pretty girls like tobacco

[pr3ttyg4l]

Trigger warning - cutting

(These are rants, I will be okay, Please do not alert anyone ❤️❤️ - A)

I think my dad just visibly cringed st my outfit. The way the expensive sneakers he bought for me were a little worn, and trust me, I appreciate and respect them to a crazy extent. I just wear them all the time. They’re comforting. They’re always with me.

I don’t think he ever likes when I wear skirts. Perhaps he wanted a son before a girl, but he got an antisocial, awkward, and deeply sad daughter. Sure, i’m writing about myself, but I can say anything and nobody will ever know its me. I spiral so much I can feel the its and bits of me peeling off. I’m screaming for help at every turn, sobbinng, begging, I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME. I can’t. I lock it all away. And I don’t tell my dad, so he thinks I’m weird, and when he thinks I’m weird, he remembers he wanted a boy but he got me. He doesn’t aay it, but I know. I’m wearing a long, flowy skirt, to match with my best friend who wanted to take pictures with me but she ended up looking better and I looked stupid. We didn’t take pictures. She left with the boy I’m in love with but he’s in love with her and she’s in love with his best friend and they’re dating. She says she doesn’t know, but I know she does.

So I wore the skirt for no reason basically. And the shirt isn’t bad, I just can’t take off my sweater because I have been mutilating my skin until I got tired for the past 3 days straight.

[pr3ttyg4l]

i just want someone to tell me they love me and not feel forced to do so

[two-thirtyy]

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

[taykoutmccleod]

reblog if its friday and you made it

[nuggsmum]

[alexsgaskarth-deactivated202009]

the thing that’s getting me about chadwick, is how tired he must have been. how much strength it takes to be undergoing painful treatment and invasive surgery, and to still be creating art. to know you probably will not live to a ripe old age and to say “i’m creating a legacy now” and using the time you have on this earth to tell black stories, to embody a warrior and a king for black people to see themselves reflected in, to create art. that sort of strength deserved to live, it deserved to survive. it’s so incredibly unfair.

rest in power chadwick, we watched you play a hero but little did we know, the hero was you all along. wakanda forever and always king.

[pr3ttyg4l]

mr.boseman. at a young age i was introduced to violence and terror within my community. movies i watched casted black people as villains, as annoying people. as SLAVES. they weren’t telling our history, they were telling the white man’s history. i thought to myself, well look kid, look at the world around you. nobody cares about you, you’re not someone who’s gonna be looked up to. and then black panther was announced and it was like oh my. i watched it on opening day, begged my family to see it with me. we all agreed and maybe i had a small crush on you from seeing get on up and the jackie robinson movie. i couldnt help it! but seeing you fight villains, and being casted as a king, a good one at that note, was mind blowing. you were confident, and not only did it radiate as you playing t’challa, but just as chadwick boseman, you were confident. you knew who you were and i loved that. i know you’ll never see this, but even if black panther never came out, you taught me history lessons, you made me believe i can do anything i put my mind to and i still do. we become heros once we start making our own journies. you said something along those lines once. i had been white washed and you brought me back. to our beautiful culture, the value of friendship, and being proud to be black. i am proud to be black. i am proud i get to grow and i want people to know why i’m strong why i’m a hero. i can’t just put this all on you, of course other actresses and musicians such as solange, viola davis, j cole, aretha franklin, and daniel kaluuya (just to name a few) woke me up. you were part of it. i’m glad your home, and death, as you said is not the end. i wish your family peace and kindness and strength. this is not the end of you. this is not the end of support and love for you. this isn’t a trend this is life. we will push through and i know you will watch over all the brown and black kids all over the world. you make me a hero, and you helped me get clean and not relapse once again. you are my hero.

my king, it’s time to rest now. long live your legacy, your mind, ur accomplishments, your confidence, and your love. from all the black and brown girls and boys, thank you for showing us that we can be something just like you.

long live chadwick boseman. long live black panther. long live the inspiration. long live the king.

[pr3ttyg4l]

noah centineo made netflix his bitch

[pr3ttyg4l]

noam scented mayo has released me as his bitch

[pr3ttyg4l]

this is weird. gosh fuck this is incredibly weird. to me at least. lately, weird thinfs have been happening to me. i’ll look on my instagram feed and see stuffs about baby witches. on my for you page “hello baby witch” “how to practice wicca”. my life has gona incredibly lucky. i have found money a numerous amount of times. and this may not be related to witchcraft in a sense, but i did recently reconnect with a close friend, whom i have this strong incredible feeling that maybe him and i will one day stay together forever. it’s this feeling i can’t get rid of. maybe, i am a witch, possibly just random thoughts pruding through my mind. but i am genuinely asking, anyone who believes and understands this stuff.

help me. i need to know.

[pr3ttyg4l]

Update, the close friend is now my boyfriend

[everythingfox]

me trying to organize my life

[pr3ttyg4l]

heres some cats

[pr3ttyg4l]

this is weird. gosh fuck this is incredibly weird. to me at least. lately, weird thinfs have been happening to me. i’ll look on my instagram feed and see stuffs about baby witches. on my for you page “hello baby witch” “how to practice wicca”. my life has gona incredibly lucky. i have found money a numerous amount of times. and this may not be related to witchcraft in a sense, but i did recently reconnect with a close friend, whom i have this strong incredible feeling that maybe him and i will one day stay together forever. it’s this feeling i can’t get rid of. maybe, i am a witch, possibly just random thoughts pruding through my mind. but i am genuinely asking, anyone who believes and understands this stuff.

help me. i need to know.

[wellyfullofale]

I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

[thequeenofsunflowers-deactivate]

reblog for next thursday to be the best day of your life

[writing-for-hours-on-end-deacti]

THERE’S A PETITION TO BRING HIM BACK.

I’m gonna be short because we don’t have much time. There’s a petition to bring Spider-Man back into co-ownership. That’s it.

Let’s Bring Him Back.

I don’t care if you think you have a small blog and not many followers, 

every

reblog

counts.

Im dead serious about this. Bring this to people’s attention. Link, tweet, post, reblog, tag, do whatever you need to do.

Get this petition to work. I’m begging you guys. For all of us.

For Peter.

[ddrvbiblgigb]

[garfield-baybee]

Reblog to have something good happen at 1:42 tomorrow

[blue-skies-are-alright]

I really need this…

[queensxxyycv-deactivated2024092]

please

[darling-im-starving-blog]

Please Jesus

[disgustinglyanxious-deactivated]

Pleasepleaseplease

[gracefullystarvinglove]

Sorry… But I’m actually having some important shit tomorrow… So deal with it

[pr3ttyg4l]

steve has lost bucky one too many times play with me again marvel i’ll beat your whole ass

[pr3ttyg4l]

so long ago but FUCK U MARVEL

[crotalusruber]

1,000 notes and i’ll make this my icon

[queenstylinsxn]

Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

[miiriya]

[eggbeam]

I’m literally crying, this is so powerful.

[doing-my-damn-best]

IM FUCKING SCREAMING

[pr3ttyg4l]

give y'all butter up feens .

[nerd-of-sorts]

reblog if you were a fan of Spider-Man long before Tom Holland took on the role

trying to prove a point that female fans can love Peter Parker for the character and not because of the actor’s physical appearance. That we are not ‘fake fans’ just because a cute guy became the face of one of the most amazing heroes out there.