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17.09.2019

She can kill with a smile She can wound with her eyes She can ruin your faith with her casual lies And she only reveals what she wants you to see Yeah she hides like a child But she's always a woman to me She can lead you to love She can take you or leave you She can ask for the truth But she'll never believe you And she'll take what you give her as long as it's free Yeah, she steals like a thief But she's always a woman to me Oh, she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh, and she never gives out And she never gives in She just changes her mind And she'll promise you more Than the Garden of Eden Then she'll carelessly cut you And laugh while you're bleedin' And she'll take what you give her as long as it's free Yeah, she steals like a thief But she's always a woman to me Hmm hmm hmm hmm hmmm (2x) Oh, she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh, and she never gives out And she never gives in She just changes her mind She is frequently kind Then she's suddenly cruel She can do as she pleases She's nobody's fool But she can't be convicted She's earned her degree Yeah she hides like a child And she steals like a thief And the most she will do Is throw shadows at you But she's always a woman to me Yeah she hides like a child But she's always a woman to me // I don’t know anymore.

Is this what they call Stockholm Syndrome or is it just surrender?

13.03.2019

Peter: It’s 2am. Where have you been?

Penelope:

Penelope: Royal Matters.

Peter: Really? REALLY? All of a sudden you are back on track? You basically haven’t left your residence in three and a half months, you avoid everyone you know, you are terrified of interaction with either side and now, just like that, it’s all back to normal? You think it’s none of my business, don’t you? You still perceive yourself as the Queen without acknowledging the complete structure of your existence. Neglecting the full picture has obviously become a mere coping mechanism for you, but I have no intention of playing along. You are 100% my business. So, where have you been?

Penelope: I was at the headquarters preparing a federal executive order which is intended to serve the purpose of maintaining and developing the quality of emergency medical service in COS. Royal Matters.

And that’s how you are being convinced about your loss of royal credit.

I started a joke which started the whole world crying But I didn't see that the joke was on me oh no I started to cry which started the whole world laughing Oh If I'd only seen that the joke was on me

I looked at the skies running my hands over my eyes And I fell out of bed hurting my head from things that I said 'Till I finally died which started the whole world living Oh if I'd only seen that the joke was on me

10.01.2019

If you're the chosen one How does it feel to be loved by no one If you're the number 1 Where do you run to can you hide behind the sun And you hide there with your demons and you wait for night to come

They say that there's no oxygen again You're forcing down the lies but you always get your way Something tells me this was all arranged You trick me once again

They call you Lucifer The fires are burning and you look the other way I saw the funeral I watch the devil as he dances round me But he dances with the fever And spreads the plague of war

They say that there's no oxygen again You're forcing down the lies but you always get your way Something tells me this was all arranged You trick me once again

Do you really want to drag me down And take me to the gates of hell No more dancing with the stars I did it all for you back then And look at me now, I'm half the prisoner Half the man, this life is resting in your hands

They say that there's no oxygen again You're forcing down the lies but you always get your way Something tells me this was all arranged You trick me once again

I left the Lab on Dec 1st, right after Aria was born. I am physically out of the Lab but I can not mentally reach the Organisation. So far I have stayed in the Minnesota residence. I have been visited twice by a spec op officer and For the last week or so I have been accompanied by Mike. Who swears he did not come with the Lab’s agenda.

I do not cope well and I have become very paranoid. I am convinced Mike is working for the Lab when he is here but I handle myself a lot better with him around.

19.11.2018

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out (found) But you never go away (never go away) So I guess I gotta stay now

Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years

Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walking out of time Looking for a better place (looking for a better place) Something's on my mind Always in my head space

But I know someday I'll make it out of here

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive outside I can't fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Woah, yeah Yeah, ah Woah, woah Hello, welcome home

38 weeks 2 days

I can not harm Jason. I will accept him as flesh and bones.

01.11.2018

I’m sick to death of eating breakfast on my own Starting out my daily blues (hmm) I’m sick to death of spilling coffee on my phone (oh) Scrolling through pictures of you I’d like to say that maybe we could work it out But I know that it’s no use

If I ever find anyone half as good as you I think maybe that will do (oh)

I kissed a stranger in the hallway late last night He was wearing purple shoes I asked him when he kissed me, could he close his eyes? But he just looked at me confused And people say my expectations are too high But I’m not asking for the moon

If I ever find anyone half as good as you I think maybe that would do If I ever find anyone half as good as you I think maybe that would do

Oh, I’m so sick of laying here

So sick of counting tears

Comparing everyone to you

Oh, oh Oh, I’m so sick of waiting here So frustrated My suspicions are you’re laying there and thinking of me too

I learned the lyrics yesterday to all your songs There was one I couldn’t do I think the lyric went “You’ll miss me when I’m gone” But the chords, I was confused I’d ask you ‘round and you could tell me where I’m wrong But then I know you’d just refuse, oh (Refuse)

If I ever find anyone half as good as you I think maybe that would do (oh) If I ever find anyone half as good as you I think maybe that would do

35 weeks 5 days

Yesterday was the day of the dead.

All of a sudden I want back the good old times. I thought those might be from a year ago, but my mind tells me - NO - the good old times were before Jimmy and Robin, back when I had Denny.

I am left alone.

I just might kill everyone and that is something nobody wants to risk.

10.10.2018

Suddenly you look like a stranger

A face that i knew but I must’ve forgotten

Emotion on flicker

You were my everything

We know we could have thought it better

Fault for the little things that we wanted

I know we were so good together

Still you had to let go

Oh I wish that you hadn’t pulled the trigger

Shot me down with my bitter heart

My blood is getting thicker

You shot me down

With my bitter heart

You swam so deep into my river

Your footsteps lead everywhere I go

I never was a weeper

But I’m still holding on

We know we could have thought it better

Fault for the little things that we wanted

I know we were so good together

Still you had to let go

Oh I wish that you hadn’t pulled the trigger

Shot me down with my bitter heart

My blood is getting thicker

You shot me down

Oh I wish that you hadn’t pulled the trigger

Shot me down with my bitter heart

My blood is getting thicker

Oh You shot me down

You shot me down

With my bitter heart

Oh baby

Look at me just one more time

Tell me that you don’t regret it

Really thought that we were fine

Then you shot me down

Oh I wish that you hadn’t pulled the trigger

Shot me down with my bitter heart

My blood is getting thicker

Oh You shot me down

You shot me down

Oh I wish that you hadn’t pulled the trigger

Shot me down with my bitter heart

My blood is getting thicker

and You shot me down

You shot me down

With my bitter heart

I knew I needed to dismiss one of my advisors. Had to, for the both of us. My messed up brain chemistry has just now made me realise that I also need to dismiss my royal guard. Worse. I need to replace him. I have a candidate in my head. I never thought I would admit myself that I have formed my court far from perfect.

And I have to live these agendas torturing me for unknown length of time because currently my hands are so tied. Frankly, at the moment it does not even matter who is in my court and who is out.

Dr Anthony Levatino

Famous for wanting to ban abortions after performing hundreds and thousands of them.

Making sure the experiment remains scientific.

15.09.2018

All of these lines across my face

Tell you the story of who I am

So many stories of where I've been

And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything

When you've got no one to tell them to

It's true, I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops

Swam all across the ocean blue

I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules

But baby I broke them all for you

Because even when I was flat broke

You made me feel like a million bucks

You do and I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth

Is hiding the words that don't come out

And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed

They don't know my head is a mess

No, they don't know who I really am

And they don't know what I've been through like you do

And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face

Tell you the story of who I am

So many stories of where I've been

And how I got to where I am

But these stories don't mean anything

When you've got no one to tell them to

It's true that I was made for you

Oh yeah really it's true that I was made for you

I’ve been anxious to come to the day when an inportant song changes its meaning. This song is at a totally new level now. It’s not that I see life in new colors and re-evaluate my path. I just have no other choice but to accept my current state of being.

I wasn’t made for Denny or Robin or Jimmy. I was LITERALLY made for Jason and I cannot deny it.

It’s not what I feel deep in my heart, I’m merely a scientific project.

15.09.2018

We're talking away

I don't know what

I'm to say I'll say it anyway

Today's another day to find you

Shying away

I'll be coming for your love, okay?

Take on me (take on me)

Take me on (take on me)

I'll be gone

In a day or two

So needless to say

I'm odds and ends

But I'll be stumbling away

Slowly learning that life is okay

Say after me

It's no better to be safe than sorry

Take on me (take on me)

Take me on (take on me)

I'll be gone

In a day or two

28 weeks 6 days

Hurricane Florence is currently taking its toll. They had the forecast but didn’t expect it to get that bad. There is currently no full-equipped base to transfer me to. Chicago, where we currently are at, is at great risk, taking the plane is not an option anymore. Cuba is also unavailable due to the hurricane. And I’m going down.

06.09.2018

Its 2002, everything was totally new We were globally huge Watching sales go through the roof We wrote and we viewed it Runyon Avenue soldiers included A multitude of homies who would bounce for no good excuse We were so bulletproof wrote, souped and soaked in our youth Thought we was running shit till we lost the sole of our shoe The death of Doody broke us in two We were thrown for a loop, ain't none of us know what to do And at the time I was going through my own struggles too So I wasn't in no condition to be coaching us through Everyone tried to go solo, really nobody blew I was hoping they do so I ain't have to shoulder the group The plan was put everyone in position so that they knew How to stand on they own and I don't want to open up wounds I just noticed the oomf was gone when we go in the booth Cause the truth is the moment that Proof died, so did the group If I could leave this world behind I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line Turn to the river with you Help me leave this all behind I'ma wash away my sins I'ma rinse away this dirt I forgot to make amends To all the friends I may have hurt I better stop and say my grace From that I pray that I don't fall 'Cause on the way back down I may May end up running back into them all I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones It was never the same, and it's bothered me since And the farther we drift apart the more awkward it gets The more time goes by, the more life happens And we gotta be men, we got responsibilities Plus we don't say how we feel, and I feel like this is what got us in The debacle we're in, been with you guys thick and thin But it's almost as if sometimes we're not even friends Which reminded me Biz, Rockstar was the shit Y'all could've got you a hit without me on the shit If you've put D12 on it, wish I could've did More than try talking you into coming up off of it I know it wasn't my fault, but part of it probably is I think of all of the trips to BET and the rappers I wish that we would've politicked with Maybe y'all coulda clicked and got you some features But that's water under the bridge But I'm washing my sins in it till my concious is clear If I could leave this world behind I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line Turn to the river with you Help me leave this all behind I'ma wash away my sins I'ma rinse away this dirt I forgot to make amends To all the friends I may have hurt I better stop and say my grace From that I pray that I don't fall 'Cause on the way back down I may May end up running back into them all I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones Bacardi in hand Never thought the party would end One minute you're bodyin' shit but then your audience splits You can already sense the climate is starting to shift To these kids you no longer exist Went from rainin' cats and dogs in this bitch To tiny drops full of drips And by the time your reign is over, you'll hardly be missed You start thinkin' of all the artists you gift All the carnage you left Is this the kinda karma you get? For turning your fuckin' back on Bizzy, Kuniva and Swift A Freudian slip Subconsciously, I honestly wished I ain't feel so much guilt and y'all didn't harbor resentment But it's hard to pretend that y'all ain't got none of this Wish I had words But I guess they're just for this Still, my point is I just can't say how sorry I am This is not how I planned for our story to end I love all of you, men But I just can't be the guy Everybody depends on for entire careers 'Cause that's not even fair I will always be here But that spark isn't there And I don't know how to recapture that time and that air I've tried hearkening back to But I'm fighting for air I'm barely charting myself Feels like I'm under the sink But it was not my intent To treat y'all like a stepping stone Though I ain't left no one behind But we been down every road Done all we possibly can I know we kept up our hopes But the longer we spend livin' this lie that we live The less is left for closure, so let's let this go It's not goodbye to our friendship, but D12 is over I'ma wash away my sins I'ma rinse away this dirt I forgot to make amends To all the friends I may have hurt I better stop and say my grace From that I pray that I don't fall 'Cause on the way back down I may May end up running back into them all I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones I never meant to make you feel like my stepping stones I never meant to use you all for my stepping stones

06.08.2018

I remember the garden and the way it felt I remember the grass and the way it smelled Running around without a care in the world So much to live for so much to learn

Time can change us from head to toe Live your dreams or lose control And all our actions make us who we are So please forgive me for the things I’ve done

I figured it out but once again I’m late It’s the same old story on a different day And I’m willing to change I just don’t know how But I hit rock bottom so I’ll start right now

Voices whisper that I’m not to blame

They say everyone’s afraid of change

Sounds to me like they’ve given up Well they don’t know the heart I’ve got

And I wasted years in this made-up cage I painted the walls with regret and rage And I know exactly what I have to do Now that I found my way back to you

I figured it out but once again I’m late It’s the same old story on a different day And I’m willing to change I just don’t know how But I hit rock bottom so I’ll start right now

Cause I’m willing to change I just don’t know how But I hit rock bottom so I’ll start right now

I said I’m willing to change I just don’t know how But I hit rock bottom so I’ll start right now

I’m willing to change I just don’t know how But I hit rock bottom so I’ll start right now

7 months and 6 days in.

21 weeks and 2 days in the making.

lynchflick

narkolepsja--senna-deactivated2

23.07.2018

When I think of those East End lights, muggy nights The curtains drawn in the little room downstairs Prima Donna lord you really should have been there Sitting like a princess perched in her electric chair And it's one more beer and I don't hear you anymore We've all gone crazy lately My friends out there rolling round the basement floor And someone saved my life tonight sugar bear You almost had your hooks in me didn't you dear You nearly had me roped and tied Altar-bound, hypnotized Sweet freedom whispered in my ear You're a butterfly And butterflies are free to fly Fly away, high away, bye bye I never realized the passing hours of evening showers A slip noose hanging in my darkest dreams I'm strangled by your haunted social scene Just a pawn out-played by a dominating queen It's four o'clock in the morning Damn it listen to me good I'm sleeping with myself tonight Saved in time, thank God my music's still alive And I would have walked head on into the deep end of the river Clinging to your stocks and bonds Paying your H.P. demands forever They're coming in the morning with a truck to take me home Someone saved my life tonight, someone saved my life tonight Someone saved my life tonight, someone saved my life tonight Someone saved my life tonight So save your strength and run the field you play alone

18.07.2018

She said I don't spend time like I really should She said she don't know me, anymore I think she hates me deep down I know she does She wants to erase me hmmmmmmmmm A couple days no talking, I seen my baby And this what she tells me She said

I keep on running, keep on running and nothing works I can't get away from you, no I keep on ducking, keep on ducking and nothing helps I can't stop missing you yeah It's like I'm her new nightmare She ain't escaping It makes me feel a bit complete yeah Knowing someone you love Don't feel the same way about ya Memories, they soon delete hmmmmmmm A couple weeks no talking, I seen my baby I've missed you so damn much, heyy I wish we could start over, I told my baby This what this bitch tells me, She said Cuz I'm in the magazines On the TV No matter where you are You might hear me Cuz I'm in the magazines On the TV No matter where you go You might see me Hello, uh, I'm Yeezy She said, "Hi I'm Aria" No, you an angel You wave hi to Aaliyah I got a show in Korea, They built a new arena Why don't you come and Watch a nigga tear the whole scene up I know I seen ya before, but don't know where I seen ya Oh I remember now It's something that I dreamed up Don C says she cool, But don't let her fuck her cream up Monica Lewinski on the dress She'll take ya to the cleaner Sure enough a week later I'm an extra love And everybody know she mine So she extra plugged Every bouncer, every club Show her extra love We just praying the new fame Don't get the best of us But all good things gotta Come to an end She let it go to her head, No, not my Aria The height of her shopping was the writer's blocking me I couldn't get me shit out Anyway I hope you die Aria

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