we're a bodily adult that's a cisdid trisprogrammed system
Alters
Programmers
IA & LA - two alters that closely mirror each other and have significant control over the system. Do not be deceived by LA's childishness, he can be just as convincing as IA can.
Dog Handlers
Alpha- head dog that handles more serious programming. Has a very rough approach and will not even feign kindness
Beta-second in command with a much softer approach than her superior.
Will continue to update as other alters feel the need to interact
We made this blog mostly to talk about our experiences with programming
Hello and welcome. I welcome any one of any origin and I’m looking to help those in transition to transprogrammed. You may also take tips as a transprogrammer.
I will admit my memory fogs up when talking about this topic, so expect delays at certain times if you’re asking questions. I am not a professional, just a freak. Corrections and help appreciated.
Transprogramming. You wanna start by understanding what programming is. Programming is the result of obedience from torture, to put it simply.
Torture isn’t always physical. Physical and psychological torture works just fine.
What is Programming/Mind Control?
“Programming, or mind control, involves a harmful message or series of messages (often accompanied by sensory, emotional, or body memories) that repeat inside a survivor’s mind at a certain cue or trigger (delivered by inner folks who were trained, through torture, to do that). Programming is a deliberate tool used by cults to control and silence their victims and to make sure they won’t believe their own memories; all mind control is only for the benefit of the cult, to allow them to continue their torture and trafficking. It is trained into victims through the use of mind control messages paired with torture at a very young age. The degree to which a victim incorporates programming into their system is often a large part of their chance at survival. Often the torture does not stop until the cult is assured that the victim not only knows the new message, but has taken it into a deep core level. The survivor often has to create specific inner folks to withstand the torturous event and message, and has to accept particular roles and sometimes even names for inner folks that the cult sets for them. When a program is set off, and inner folks begin to do the job that they were trained to do (through torture), the survivor re-experiences much of the same trauma and terror that she did while being tortured, along with programming mind control messages. She may not consciously hear or register the programming messages, or may assume that they are her “thoughts.””
Now let me start by saying programming by no means has to be done by a cult. Cults may be programmers, but not all programmed people are from cults. I know a group of people who were programmed by family or even just old ‘friend’s. Adding onto this, you can be programmed at any age. Don’t give me that shit. I’ve seen it.
I would go into the RAMCOA definition, but I’ll be honest, It’s not that hard to find. Remember not all RAMCOA = Programming.
Assuming you’ve read the link I provided on the RAMCOA definition, let’s continue…
Beginning…
You want to start by creating a dissociated state with the subject. For a handler, this means psychological or physical tortures.
Simple Example : Forcing the subject to watch something obscene. This could be anything from gxre to nonsensical videos that have no real meaning. In my experience, I’d be forced to watch something over and over. In some occasions, I’d dissociate and the handler would guide me from there in cues, being told how to act. In others, I’d be forced to recount details on what I saw. Any wrong answer resulted in a punishment.
For oneself, it may be a bit trickier. I believe programming goes hand in hand with a handler (pun?). But that doesn’t mean it’s impossible.
My experience : I have accidentally programmed myself by letting my brain latch onto people. Letting myself do anything to make them happy, this mindset that I had to hurt myself to cater my plurality to them. I would dislocate my bones, cut, bruise; I’d hurt myself, forcefully dissociate.. make myself really believe I needed an alter out. I also believe subliminal’s help. If you cannot have a handler guide you, then at least have the subliminal to lead you through dissociation.
Since I’m guiding transprogrammed people, let me start by introducing you to my best friend: The Hypnagogic State.
“ Hypnagogia is the transitional state of consciousness between wakefulness and sleep, when thoughts and images can transform and flutter. It's also known as the waning state of consciousness as sleep begins. During hypnagogia, it's common to experience brief hallucinations that can be visual, auditory, or tactile. These hallucinations are sometimes called waking dreams. During sleep hallucinations, it can take several minutes to distinguish what's real and what's not. ”
There are many different ways to introduce Hypnagogia. Everyone experiences it, It’s your job to recognize it and use it.
For me personally, I have trouble staying awake. So I use the ‘forearm method’ my friend calls it.
The forearm method is when you lie down, and raise your arm from the elbow up. Let your elbow rest on the mattress. Keep it there. As it falls back down, you’ll be alerted back into consciousness.
You can also do this with your leg. Programming is supposed to be hard, there is no workaround unless you’re cool like that.
Whilst in the state, have your goal in mind. Are you trying to make a scripted headspace? An alter with cues? Maybe you already have a subliminal or helper to guide you. Good.
Let it guide you, let it whisper into your ear and tell you what you were meant to be.
I will add I’ve never listened to a subliminal, I’m not fully aware on what they say.
That’s one way. There’s no bounds to programming. You can do anything you want, it doesn’t even have to be intentional.
If you’re looking for something more harmful, look back to what I said on how I’d dislocate bones and self harm. I’d usually do it while forcefully dissociating myself.
I will not lie, writing this is making us dizzy, so if there is any errors please let us know. We’re open to criticism and help with our guidance. We work better with specific questions, so ask away. Catch you on the flip side :)
Kinda fucked up but we don't really know how to handle alters that have been made effectively non functional due to trauma so we've just been throwing them in what we've been calling "the pit of despair" and deciding that they're a problem for whoever is the host in a few years when this starts unraveling
a permaID where one identifies as being permanently dehumanized ! lwk real twin ...
ALSO !!!! to the awesomesauce requester hrlp im so sorry i have to go to bed so i only got to finish one of the flags 😭😭😭 but the other WILL be posted tomorrow after school again im sorry gangsyta 💔 that will be my first post tomorrow !!!!!
Disclaimer: we only found out we had DID when we were diagnosed a few months ago and this post is based mainly on our experience!
☆ Use (self)hypnosis to create dissociative states in yourself! DID systems are highly suggestible as well so by creating hypnotic states (which are dissociative!) in yourself you are also becoming suggestible. I've heard of people making alters and amnesia this way.
♡ Practise different mannerisms for each of your alters, subtle things like the way you walk and even full body language tends to vary between alters.
☆ Act like you have amnesia for what happened when a different alter is out even if you don't have the amnesia- fake it til you make it!
♡ Have you alters have opposing views on things such as radqueers, proshipping, or even minority groups (transhateful) which are very common in DID systems since the environments in which we grow up are racist/homophobic/etc.
☆ Every alter in a DID system exists for a reason and their identity is heavily tied to trauma, work on how your alters relate to your trauma/transtrauma!
♡ Research the subtle ways DID presents both internally and externally and focus on creating those throughout your day.
☆ Read about imitative DID and work on having less warning signs for it. This is especially important if a diagnosis is going to be a part of your transitioning.
I hope these are helpful to someone! I tried to focus on things I don't see often:D
since this is like a sensitive topic we don't mind if you are uncomfortable making a flag for this.
but if possible/comfortable could you make a trisTBMC flag? we think we experienced it as a kid (at least "mildly") but feel trisTBMC and can't find a flag yet. but if not that's completely okay!! /gen
of course ! 🫶🫶
trisTBMC !!
:: a trisharmed term for those who are both transTBMC and cisTBMC !!
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