♛ @wyvernrhadamanthyswalden:
☾ ┊ ❛ Someone said: This is a different post. I, right now, with all the forces of the world, perhaps, not in the best mood or mental status, but with the real heart want to tell this person, thank you.
Some time ago, I had problems with my first group of friends in rp. It was my first time experiencing roleplaying here. Everyone loved me, except one person who crossed out me not be mad and not “sick”, who will be scared even his own shadow? Only a crazy sick like me. Well, I felt very bad and decided to leave and not cause problems in a group where I did not belong and I took a random character, then jabbed Aiacos! But I became the famous question of "and what now?", Looking for pictures of the judges, I found a roleplaying blog and reading their contents, I fell in love. Not the person itself, no no! If not, in her writing.
Radamanthys is my favorite character, I love him. I feel with this character, connection, I identify, I just smiled more often with him. I think that is because we were born under the same star. I decided to make friends with this person, but I never told her of my mental problems, to avoid being called and rejected again. I had fun, I met many kind and sweet people, I felt very calm. But my fear attacked me and turned me blind and I lied. When I took off my mask, I could see many people scream, judge, but she smiled and said "is okay". That day, I cried a lot. Remains marked, but really was not afraid, I just felt a little sad, a lot of people helped me walk in what cured me, until a person I admired, hit me. This person helped me not to fall and not judge, I, even though that person would hurt me, I'll always love them.
Thanks to this person I can be here, writing and happiness filling this place! Thanks to this person I know so many wonderful people, I feel calmer and more confident! I'm not very mature, but I know what I do. Before I did not want to talk to anyone about me, I say, I'm just a craziest.
Perhaps I'm a bit silly and annoying for this person, but hey! This fool can make you happy! I promise. I recommend this blog with all my heart!
