out of my thoughts, in that moment I felt everything, along with the hard bulb on my back, I felt it for a second until he suddenly pulled away, his breathing heavier than before
“Yeah.. yeah that was good, now do it how I showed you” he said, not for a second withering his eyes away from me. A shock goes through my body, I didn’t remember what he showed me, as to why I didn’t move, and he noticed. Yet again a small smirk envolved around his lips, “yeah, that’s what I thought”
He moved in closer to me, going up to my ear. “You couldn’t focus could you?” He moves back an inch to get a good look at my flushed face. I look away quicker than a lightning strike, embarrassed I answer “no sir..”
His hand under my chin brought my eyes back to him, he moved in closer, dangerously close. He looked down at my lips moving his body closer “is this okay?” He asked me, I looked down at his lips “yeah” his smirk returned and before I knew it his lips were on mine
another J rant
today was crazyyy, okay so first of all I took a snus before a performance we watched in school, I hadn’t eaten so It was it’s normal effect just 10x worse, I thought I was going to throw up and pass ouuut. Then after the performance I went to guitar ensamble class, and since J is my teacher for that class he literally asked me in front of all the guitarist if i was okay and if I had eaten, I can’t lie for the life of me, he also wouldn’t believe me if I said no, EUI UH HH IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING, now everyone knows😔 and in break he took me out of the classroom and talked to me for reals (tihihiihi, he is seriously so sweet) what isn’t sweet is that he called my parents afterwards🙂 HAHAHAH SO FUNNY. Oh yeah we also talked more when he found me in a practice room after school ended, since it was his birthday he said “please eat something when you get home, it would be the best birthday gift” SCREAMINNNGNGG. I’m going insane I need him, and I need him to stop talking about how I’m not eating😔 bro said he won’t stop pestering me about it until i do, it’s a really sweet though but noooo
J rant
so a few days ago I almost fainted again (ed) and I was looking really down I think, cause during an announcement before class he walked from the other side of the room to behind me and put his hand on my shoulder (AAHAHSGAHHA) and said “are you okay?” HE IS SO SWEET😭😔 i CAN’T, I didn’t know anyone could top E but THIS MAAAN. then after the announcement he sat down with me and asked if I had eaten, I didn’t answer then started saying I had to get to class, think he took the hint cause he said he would bring me a cookie and told me a ton of sweet stuff <3
then the next next day I saw him in the hall when me and my friend are searching for a non occupied practice room and my friend says: “ay look there is J!” And she waves at him, I wave at him as well before looking back at the practice rooms, he says “hi! Are you okay?” I think it was aimed at me cause my friend didn’t answer and he was standing still, my bitchass ignored it and walked into a practice room and told my friend it was open and we could be there, without saying goodbye, I felt so shitty😭 if that was for me that warms my heart but I was high key confused, I guess we will see how he acts when I get back to school, and my class with him on Tuesday😼
Did I graduate my old school? Yes
Did I get over my old TCs? Yes
Did I move on and go into higher education? Yes
Did I develop a crush on my new teacher? …..yes
God, I am NOT your strongest soldier!
Fuck my old teacher I think I’m forming a crush on a teacher who isn’t even my teacher😭 I’m COOKED. He put his head on top of mine and his hands on the side of my face!! I almost died, he also told me and my friend we were his favorite guitarists, dying. I feel like he doesn’t actually care which is I think why I like him a bit
I MIGHT SEE E AGAIN TOMORROW. I’m going INSANE. I’ll keep ya’ll updated!!
I didn’t see him… I have to wait until next year, how will I manage to wait THAT LONG😭
I MIGHT SEE E AGAIN TOMORROW. I’m going INSANE. I’ll keep ya’ll updated!!