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Hi, It's been a while. I've been having deep breaths today.. something isn't right. I pray that you overcome..iyak ka lang, okay lang yan.

Damn, pag nalungkot ka nga naman. Kahirap mong icomfort HAHAHHAHAA

Half of me say: It is okay not be okay.

My other half say: You should put an end to this feeling right now.

🥲

What I liked about that person, is that he can easily learn everything, when he set things on his mind, his body doesn't fail him. However, I'm kinda sad.. because he always change himself to please someone's standard. That, all of his hard work are meant to prove himself to others.. and also meant to hide his true self.

Nakakalungkot everytime I listen to people's story, I no longer see the outer layer of the story, but I see wounds, scars that are still bleedings, abandoned cases of hurt, and the cruelty of this world and the people lives here.

Again, what I liked the most about him, is that when he's there, he make me smile kahit wala pa siyang ginagawa, by just being a innocent and playful him. How I wish, he can spoiled that part of him. Take care.

In a hive of courage, where dreams take flight, I find my buzz, like a bee in sunlight. 🐝✨

Being so strong is so hard and tiring, but if its the only way to give someone a little courage, then I rather be strong for a long time.

Nakakapagod

Everything seems unreachable

How I wish I could rest just like the other

Grabe, eh ako?

Lahat talaga ng sobra ay masama HAHSHAHA. I'M OUT!!! IM OUT

5.8.23

How sad to see how TRUST of someone loses and fade for another person. You no longer see authenticity of their action,even though kind and beautiful act it is. You'll always see the boundaries/ damage that separates the both parties.

It makes me sad. I hope everyone heals.

Grabeee kumalma din ang temperarura.

I'm in the point of life where expressing and communicating is so hard. I just don't know how to put my words and I'm scared to be misunderstood.

I still need more timeeee 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Sudden panic for not being enough.

Do you ever feel the stress for not performing well if it doesn't happen? Fear of embarassment and not being enough.

I am used to being alone, but I still don't want to be alone. And that's totally fine.

Walking this journey, I'm just wondering how exciting this season could be if I still have my college friends.

Well, adulting is hard. It's really hard.

I'm happy, I got to admit to myself that being alone is not bad and it things get easier having someone to work with. And it's also fine if I need to get through this all by myself, it doesn't mean I'm closing things to others.

"Binilhan kita ng paksiw na bangus kasi alam ko favorite mo to"

Whaaaa whatta a love language 😍😍😍

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