sweet stardust; @porcelaincas - Tumblr Blog

I haven’t followed spn for 5-6 years, and haven’t been in any fandom for almost twice as much, but hoooo boy did all this nonsence suck me in.

so here’s a picture of our dear queer angel with too much heart (and he will always be loved in all the languages)

#castiel #fanart

past-regrets-and-wings

Get a load of this monster

He doesn't know how to communicate

His mind is in a different place

Will everybody please give him a little bit of space?

Get a load of this train wreck

His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet

But little do we know, the stars

Welcome him with open arms

Home- cavetown

#deancas #fanart

skeletonislandtheme

when tumblr user marcusantonius said “what is dean? a power fantasy so earnest but with so many cracks in its carefully constructed exterior that it tips over into camp.”

skeletonislandtheme

anyway this is dean:

roland barthes, “the world of wrestling” // marcusantonius // john waters, “outsider porn” from role models // chuck pahlaniuk, fight club // supernatural // mika for edgemedianetwork // chuck pahlaniuk, fight club // dykecas // kent l. brintnall, “tarantino’s incarnational theology”

“Pfft…Silly…”

And beautiful

pro tip on how to explain the spn ending to your friends

Have them imagine an alternate ending for the Harry Potter saga: what if Ron died in book 6 and never got mentioned again? Imagine he had no funeral and he was never grieved by any of the characters.

After Harry kills Voldemort he starts planning to get a wizard career and finally rise to his full magic potential. First, he wants to visit the Dursleys and he falls off the stairs in their house. Hermione offers to heal him with magic but he says “he was always supposed to die in this staircase”. He promptly dies, right after a semi-romantic moment between him and his cousin. Nobody has time to attend his funreal because they’re busy with work (maybe?). Only Hermione and his owl show up.

Hermione moves on, gets a party wig and marries a man (but we never learn anything about him, his face is blurred). We do not know whether Hermione manages to follow her dreams and become the cleverest professor in all of Hogwarts, the details of her life are left out in favor of showing her son for some reason.

All of the other characters - the Weasleys, Luna, Neville, Draco, Snape and Dumbledore - are killed by Voldemort and then resurrected off screen, we never see them again.

Ginny’s arc is building up to have her be the love interest of one of the leads but then she’s just never mentioned again.

Harry reunites with his abusive adoptive family in heaven because he doesn’t want to meet his actual parents. He doesn’t want to see Ron either but he smiles when he hears that he’s here.

The last shot is just Daniel Radcliff waving at the drone camera, thanking everybody for coming to the movie theater, as a Katy Perry cover of the main theme plays in the background.

#LMFAO

like-a-million-suns

can someone make a quiz like “what absurd and absolutely offensive element of the supernatural finale are you” with answers like, the rusty nail, sam’s party city wig, the evanescense cover, the female coded car, no misha/cas, sam’s blurry wife, etc. i just want to know if im the wig.

destieldrabblesdaily

Amazing! someone, please

mittensmorgul

don’t forget pie in the face

#LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

surlybobbies

after tomorrow, new viewers of spn will just… know. they’ll start the series about two brothers fighting monsters, and with just a little bit of googling (or even none at all) they’ll just know that dean and cas are endgame. they won’t… have to go through what we went through. the bitterness and anger. the wild highs.

in a way i feel bad for them. bc they didn’t experience spn 15x18 like we did.

you guys. we’ve experienced something so singular and unique with 15x18. nothing in the world could ever compare. i might live to 100 and i will still swear to my dying breath that nothing ever compared to the high of that week.

#i-

destielintheimpala

if dean ain’t in love with cas then:

why lamp? why pizzaman montage? why season 10 confessional scene? why cain/colette parallel? why mixtape? why sprinting up the stairs in 15x19? why ALL of purgaytory? why instant flirting when they first met? why all the falling into a deep depression every time they lose cas? why the sheer elation every time cas comes back? why the “i said i needed a big win. we got cas back. that’s a pretty damn big win.”? why the dorky cowboy stuff from tombstone? why the look of hurt on dean’s face when cas (emmanuel) tells him he’s married? why “part of me always believed that you’d come back”? why “bert and ernie are gay”? why “blow me, cas”? why “it’s not like cas lives in my ass.”? why dean defending cas in 6x19 and 6x20? why “i’d’ve died for you”? why keep cas’ trenchcoat? why “you got anything to say on the topic of dicks”? why “i’d rather have you, cursed or not”? why the awkward ‘hiding-a-boner’ scene? why “what do you say, this doesn’t pan out we head back to that beer and bacon happy hour about a mile back, huh?” from 8x10? why “you’re hoping castiel will return to you”? why “what about castiel? he seems helpful… and dreamy”? why the whole face-cradling grief when cas was stabbed in 9x03? why “you, on the other hand, looking good.”? why “i can see inside your heart. feel the love you feel. except it’s cloaked in shame.”? why “my shy, but devastatingly handsome friend”? why “how come you only want what you can’t have?”? why the prayer in 15x09 and the aborted “cas, i need to say something…”?

hamburgergod

IT IS 2 AM AND I JUST WATCHED THE CONFESSION SCENE WITH ALL THE CONTEXT AND I AM LOSING MY MCFUCKING MIND I AM ACTUALYL SHAKING I AM FUCKING SCREAMING SOMEONE I KNOW THIS IS LIKE 2 WEEKS LATER THAN WHEN IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED BUT

SOMEONE ANYONE HELP HELP!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hamburgergod

@wingsdestiel

8 FUCKING YEARS…………………………………….. I’VE READ SO MANY SPN FICS FOR EIGHT FUCKING YEARS WHILE I WAS IN THIS FANDOM…………… AND IT STILL DID NOT PREPARE ME FOR THAT CONFESSION

WHY DID NO ONE WARN ME IT CAME RIGHT AFTER DEAN WAS SPEWING ALL THE SELF-HATE THAT HE’S BEEN DEALING WITH ESP INTENSELY THE LAST FEW EP BEFORE IT AND THE EP LITERALLY HAD CHARLIE’S LOVER AND SAM’S LOVER DISAPPEAR AND NO ONE WARNED ME CAS WAS LITERALLY TELLING DEAN HE DESERVES LOVE BECAUSE HE IS A BEING OF LOVE AND THE CONTEXT OF CAS’S CONFESSION WASN’T JUST TO SAVE DEAN’S LIFE BUT TO SAVE DEAN’S SELF-WORTH AND CAS THOUGHT HIS LIFE WAS WORTH GIVING IF IT MEANT DEAN CAN LOVE HIMSELF

AND DEAN WAS SO LOUD AND ANGRY AND FURIOUS AND YELLING THE PAST LIKE 6 EPISODES BUT AS SOON AS CAS DIED IN FRONT OF HIM HE LITERALLY LOST THAT FINAL SPARK THAT KEPT HIM GOING AND THE DEAD SILENCE

AND AT THE END OF THE EPISODE I THOUGHT SAM WAS JUST CALLING DEAN AND DEAN WAS JUST SAD SO HE WASN’T PICKING UP BUT IN CONTEXT OF THE EPISODE WHERE PPL WERE DISAPPEARING AND THAT WAS INDICATED BY NOT ANSWERING THEIR PHONES HE’S LITERALLY METAPHORICALLY DIED AND ALSO CANONICALLY DIDN’T CARE IN THAT MOMENT THAT SAM THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#ME upon seeing it trending on twitter That Night and getting whiplash

curioussubjects

LET DEAN SPEAK CHALLENGE

stilltalkingforsomereason

#deancas

meatmandean

dean and cas are so cool on a meta level bc they not only defied destiny in the show’s canon but in real life too. cas was only supposed to be in a handful of eps. but bc of a mix of fan reactions and misha’s natural chemistry with jensen, he kept coming back. the gay subtext between dean and cas started out as an accident. until it was slightly less of an accident bc they knew fans were into it. until they decided to play into it for fun. until they tried to kill off cas for good but the story couldn’t go on without him so they had to bring him back. until they had to do more subtext bc fans were asking for more of it. until they realized fans would keep coming back for it. until they realized now they have written their own characters into a love story. until it only made sense for these characters to be in love. until some of the writers wanted to write them as a love story the only way they were allowed. their relationship literally took a life of it’s own and time and time again the writers were pulled in the direction of romance until it was too late to turn back. and now tying that back into the canon story with Chuck as the writers controlling their lives and the characters fighting for their own free will….. it would be a PERFECT way to make it canon. do i think they will? probably not. but fucking hell it would be incredible if they did.

“You guys aren’t supposed to be there. You’re not in this story.” “Yeah, well. We’re making it up as we go.” // “You asked what about all of this is real. We are.”

deadspn

The self-hating Angel of Thursday. You know what every other version of you did after “gripping him tight and raising him from perdition”? They did what they were told. But not you! Not the “one off the line with a crack in his chassis.”

#deancas

mattzerella-sticks

Fanon!Chuck when we were all innocent: And this is my most favorite angel, Castiel. He’s a little different but that’s okay. To reward him for living by my most sacred rule I have created for him the Most Righteous Man!

Canon!Chuck now that we know what’s up: Castiel is like a haunted, Victorian doll. Cracked, always showing up no matter how many times I throw it in the garbage - always sneaking into my toybox, messing with my toys. Messing with how I’ve set them up, interrupting the story!

franklanqdon

I’m fucking SITTING here thinking about the look on Castiels face when Dean kissed Anna and the look on castiels face when Dean left him in the ring of holy fire and the look on castiels face when Dean told him he had to leave the bunker and the LOOK on CASTIELS fucking FACE when Dean didn’t want anything to do with him after Mary died and I can’t live like this knowing that all this time cas’ feelings have been written all over him for Dean to see and he still still still thinks he can’t have dean because he didn’t see the look on deans face when he was gone or the look on deans face when he was dying or the look on deans face when he died

#deancas

shirtlesssammy

Supernatural 15x18//Despair

mittensmorgul

and omg the look on dean’s face is… WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME THIS NOW?! IN THIS CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE IT MEANS YOU’RE GONNA BE TAKEN FROM ME FOREVER?! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THIS?!

#deancas #15x18