Gabriel āGabeā Howard - The Dirtbag
Year in School: Sophomore
āMarriageā Partner: āThe Sirenā
Faceclaim: Jeremy Allen White
gabe (never, ever call him gabriel) is the eldest of six kids and essentially the parent of the other five. his mother left them shortly after giving birth to the youngest, and the subsequent meltdown from his father meant gabe didnāt have a whole lot of choice in the matter. it was keep an eye on the kids or let them suffer. their fatherās depression at his wife leaving spiralled him into a circle of alcohol misuse, gambling debt and various other vices that generally left him incapable of looking after kids, but gabe never bitched about it. he wasnāt stupid, he just had to get on with it. his siblings meant the world to him, and it was always them against most everyone else (with the exception of his cousin). TW WARNING: ABUSE. their father was a violent man (one of the reasons their mother abandoned them) and gabe took the brunt of it, sometimes deliberately antagonising the man if it looked like he was going to go after one of his younger siblings. where he wasnāt violent, he was always verbally and emotionally abusive, and it was gabeās need for his father to love him and not blame him for his motherās departure that ultimately led to him becoming as closed off as he is today. END TW.
gabe has been working multiple jobs to supplement what little of his fatherās income is left to support his siblings, and the idea of going to college was a bit of a pipe dream. heās racked up a frankly disturbing amount of debt to go to college to study law (which he doesnāt really want to do, but it pays well and he can support his siblings better, right?), and heās still working two part time jobs while heās studying. his real passion is art; heās always been good with paper, pens and pencils, and the time to sit and study an object. about the only time heās really happy is when heās sketching, and although he loves it and could probably make a career out of painting or illustration, he just isnāt confident enough in the money. he canāt risk it. heās too scared to allow himself that, so his passion is one of his most closely guarded secrets.
deep down, heās actually a really caring and nice guy, but getting under those defenses is extremely difficult. heās learned to be distrustful of most people and takes any kind of betrayal or deceit very personally, so heās generally enough of an asshole to keep everyone else at bay and he accepts the loneliness that comes with it. does he want to find love and settle down with someone and hang out? yeah, but he doesnāt have time, and heās far too cynical to believe itāll happen. heās also extremely scared of becoming like his father. heās been smoking since he was about eleven, but heās very averse to gambling, alcohol and drugs (doesnāt judge others, but heās scared that heāll get addicted to them). heās still quite antagonistic with the people he is close to; sarcasm and cynicism are just defaults to him, but if he cares, heāll be there for you through whatever is needed. he would quite literally kill for them.
his mother was deeply religious but he is not (what kind of god would put their children through this shit?). heās a pretty decent cook and lives at home still, because he canāt leave his siblings there alone. youāll often find him in the on campus coffee shop or the library, because people leave him the fuck alone there.
āThe Cluelessā - Maybe itās just in The Cluelessā nature, but heās also really good friends with The Dirtbag. Itās almost the same as The Black Sheep where The Clueless sees the best in him and wants him to succeed. Vice versa, even if The Dirtbag wonāt admit it. As much as the Dirtbag pushes The Clueless away, he just keeps coming back so heās kind of accepted it at this point.
āThe Minxā - These two are cousins and despite both of their difficult lives, having each other in them was a constant good thing. They grew up right around the corner from each other so they were always spending time together and no matter what was going on in their lives, they knew they could turn to each other. When it came to college it wasnāt even a question on if they would go together.
āThe Sirenā - He thinks itās a sick joke, getting paired with her. The two couldnāt be more opposite and he hates everything she stands for. He knows heās gotta stick with it because he has to graduate because he has to take care of his family but after seeing her name next to his, he almost was ready to drop out but heās not going to let her ruin something heās worked really hard for.
āThe Addictā - Despite not letting anyone in, these two are pretty good friends. Whenever he needs to smoke or let off some steam, he knows the other is there for him. And vice versa. Itās almost bad though because neither one of them call each other out on the things theyāre doing wrong and they both just let the other divulge in their guilty pleasures without consequences.