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I'm feeling the same as you rn, but more pessimistic maybe

you can talk to me or vent if it makes you feel better? I hope things work out for both of us. They will. We just have to get a grip on our feels and thoughts and let God handle things ( is what I’m telling myself)

I feel incredibly overwhelmed… my life is bout to take a sharp turn, everything is happening all at once and I’m not ready. Just bracing myself for the impact and feeling overwhelmed in the process

#But inshallah all will be well #alhumdullilah

Some days it feels like that we are not a family anymore. Life pulled us in different directions. We are never on the same page. Doesn’t help that watching your aging parents struggle to remember details adds to the friction. One life time is not enough to resolve our issues. I wish this life would end already. I feel trapped. Imprisoned.

#We are victims of circumstances #Personal #we are not a family anymore …

I’m incredibly tired of all kinds of relationships. Not because I’m tired of people. I am tired of the effort it requires to invest. I don’t mean the happy times, those are easy. I’m talking bout silences and how they get translated in someone’s head, how then that affects future interactions creating pointless friction waiting to blow up one day. Meanwhile that silence was an introverts way of conserving energy… and when you address an issue months down the road (when in reality issues should be addressed in real time) now you’ve open a Pandora’s box and all sorts of things are said….

I got exhausted just from reading that. I am tired.

#Things were simpler even a couple years ago #Older I get the more I learn the more I wish I knew less #The more I understand the essence of the statement we grew up hearing- ignorance is a bliss #Truly it is #Personal

Omg I’m not going to publish that, anon. I’ll keep it as a reminder of my shame of obsessing over TSITP (more like the summer I turned crazy over conrad)

no Bts is different. I have yet to listen to their music and watch mv’s… not like I just discovered bts. I managed to avoid them since their debut, somehow they finally hooked me… the group dynamic. I’ve always been a sucker for brotherhood and shameless bromance (and no I don’t buy taekook… yet.)

or maybe it’s my summer 2026 obsession. Time will tell.

#Bts #Personal #anon

nothing feels like the end. The finish line.

#I feel like I was fine up till 2022… I had dreams and aspirations that I’d been putting of..#I’ll do that once I pass my exams #Once I graduate #Once I match #Having hobbies and acquiring skills is a rich people’s privilege … money buys you time #Personal #I feel like the dullest version of myself #I have to more than a Dr.#My profession can not be my whole identity!

That’s actually how I became a “fan” in 2016…. I have severe sleeping issues. One day I stumbled upon their Run BTS variety show on YouTube and binged the whole thing. I thought they were funny. I knew so much about them and I hadn’t even heard or seen any of their performances until months later. I actually got into them for their personalities lol. Be careful though that hole is deep! I’d definitely call myself (now) somewhat of a fan but definitely not Army.

Well honestly this made me feel seen and encouraged me in the worst way possible to go down this rabbit hole that I can’t seem to come out of… #notArmy but a I’m slowly becoming a secret fan

the other day I saw a clip of JK doing a 6k on incline on treadmill at 2am at a consistent speed in 1hr… he’s a beast…. I woke up the next day and did 50 squats TOOK ME A WHOLE DAY to hit the mark

but my real goal is to do 100 squats in one go. I can do 30 so far

#Bts #I’ve noticed that army and Bts are in this symbiotic relationship of sorts.. they both can’t live without each other #Like they NEED each other #I keep reminding myself to not get to that level of obsession cause for me I see that as idol worship… I’d be stepping into murky waters #I also noticed in myself a few things…watching them personally brings joy and sadness intertwined #Personal #I agree that Bts has set the standard and opened the gate for new gen kpop… but they are riding on the shoulders of their predecessors #They are the first in many ways but certainly not the first to cross shores

Someone get me out of this deep bts hole.

#SOS #bts

Somehow I ended up on the dark side of youtube a week ago. I was doom scrolling for hours and my algorithm was stuck on BTS. Specifically two youngest members.

a week later I know all their names, their age, the group dynamic. My heart flutters when I see them… and I’m so scared. I messed up! After years of not falling for the scam, am I falling for them?

#I’m not Army #Just an admirer of their sheer beauty talent and influence #El o el #Bts #Wtffff #Doom scrolling when you can’t sleep is the worst ! How did I become the worst version of myself

I feel like I’m constantly running away

from myself,

#I feel like a shell

I’m in the best reel-ationship with my anon.

#I see it all #sorry I’m MIA #🤍♥️

God please let me die before the third eye demon walks this earth freely.

#This is the worst fucking time to be alive right now~~#Who the fuck wants to see 1400 year old prophecies come true #And I say this calmly as I drift to sleep #The worst fucking timeline ~

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Honestly I miss the energy Tumblr had when the first Pacfic Rim movie came out. Everybody was talking about who they were drift compatible with and that was like a huge compliment. Ppl were drawing Kaijus, and Jaegers, naming ‘em. It was a better time

mezzodical

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The image won’t load but god I hope it’s Robopope, The Robot Pope.

#Literally was thinking of better times when doom scrolling was actually fun littered with beautiful pictures and not anxiety inducing

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#In the name of weapons of mass destruction they invade #They casually cause mass destruction in the name of fighting terrorism #If these countries actually had weapons of mass destruction… theirsovereignty would not be attacked so casually… they would think 3x #Before attacking and dropping bombs….#The Pakistan vs India “war” last may showed us just that … the west panics and plays nice when your finger is on the nukes #That a poor country like Pakistan can survive an attack that others in the region never could … that’s the power They don’t want others to #Have #They’re afraid of weapons of mass destruction being used… yet … they use them against us

#Ramadan 2026

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