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You are your own hero.

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The meaning of the river flowing is not that all things are changing, so that we cannot encounter them twice, but that some things stay the same only by changing.

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I’ll be better!!

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Feeling cute, might delete later. Lol

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📍Mt. Kanmurigatake Observation Deck

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how to love yourself when you don’t even like it in the first place?

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nung ginagawa mue?

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Sometimes our first is also our last kasi hindi naman laging may second chance, second try o next time. Madalas “it’s now or never” lang. ‬

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Felt free for awhile last Sunday. 💕

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: just do what makes you happy

: but what if the things that will make me happy will make people i love sad?

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Bye 7.

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We accept the love we think we deserve.

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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Today, the same day eight years ago, Japan was struck by devastating earthquake and tsunami, taking more than 15,000 lives around northeastern Japan.

Natatandaan ko junior hs ako non, tas may event sa school. May pa bingo, raffle, etc. tas out of a sudden during program, bigla nag offer ng short prayer yung emcee for Japan, nagkaroon daw kasi ng malakas na lindol followed by tsunami dun.

Sabi ko sa mga kaibigan ko non uwi na ko samin, so I can watch news and get information. Di pa naman uso mobile internet non kasi di pa uso smartphone that time. Tinext ko pa si mama to confirm the news.

I just jokingly told my friends “uwi na ko, baka deds na tatay ko sa Japan” and left. Pagkauwi ko samin, the news about the quake and tsunami was all over the tv.

Syempre sobrang worried ako that time given the fact seaside area lang yung place nila papa dun. Luckily nung tumawag kami para mangamusta, safe and sound naman sila dun kasi malayo naman pala yung place nila dun sa central area. They were still affected though, not just as much nga lang nung talagang tinamaan ng malakas na lindol at tsunami.

It just so frightening and sad to look back what happened back then 8 years ago about the March 2011 Japan’s tragedy. :(

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Parang gago yung kapatid ko. Ka skype ko sila mama sa pinas and we’re having this kinda ‘serious talk’ habang yung kapatid ko nagpapatawa in the background. Napagalitan pa tuloy ako kasi tawa daw ako ng tawa, di ko daw sila sineseryoso kausap. 😑

But when my deadass drunk step dad said to me: “miss na miss na kita, uwi kana kuya!” I fucking felt that pota kahit tawang tawa ako sa kapatid ko hahahahayyyy. Sorry, Pa. I really felt bad laughing kasi ‘tong kupal kong kapatid ang epal. Kung alam nyo lang Pa, kung alam nyo talaga kung ano nararamdaman ko. :(

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Upon watching ‘When We First Met’, I realized “just because things could’ve been different, it doesn’t mean they’d be better.” Na we should stop looking back on the things we wish we could have done differently because it's all in the past. Sure, one small change can result to a completely different future. But that's already in the past.. So why don’t we just start in the present, right now, to shape the future we desire? Hmm..

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A golden cage is still just a cage.

Anita Krizzan

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You can’t fill someone’s emptiness when you’re empty too.