Nothing is not Write.

[portlandborn]

I try to rhythm anytime I hope on the write mind. 2025 no sign of freedom write. I take a swift of my cup and slowly feel the warmth time out.

[portlandborn]

2024 Nov 6

Woke up, one thought, new president, new day, drive to work, what's the hurry.

Walk up, no shame, all smiles, all blanks, crack a smile

Where's the speech, hold my breath, silence, stretch and flex, let's pretend

What a day to be alive, no comment, enough said, call in, it's ok, 4 years don't hold your breath.

[portlandborn]

Sadness rains, drops between my lips, fists clenched, knees locked.

[portlandborn]

Here's my take on today's high, please don't thank Ms Mary Jay, today's pleasure is brought to you by the power of surprise. Liberating my mind to a voice that brings like minds bring in whispers and listening to the great blinds. I'm awake thank you, but who are you. Remember me?! Of course I haven't left, I took a breath, so it happens it skipped a sec.

5-24-2022

[portlandborn]

Jan 5th, 2022

It's been a hot minute, global warming, biscuits and gravy. Rolling coasting through the hot breeze, no sweat, skin flex, intake no breaks, time check, hold my breath.

[portlandborn]

Her

I gave you my time, body and mind. You gave me nerves that trigger my times, I paused, I studered, I can't, I need a second before I break before your eyes. I walk away, not enough time, humiliation from my youth takes control my eyes water I tried to hide. My words hurt, slowly I begin to let it out. You show nothing but regret. Why am I here? I'll go, but you manage to take my soul.

- June 04,2021 Christopher Montiel

[portlandborn]

My time as a follower is up, follow me down to the outside world. Where you can't notice what you see from first glance but the sight of new beginnings and door openings to the new world order

[portlandborn]

I stand with my two feet today, proud, hungry, revived. Destine to grab the future by it's throat and demand what i want. I feel the need to tell everyone my goals and passions but the only one I care to siezed.. is you. My future my wife.

4-21-21

[portlandborn]

Today's joy is nothing but pain and my mental state is nothing but of an imagine of what is next. I lost my best friend, I lost pieces in me that i didn't know were there. My throat aches, but not to much. I feel every bits killing me slowly, reminding me that I'm in control but control kills.

2-1-21

[portlandborn]

Hello society it's me, yes me. I know you fear me and hate my practice of pureness. I fight everyday to not take your path. But you make it so easy to give in. Give me a glance of hope,. Wait I'm 25 now and yesterday is already tomorrows given.

[portlandborn]

My days come and go and little by little the sting hurts more. I stand tall with my two feet, but only be standing with the soles of my shoes. I walk with my chest down only to look up with someone is around. Greatness is upon but why must I hold back so much, water me down for even that won't stop me now.

[portlandborn]

My thoughts are to valuable, not understandable why must I hate to not give in so like you all. Whispers among you all giving to a cause that won't change. You've only gone enough to show you're just a tick.

Oct 2nd, 2020

[portlandborn]

Fuck this, fuck that.

I wake everyday, nothing is changed, hate is power and love is hate. When do the two meet. I need to blend, instead I'm on the outside looking in.

- Sept 24, 2020

[portlandborn]

Why do I live my minutes in days when I can't leave it. It hurts right where you can feel the hole Burning.. Burning.. burning, thump, thump. Hold for air . My chest . An awakening for eye. Most dangerous of all. Stay away.

-CNMNM

[portlandborn]

It's been awhile since I felt something, something out of the ordinary or even something out of nothing. My surroundings are starting to feel more alive and as everyday comes And goes I can breath. Feel awake and found ... No more time for wasted time but time to heal and time to help the sadness you all carry from your love.

[portlandborn]

Day of one

Day is here and never do I fear, my life will change for your fear. Help me when I need you and be me when I can't hear. Save me from distress and never create my shape. Never fear never hear, I only see what I feel. Show me love I give you more, hold up I never was

[portlandborn]

Don't remember the last time I self portriat myself maybe it's been hidden beneath. Truth comes within, never hold down the wishing well. The stream is the only truth.