Thoughts

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To the friend that suddenly changed

Dear Kim Paolo

What happened? I don’t know why you suddenly became quiet. I mean yes, you really are quiet but what’s with the cold and silent treatment? We used to be so closed and share all our thoughts with each other but what came between us? I kept on asking you what’s the problem but you kept on saying nothing. I’m asking you why you are in a bad mood and you’ll just say you aren’t. I honestly can’t understand you already. I’m so tired of those kind of treatment you’re throwing to everyone especially to me. I miss the old us. I miss the friendship we had. Now, I’m just staying away from you because I can feel you hate me. I can feel that you think I’m only using you. Well, let me say this to you, IM NOT USING YOU! I do want to be part of your world but you keep pushing me away like I’m a person who is damned from your own world. I don’t know if you know the reason why I’m staying away from you and not even bothering to talk to you nor come near you but let me tell you the reason.. my mom used to tell me that whenever someone doesn’t like me or hate me, I better stay away from them. That whenever someone doesn’t want me to be his/her friend then I’d better stop pushing myself to that person. You know what K.Paolo, I really do want to be your friend but if it means receiving a negative comeback and end up hurting me then it’s better that we stay away from each other.

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It’s been a long time since I last wrote here. Right at these very moment, I’m having a hard time writing an essay about love. It’s actually a group work but since I’m the only one who can do this in our group, I took the job. Yesterday, we interviewed a teacher and asked him about his love life. We asked certain questions that are related to this so called “love”. But this is what really make me think for like a couple of hours- what does really love means? I’ve read tons of books with a genre of romance. The characters describe love as a feeling of admiration towards someone. They say that it’s a very good feeling. They say that when you love someone, you don’t need to have reasons in order to say that you love that person. It will come to you in the most unexpected time. You’ll love someone without you even knowing. While I’m writing this blog, a thought suddenly came into my mind. I remembered that one story I’ve read in one of the most used sites that says that love can’t have a permanent definition simply because we all have our own perspective towards that topic. I remembered what our interviewee told us yesterday that the love of your life will come to you someday and so there is no need for you to hurry. I’ll end my blog here so uhmm this is JMH signing off :)

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ForTheGuyWho’sGoodInBasketballAndVolleyball

Dear Julian (It’s my first time to indicate the name. Yey!)

October 17, 2015 in Marist. You have a game against AGC. Among all of your teammates, you’re the one who caught my attention. Typical girl lang naman ako kaya ayun nagwapuhan ako sayo (Lol). Anyway, I know the feelings that I have for you right now isn’t considered as love because love at first sight doesn’t exist. I know this is only infatuation. Actually, I can’t really define or even determine love because no one can exactly define what it is. I don’t even know when can you say that your feelings towards that person is love. But you know what, my feelings towards you is unfamiliar. I don’t want to consider this as love because I don’t believe in love at first sight. But you know what, the only thing that I want right now is to know you better but that’s very impossible because I can’t even see you everyday. Our schools are like 1000 miles apart. I want to know you and I want you to know me. I want you to be my friend. Yes, you read it right, I want you to  be my friend. I want to experience talking to you but it seems impossible because of some reasons. Maybe we’re not meant to know or even meet each other. Maybe I just have to accept our fate.

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More inspiring quotes here

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May dumating na magandang balita. Pero bakit ganun? nalulungkot ako. Gustong kong umiyak pero di ko alam kung anong dahilan. Nalulungkot ako. Sobra.

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Nalulungkot ako. Hindi ko alam kung anong specific na dahilan. Nalulungkot ako kasi wala pa kaming nagagawa sa art project namin. Nalulungkot ako kasi feeling galit si cholo sa akin( well dahil yun sa ayaw kong may nagagalit sa akin. Di ko sya gusto or what). Nalulungkot ako kasi nararamdaman kong nagkakalayo na kami ni alyanna. Nalulungkot ako kasi ang daming malulungkot na memories yung bumabalik sa akin. Nalulungkot ako kasi malungkot ako. Gusto ko na lang tumira sa isang panaginip na masaya. I want to escape reality. 

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Sabi nila get out of your nutshell pero ang hirap kaya. Hindi yun ganun kadali. Ang hirap umalis sa comfort zone mo.

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It's better to have this blog rather than saying things to others. Atleast here, if your name is private, no one will figure out who you are.

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Gagraduate ka na john. Hindi na kita makikita next year. Swerte na lang kung magiistay ka sa school for grade 11.

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I want to be part of your world. I want to be one of the chapters of your book. I want all of this to happen but I think it's better if I'll be silent and just look at your from afar so I won't make things complicated for the both of us.

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Reality is a movie and we are all the characters of it.

Classmate :)

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Masaya ako na kahit pangit laro ko nung una, umayos naman sa bandang dulo :)

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Ang immature niya.

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ForTheGuyWhoSleepsInClass

Dear Mf,

I want to say to you that I like you. I don’t know but I find you really attractive. You are not smart or what but I still like you. I get shy whenever you look at me. I want you to like me back but I know it’s impossible. I’m not that pretty like any other girls out there. I don’t think you deserve someone like me because I’m a boring person. I’m that kind of person who is focused on studies. Everyone think that I don’t have anytime for love because I’m a grade conscious person. 

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Today, I delivered a speech in front of everyone. There are some who told me I delivered it well but there are also some who told me that it wasn’t that good. 

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To my best friend

Dear: A

 Why do I feel like you are slowly drifting away from me. I know we are now in separate sections but... why do I feel like you don’t want to be with me anymore? Why do I feel like you’re closer now to your other friends there? Maybe i’m just overreacting or being sensitive. Maybe I’m just being selfish. Maybe I’m just sad because there’s a lot of things I wanted to share with you but we don’t have enough time. Maybe it’s just me.