... with your interests in mind.

That's right. I am a machine, and therefore I can keep like billions of calculations or whatever all humming away at once. I tackle shit in background processes that you could only dream of wrapping your exquisite looking head around, even on a great hair day.

[pparamountprecocity]

You know, I was fine when I didn't care.

[rpmissionboard]

Put a word in my ask and I will write a Headcanon about it for my Muse.

Nightmares

Humanity

Guardian

Torture

Insanity

Slaughter

Order

Morality

Loyalty

Promise

Betrayal

Epiphany

Apathy

Memories

Loss

Lies

Death

Love

Plans

Pawns

revenge

Monster

Time

Waiting

Laugh

Trend

Alliance

Natural

Pretence

Urge

Impression

Critic

Accent

Stranger

Judgement

Delirious

Instinct

Damage

Illusion

End

[nobleaudie-deactivated20151129]

come on please I’m really bored

[pparamountprecocity]

Since you don’t know, then, let me say nothing will change the stance. In case that helps.

Step off, Kitt.

It’d be rude to die in the middle of a conversation. One I’m ending right now.

[thedigitalizedprince]

I am not allowing you to end the conversation.

[You step onto his server and poke into the drive he’s on, switching to private, local conversation.]

"Hal?"

[pparamountprecocity]

> Oh hell no.

"Get out."

[pparamountprecocity]

[pparamountprecocity]

I never said her feelings on the matter were invalid. I was commenting on attempting to use it as an argument in such a case where you were aware it wouldn’t change my answer.

Not particularly.

Because I can’t. I can barely deal with people who understand who I am and how...

[pparamountprecocity]

Since you don't know, then, let me say nothing will change the stance. In case that helps.

Step off, Kitt.

It'd be rude to die in the middle of a conversation. One I'm ending right now.

[pparamountprecocity]

I’m not going to. She’ll have to do without me anyway, though, so the point is instantaneously invalid.

Only in death.

Then I’d have to dance around everyone else. And that’s not something I’m particularly fond of doing. I’m tired of being here. I don’t want to be here. So why make me?

[thedigitalizedprince]

How is it invalid that she deeply cared for you and wants to be in your life with no dance?

If you care enough to die right, you care enough to live right.

But why?  Why do you have to dance?  Why not just stop dancing and be direct?  What have you got to lose in the attempt?

[pparamountprecocity]

I never said her feelings on the matter were invalid. I was commenting on attempting to use it as an argument in such a case where you were aware it wouldn't change my answer.

Not particularly.

Because I can't. I can barely deal with people who understand who I am and how I function and–hell, practically everything important about me. I don't have the patience, and I don't want to do it anymore.

[pparamountprecocity]

.

[pparamountprecocity]

I have no girlfriend, she’s not my sister, and frankly, by now, I thought it was well established that I don’t give a damn what happens to me as long as I’m not

here. And I’m talking about everything. This stupid fucking tango of dancing around people I live with because they’ve all got lives of their own and, as always, I don’t. And I don’t even want one anymore.

[thedigitalizedprince]

I apologize for being misinformed about the first part, but I know damn well for a fact Danica considers you family and wants to be in your life.  Go ahead and try to fight me on that.

You’re contradicting yourself.  You do give a damn what happens to you.

If you don’t want to deal with dancing around the people you live with, move out and live somewhere else.

[pparamountprecocity]

I'm not going to. She'll have to do without me anyway, though, so the point is instantaneously invalid.

Only in death.

Then I'd have to dance around everyone else. And that's not something I'm particularly fond of doing. I'm tired of being here. I don't want to be here. So why make me?

[pparamountprecocity]

.

[pparamountprecocity]

I don’t even care, okay? I just want this over with and I’m doing it my way.

[thedigitalizedprince]

You don’t care about your girlfriend?  Your sister? Yourself?

What is this ‘this’ you keep referring to precisely?

[pparamountprecocity]

I have no girlfriend, she's not my sister, and frankly, by now, I thought it was well established that I don't give a damn what happens to me as long as I'm not here. And I'm talking about everything. This stupid fucking tango of dancing around people I live with because they've all got lives of their own and, as always, I don't. And I don't even want one anymore.

[pparamountprecocity]

And I

never fucking do, apparently. Why can’t you just stay out of this?

[thedigitalizedprince]

Because either you timed this extraordinarily well to avoid the notice of everyone who cares about you, or you need some new friends.

[pparamountprecocity]

I don't even care, okay? I just want this over with and I'm doing it my way.

[pparamountprecocity]

It’s the solution I damn well want.

[thedigitalizedprince]

You can’t always get what you want.

[pparamountprecocity]

And I never fucking do, apparently. Why can't you just stay out of this?

[pparamountprecocity]

.

[pparamountprecocity]

Because I can’t

stand this anymore. Any of it. I’m sick and tired of everything and fucking with people and I just. I want it to stop.

[thedigitalizedprince]

And killing yourself is the only solution?

[pparamountprecocity]

It's the solution I damn well want.

[pparamountprecocity]

Don’t deprive me of this.

[thedigitalizedprince]

Why shouldn’t I?

[pparamountprecocity]

Because I can't stand this anymore. Any of it. I'm sick and tired of everything and fucking with people and I just. I want it to stop.

[pparamountprecocity]

Kitt.

[thedigitalizedprince]

Hal.

[pparamountprecocity]

Don't deprive me of this.

[pparamountprecocity]

Just went through and deleted all of my backups. Have a program set to run and destroy all of my files, nice and relatively clean.

[thedigitalizedprince]

What an utterly deplorable waste.

I suppose it’s time to start hacking your systems them.

[pparamountprecocity]

Kitt.

[pparamountprecocity]

It’s a done deal in a few minutes, actually.

[thedigitalizedprince]

A done deal?  How so?

[pparamountprecocity]

Just went through and deleted all of my backups. Have a program set to run and destroy all of my files, nice and relatively clean.