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I’ve just been sitting in my car for the past one hour… I need to get myself home, but I’m so exhausted now that all that adrenaline is wearing off, I could just sleep in the car

#Pgy1

Nearlyheadlessdoctor had a wild day! I’ve officially started my first rotation on Tuesday and all week I felt like a med student but today I was just thrown into the deep end and told to swim! Holy fuck! The day I’ve had! C-section is butcher work!! Circumcision? Feel like taking his skin off the chicken or something?… the amount of fucking charting and orders you have to put in as a doctor they don’t train you for this in medschool!!

I think shits bout to hit the fan for us. Storm is cooking. Intern year is picking up speed and coming right at us like a rocket 🚀 I’m excited for us!!

#Pgy1 #Personal #ALSO I DONT WANT NO BABY!!!!#My parents are not happy with my reaction but my dad should watch c-sections front row seats!!!!#My mum just started cussing me lolll

presenting to the attending patient: I’m depressed and anxious I need meds for that me : okay I’ll let the doctor know

attending : YOU ARE THE DOCTOR!! All residents burst out laughing as I face palm myself

me: I know I know I know that thought did occur to me as I was walking out the door. I’m not a medstudent anymore.

#Pgy1 #I’m a doctor now … I’m not ready to be called that #Personal

I can’t wait for the rotations to start so I don’t have to see anyone for a while and ill distance myself a little bit I feel like I got too close too quickly.

#Everyone is so nice but they have their priorities straight #Just cause someone invites you you don’t have to go out!#Personal

I’m doomed to never have fun…. with people. Colleague invited me to his place for a cookout for Fourth of July. I shouldn’t feel obligated to go, but I did only cause I didn’t go out with a bunch of them last week to the museum. I shouldn’t care and I don’t care, but I’m supposed to care to feel included…. I mean, as long as I’m included at work that’s all that matters if I’m not included outside of work I don’t give a shit, but does that mean in order to feel included at work? I have to do activities outside of the hospita?

well, that’s why I went . really anyone I expected to be there was not there anyone I was hoping to be there was not there so it was just his family and one other person from our team.

I am NOT going anywhere with his wife cause she was eager to go farmers market trips.

If I could just figure out a way to keep to myself for the next 3 years. That would be nice.

#Personal #pgy1 #Social anxiety

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME THAT THETR IS AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER ANIMATED FILM 2026???!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m over the moon jumping with joy!!!!! And crying why the fuck am I crying!!!!!

#Cause everything is going wrong #I’m behind on my modules #I don’t know how to patient present and I’m a fucking Doctor Who the fuck gave me the degree #Oh #and my computer broke down so I don’t have a computer… stupid 2015 MacBook betrayed me #And I forced to interact with everyone and I have a social anxiety that I didn’t even know I had #Why the fuck am I cryinggggggggggg #Pgy1 #I need a new blog #I’m so happy I get to watch this film I feel like a kid again and forget all my troubles #Not to mention my mom gets mad at me when I don’t call her like what the fuck get a life #personal

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#Well this should be interesting #Either I’m crushing on him or he’s crushing on me #And since I’m bad at readings I’m gonna assume it’s not him but me #He’s always smiling at me which makes me smile #And bro like if this keeps up I’m gonna develop a full blown unhealthy butterflies in stomach crush #Not good !!!!!!!#I fucking need to focus #Personal #reality check #I need a reality check

guys anyone has a cell phone suggestion (my current is iphoneXs) other than iphone 17

i've been contemplating getting out of the apple ecosystem but might not be able to during residency. people with samsung switched to iphone cause everyone at hospital had apple.

i've looked into the following phones : Samsung a57, iphone 15 or 16, Google pixle 9 (something), Nothing phone, not sure if chinese brand i can get in the states.

Im just starting my residency and I need to buy one asap.

#medblr #pgy1 #anyone #please dm