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Sys related side blog as we don't wish to be too public with our systemhood Please don't go searching for or linking us to our main. If you know us you know us

[popplio-co]

GRRRREEETINGSSS SYSBLR or whatever the system side of these corners is called

Feel free to call us Popplio.

We're 18 and collectively use they/them, so please default to that

Hosts are

Chara 🍫- usually tags with buttercups n pies

Asriel 🐌- usually tags with friendly pellets

Mauve 🧬- usally tags with grapes grandma

Generally Anti endo

Other blogs:

@sugarfly-popco @chara-dreemur-popco

[moonsickagain]

A SECOND PLANE HAS HIT THE DID APP COMMUNITY

[popplio-co]

Do you ever find dms from your formative years (11-13) with people much older than you actively encouraging and never calling out the media you were consuming and sharing with people your age in the group

Cause i had no memory of this and man wow thats such a bombshell I'm gonna be processing well

[popplio-co]

Haha okay lowk i dont like this memory resurfacing thing

Can you get back into the dissociation pit please ty

[popplio-co]

Endos dragging trans people into their arguments will never not be funny to me cause wdym you think comparing a gender identity to a trauma disorder is a valid statement

Like I'm generally open to hearing you out if your points make sense logically but hello??

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Lowkey miss my family but then i see them in the bodys family and suddenly i lowkenuinely want to leave front

[popplio-co]

Our buzzcut thats growing out makes us look like jimmy neutron 😞😞

[popplio-co]

Oh it really is a never ending cycle of simon missing me, me missing Simon, simon missing me and me missing Simon again

I don't feel bad, I've grieved, its just hilarious

[popplio-co]

I think I'd bag them both

[popplio-co]

Just looking at what simon fictives are doing fills me with joy

Ik they're not the petrikov I remember nor do I know them but its like a fun newsletter to me! Like "hello Betty, someone out there identifying as somebody you knew is doing this and that!"

Hilarious if I do say so myself

[popplio-co]

Announcing my existence

[segamascott]

[thewaningcrescent]

i need someone with a Spongebob alter to follow me now

[popplio-co]

Seeing this as someone with a spongebob fictive is so funny

[tearosecafe]

Two sentence horror story (warning very scary 😰😱😨)

"I have a new hyperfixation!" I said happily.

(Three days later) sigh…pk;m new

[collectivewarmth]

one of the most important things about dissociative identity disorder and generally being a system that i wish people would understand is that it truly isn’t as cut and dry as it may seem for member count.

you’ll see people who say they have “six alters” and then immediately assume it’s six fully fleshed out equal individuals with no confusion or fuzziness regarding identity. that’s simply not true in a majority of cases, as i have seen.

most systems still VERY much deal with confusion regarding potential splits, go through dissociative episodes where they’re unsure of who they are, sometimes feel no attachment towards any identities, feel like they might have split and then suddenly that person is gone, unsure if alters they haven’t heard from often have gone dormant, not sure how to react when alters do come out of dormancy, etc.

it’s not a fun feeling and it’s genuinely unfair in certain situations to force systems to list every single alter to you with full certainty, as if it will never change. because it will. for so many different reasons, systems will grow, they will shrink, they will fuse, they will develop. you can’t expect the person with the dissociative disorder and lack of core identity to be able to keep up a perfected list of forever, it’s simply impossible. you may have alters who stick with you, but that doesn’t mean changes won’t happen.

and systems who may be reading this — please don’t feel bad. you are not a hassle, you are not a headache, and you are not an inconvenience for simply coping with something like this. it’s out of your control and the only thing you can do is continue to cope to find ways to help yourself retrain from these reactions. please don’t allow yourself to be harmed by others who don’t understand what you are going through. there are people who will accept and love you for who you are, all of you.

past, present, and future.

[r0ttingsystem]

Being a system is so weird like my mummy and daddy didn't like me so now I'm sans the skeleton

[fetty-fazbear]

“Stop thinking of alters as separate people” this and “alters are each there own different entities that shouldn’t be blended” that

How about we let each system decide what feels best to them and stop policing systems that are already dealing with a very complex and varying disorder

[popplio-co]

Gnawing at the bars of my enclosure