backup: @pr3ttypunisherrr

26 - she/her - gay

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I’m going to be deleting this account because I think I’m in danger of this one being deleeted soon. Please follow the new account everyone @pr3ttypunisherrr

I’ll be posting new content on there and also reposting some from here

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i’m retiring this blog. please everyone follow the new one. @pr3ttypunisherrr

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all of my future posts will be on the new account @pr3ttypunisherrr and I’ll be transferring all of these posts there

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yall plz make sure you follow my backup account because im gonna switch over to there @pr3ttypunisherrr

bc my posts are getting hidden since they changed my account to mature

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switch-y butch who i call daddy :(( who tells me to be a good girl and go to bed :(( where are you :((

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you told me once

that you didn’t listen

to sad songs.

that they stayed with you

too long.

that they settled somewhere

inside your chest

and made the whole day

feel heavier.

i remember thinking

how strange.

i’ve always reached

for the things

that hurt.

the songs that ache.

the poems that leave bruises.

the stories

where nobody gets rescued.

i thought maybe

we just loved differently.

but sometimes

i wonder

if i would’ve become

one of those songs.

if one day

my name would’ve been

too difficult to hear.

if my voice

would’ve lingered

in your head

long after you wanted silence.

if loving me

would’ve become

another sadness

you learned to avoid.

and i think

that is the cruelest part.

not imagining you

forgetting me.

imagining you

remembering me

only enough

to change the song.

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okay soooo which person is going to drive down the highway at night and let me play ‘shades of cool’ and ‘sad girl’ and ‘dealer’ by lana and then follow up with ‘crack baby’ and ‘I don’t smoke’ by mitski while i sob as i sing my little heart out

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it’s a lana day

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i’m gonna learn how to play futile devices on the piano

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ya’ll ‼️‼️‼️

just in case i get deleted …

my backup: @pr3ttypunisherrr

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just downloaded all of my posts, guess who is making a backup account today ! #justincase

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guys how do i download my posts …

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I really have no idea how to fix it, but I'm starting to think Tumbler might have some personal issues with you cause why tf this always happen to you? There's literally a lot of other nsfw blogs, yet Tumbler seems pretty chill when it comes to them.

which is crazy !!! like whaaat. is it bc i showed my fucking arm? like— what am i doing that’s making tumblr crash out

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should i make a backup account just incase

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Your account is addressed as a mature account and I'm afraid it will get banned. Because this happened right before your previous account was taken down.

how do i fix this :(

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manifesting a switchy butch who knows exactly which version of themselves a moment calls for.

when they're submissive they get so needy. so desperate to please. hands eager, voice soft, asking if they're doing okay, wanting to hear they're good before they even finish the thought. they love letting me take control completely. melting into it. wanting nothing more than to be good for me, to do whatever i ask, to feel how good it is when someone else is finally in charge for once. that relief on their face the second they stop having to think and just follow.

and when they're dominant they don't let me get away with anything. they know i'll try to flip it, try to take control back the second i feel it slipping, and they shut that down immediately. pin my wrists before i can even attempt it. tell me to behave like they already know i'm about to test them. they know i need to be pushed into submission, coerced a little, held there until i stop fighting it and just settle into being good for them.

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the world needs more futches 🥹