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im down in the dumps again. and i feel like i gotta talk to my therapist for this. cos this “episode” started around february, it’s april now and i ain’t any better.

 i haven’t seen my therapist in a long while. i scheduled an appointment for april in feb. when the april appointment rolled around, my therapist was SICK. and it was rescheduled to late may. i understand stuff comes up, but i am not well and my professional help is not readily available.

i’m not gona DIE if i don’t see her, but my mental health is taking a dip. i need somebody to talk to and i need help

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still depressed

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woohoo, i found my way into this account. it’s almost been a year. i guess i could start “venting” nowdays

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i don’t like or want this laptop anymore. i can’t play minecraft and that sucks

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what’s the fucking point of having a chromebook if i can’t download anything? i honestly don’t know what to do, i already have this laptop. but i want to download games. ehghhghwdnlkwcvsjwnf

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blegh nvm, chromebooks are meant for wifi use and basically to just work on stuff. i should’ve thought this through :’(

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what’s the fucking point of having a chromebook if i can’t download anything? i honestly don’t know what to do, i already have this laptop. but i want to download games. ehghhghwdnlkwcvsjwnf

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instead of going to bed after last-minute-finishing-an-essay, i find this, awaken my old yahoo email, log in, and edit the theme for this blog. i should go to sleep, it’s 12:29 as i type this

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I feel the salty waves come in

I feel them crash against my skin

And I smile as I respire because I know they’ll never win

There’s a haze above my TV

That changes everything I see

And maybe if I continue watching

I’ll lose the traits that worry me

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me: are there any spirits listening

ouija: yes are you alone

me: yes

ouija: haha nice whats up :P

me: trying to contact my dead grandmother

ouija: cool cool so what would u be doing if i was alive right now lol

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IM FUCKIN CRYING

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okay i spent time with a human male. twas fun

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woo i feel like shiiiiiiiitt. and had no human interaction whatsoever. lovin the good life.

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woo i feel like shiiiiiiiitt. and had no human interaction whatsoever. lovin the good life.

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woo i feel like shiiiiiiiitt. and had no human interaction whatsoever. lovin the good life.

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i did barely anything productive today

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stuck some fingers in my throat bc i felt something in it. nothing was found