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[killthebxy]

“Hero and villain. I have been both.”

— rustofstardust

[praesiidiium]

“ --- - threaten me again, and i’ll burn that goddamned book of yours, universe be damned. | schdnfrud‌

      EDDIE  ?  THAT  name  left  a  bitter  taste  in  his  mouth  -  it  was  almost  like  a  SPARK  ignited  within.  and  to  bring  up  his  MOTHER  …  that  was  the  end  of  the  line  for  the  doctor.        RICHTOFEN  STANDS  before  the  other  ,  a  look  of  grimace  plastered  on  the  mans  features.  perhaps  it  wasn’t  the  best  of  ideas  to  instigate  a  FIGHT  -  the  the  flood  gates  have  already  broken.             ‘  i  am  a  doctor  ,  und  it  is  HERR  DOKTOR  EDWARD  RICHTOFEN  to  you  —–  –  not  gottverdammt  EDDIE.  und  i  demand  the  RESPECT  i  should  be  given.  ‘

      just the tone of his voice alone reminds her all too well of her father-- - strict, oppressive, and worst of all belittling. she can recall arguments time and time again where they butted heads because she ‘ spoke out of place or turn ’ or ‘ spoke of things she could not comprehend as a woman ’. both left a bitter taste on her tongue and allison forces herself to bite back an immediate retort.

      instead, she releases her cradled injury and pushes herself up to her full height, jaw set and hazel eyes peering DOWN at the doctor. with her good hand she reaches out, grasping the front of his clothing where vest and collar meet and lifts ever so slightly, just enough to bring him a smidge closer to her face.

      ‘ you’ll get respect from me when you EARN it from me, not when you demand it like a petulant BRAT would. a PhD doesn’t mean shit to me if we’re dimension hopping. ’ a pause, voice lowering slightly. ‘ the way i see it, doc, is that while you’ve got this grand scheme to save the universe, it’ll never happen without the rest of us. you’re NOTHING without the rest of us pulling the strings for you. ’

[praesiidiium]

“ --- you’re an asshole. just to catch you up to speed with the rest of us. |  schdnfrud‌.

            ‘  vell  ,  you  certainly  do  not  vant  to  die  from  something  as  minuscule  as  sepsis  ,  now  vould  you  ?  ‘       A  BROW  raises  with  contempt  -  brushing  her  hand  away.  the  tone  of  the  other’s  voice  didn’t  quite  sit  well  with  him  ,  but  it’s  not  like  he  could  just  shoo  them  to  the  side.               ‘  und  if  you  are  so  UNGRATEFUL  to  even  accept  my  care  ,  perhaps  dempsey  vould  patch  you  right  up.  maybe  even  zee  BRUTE  nikolai  could  possibly  help.  ‘

      something about the way he so easily belittles her sets her even further on edge, has her riled up and ready to inflict harm upon the other.

      ‘ ungrateful? oh, i’ll show you ungrateful you arrogant piece of--- - ’ as she speaks, she settles hands on either side of herself and attempts to rise, putting pressure on her injured arm.

      allison hisses through her teeth and crumbles once more to the ground, clutching at her own forearm desperately. brows knit together, teeth bared and malice laced within her words.

      ‘ you’re a doctor, not a child. so what, you’ll just turn others away because you disagree or you don’t like the tone of their voice? tsk, tsk, eddie. didn’t your mother raise you better than that? ’

[babybutchashhh]

[praesiidiium]

“ -- - wow, that’s the thanks I get, doc? | schdnfrud‌.

      NEITHER  OF  the  two  options  seem  pleasantly  appetizing  -  but  being  choosy  isn’t  a  luxury  in  the  apocalypse.  richtofen  takes  a  spot  near  them  ,  taking  the  questionable  corned  beef  (  if  that  what  this  even  was. )  can.  a  look  of  concern  shows  as  he  scrunches  up  his  nose  ,  obviously  off  -  put  by  the  peculiar  meat  shown  on  the  label.              ‘  are  you  saying  mein  free  time  is  being  spent  WISELY  ?  hm  ,  unlike  you  —–  –  i  am  actually  trying  to  save  the  universe  from  utter  annihilation.  ‘

      she would say that she’s surprised, but unfortunately she’s not. her nose scrunches, brows knitting together as the doctor almost stares a hole into the label. just as she’d thought maybe, MAYBE he was tolerable, he goes and fucks the whole thing up. without even hesitating she plucks the questionable item from his hand and replaces it with the beans. problem solved.

      ‘ well, while you’re busy being a self-centered prick and refusing to tell anyone else HOW EXACTLY to help save the universe, yeah, this is what I’m doing. you won’t be saving anything if you’re dead. so somebody has to keep your stupid ass alive by giving you the necessities-- - food, water, and killing the occasional horde or two. ’ a pause. ‘ take the beans; it’ll probably keep your stomach stable longer. ’

[praesiidiium]

schdnfrud‌:

  @praesiidiium  said:  “You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

    injuries  prompts  /  accepting  !

             ‘  i  go  through  a lot  EVERYDAY.  ‘       HE  SNAPPED  back  with  a  rapid  response  ,  immediately  regretting  his  decision  to  reply  so  aggressively.  perhaps  they  were  right  …  a  sigh  leaves  his  mouth  ,  wiping  away  the  blood  and  grime  from  his  face.                ‘  i  …  apologize.  food  isn’t  necessarily  a  main  priority  to  me.  which  also  means  i  …  have  none  of.  ‘

      “ ah. glad to see hunger hasn’t changed your usual... upbeat behavior, edward. funny you mention lacking food, because i had a sneaking suspicion that might be the culprit. ”

      the taller woman slouches against the edge of a nearby desk, somehow still standing despite the ruin and degradation surrounding it. she lifts both hands, producing two cans.

      “ lucky for you, i spent my free time wisely just in case of this inevitable occasion. doc’s choice--- - pork and beans or what looks like corned beef are the menu options tonight. ”

[praesiidiium]

xxxunschuld‌:

       Mya sighed lightly before looking up at Allison. “It’s really nothing, I swear, love. It’s a little sore but it’s not the end of the world.” She sits up then, taking her hand back and glancing at it herself. Honestly it looked to have bruised a little more than the last time she’d look at it. She must have smacked him harder than she realized.

       “I really just fell. I tried to catch myself but my hand, it uh-… It was facing the wrong way I guess,” she forced a light laugh, really trying to sell that it was honestly no big deal.

      there was something about the way she simply brushed it off and deemed it unimportant that didn’t sit quite right with allison, but she supposed that maybe it really was just that; nothing. in all of the highly stressful situations they coped with, there were bound to be menial injuries from simple mistakes.

      “ . . . if you say so, liebchen. ” another soft sigh, and she rests her cheek against the curve of the woman’s palm. lips press a soft kiss there, eyes finding mya’s. “ you know i ask only because i care about you. ”

[praesiidiium]

schdnfrud‌:

“ @praesiidiium. /  sc.

           ‘  vould  you  like  somezing  to  bite  on  ?  ‘

      breath is heavy, fingers wound tightly in the sleeve of the other’s shirt and she can’t help the way rage GLINTS within her eyes. “ do i look as if i’ve the patience to vait, herr doktor? ” her own accent is thicker, heavier, more prevalent than usual from the pain. “ consider yourself lucky zhat i’ve even let you close enough to offer aid. ”

[villainsmemes-deactivated202503]

GENERAL

“Can you walk?”

“How did this happen?”

“What the hell happened?”

“I hit my head.”

“Did you hit your head?”

“Can you hear me?”

“Don’t close your eyes, stay awake!”

“Come on, stay with me!”

“No no no no no!”

“You shot me!”

“I didn’t mean to shoot you!”

“You stabbed me!”

“I didn’t mean to stab you!”

“Take the knife out!”

“Don’t take the knife out!”

“It was an accident!”

“That/this wasn’t an accident!”

“That looks broken.”

“I think my leg/arm is broken.”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Am I going to die?”

“You’re not going to die!”

“Calm down!”

“Don’t panic!”

“I can’t help you if you don’t let me!”

BLOOD

“Are you bleeding?”

“Don’t move, you’re bleeding.”

“Is that blood?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Why do you know how to get bloodstains out?”

“Damn, I got blood on my shirt.”

“Don’t move, you’re losing blood!”

“I won’t let you bleed out!”

“You have blood on your face.”

“I swear to god, if you get blood on me…”

“What’s your blood type?”

“Why in the hell would you need to know my blood type?”

WOUNDS

“That cut is nasty.”

“You have a massive gash in your arm/leg!’

“Don’t touch it!”

“Don’t move, you’ll only make it worse!”

“I’ll get some bandages.”

“You’re going to need stitches.”

“That looks infected…”

“Did you get bit by something?”

“There’s no exit wound, the bullet is still in you.”

“There’s an exit wound, the bullet went through you.”

AFTERCARE

“How are you feeling?”

“How does it feel?”

“It’s still not healed, but it’s getting there.”

“Let’s go home.”

“I just want to go home.”

“Let’s get you into the bathtub.”

“We need to change your bandages soon.”

“Get some sleep, okay?”

“You need to eat something, you’ve been through a lot today.”

“I’ll check up on you in a bit.”

“You’re going to be fine. I promise.”

[ofthinkingtwice-deactivated2019]

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM HOZIER’S SELF TITLED ALBUM: THE EXPANDED EDITION.

feel free to change pronouns. the songs have various triggers in them, but i tried to keep the starters themselves as trigger free as possible !

IN A WEEK.  ❝ i have never known peace. ❞ ❝ we’ll lay here for years or for hours. ❞ ❝ i have never known colours like this morning reveals to me. ❞ ❝ i’d be home with you. ❞

SEDATED. ❝ free and young and we can feel none of it. ❞ ❝ something isn’t right, babe. ❞ ❝ lord, we should quit but we love it too much. ❞ ❝ darlin’, don’t you stand there watching. won’t you come and save me from it? ❞ ❝ darlin’, don’t you join in. you’re supposed to drag me away from it… ❞

IT WILL COME BACK. ❝ you know better, babe. ❞ ❝ honey, make this easy. ❞ ❝ don’t let it in with with no intention to keep it. ❞ ❝ i’m something else when I see you. ❞

SOMEONE NEW. ❝ would things be easier if there was a right way? ❞ ❝ honey, there is no right way. ❞ ❝ i fall in love just a little, oh, a little bit. ❞

JACKIE AND WILSON. ❝ lord, she found me just in time. ❞ ❝ lord, it’d be great to find a place we could escape sometime. ❞ ❝ we tried the world; good god, it wasn’t for us. ❞

TO BE ALONE. ❝ i feel like a person for a moment of my life. ❞ ❝ now at last, the worst is over. ❞ ❝ honey, we should run away. ❞

RUN. ❝ rare is this love. ❞ ❝ i need you to run to me. ❞ ❝ but in all the world, there is one lover worthy of her. ❞

FROM EDEN. ❝ there’s something tragic about you. ❞ ❝ get closer to me. ❞ ❝ i slithered here from eden just to sit outside your door. ❞

CHERRY WINE (LIVE.) ❝ it looks ugly, but it’s clean.   ❞ ❝ the blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine.  ❞ ❝ her fight and fury is fiery. ❞

WORK SONG. ❝ is that the kinda way to face the burning heat? ❞ ❝ she give me toothaches just from kissin’ me. ❞ ❝ no grave can hold my body down. ❞

TAKE ME TO CHURCH. ❝ i should’ve worshiped her sooner. ❞ ❝ my lover’s the sunlight. ❞ ❝ this is hungry work. ❞

IN THE WOODS SOMEWHERE. ❝ i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❞ ❝ i turned and ran to save a life i didn’t have. ❞ ❝ my dearest love, i’m not done yet. ❞ ❝ i found something in the woods somewhere. ❞

LIKE REAL PEOPLE DO. ❝ i had a thought, dear. ❞ ❝ we should just kiss like real people do. ❞ ❝ in some sad way, i already know. ❞

FOREIGNER’S GOD. ❝ her eyes look sharp and steady into the empty parts of me. ❞ ❝ i’ve no language left to say it. ❞ ❝ all that I’ve been taught and every word i’ve got is foreign to me. ❞

ANGEL OF SMALL DEATH AND THE CODEINE SCENE. ❝ no protest from me. ❞ ❝ i lay my heart down with the rest at her feet. ❞ ❝ i’m alive. ❞

ARSONIST’S LULLABYE. ❝ you soon find you have few choices. ❞ ❝ don’t you ever tame your demons. ❞ ❝ i knew that something would always rule me. ❞

MY LOVE WILL NEVER DIE. ❝ you’ve done me wrong for a long, long time. ❞ ❝ but after all you’ve done, i never changed my mind. ❞ ❝ try to love me. ❞

[praesiidiium]

xxxunschuld‌:

@praesiidiium​

       “Hmm? Oh, its nothing. Don’t worry about it.” Mya lets Al hold up her hand, but she doesn’t bother opening her eyes - further driving home that she doesn’t want to talk about the bruising on the back of her hand.

      ‘ liebchen, talk to me. ’  allison lifts the other’s hand, lips pressing gently against the bruised and injured knuckles. ‘ are you alright? does it hurt? ’ she looks to her wife, reaching out to stroke her cheek. ‘ bitte, tell me what happened. ’

[praesiidiium]

schdnfrud‌:

      then  take  the  help.  it  repeated  over  &  over  in  his  head  as  his  gaze  started  wandering  off  into  space.  it’d  be  nice  to  get  help  once  &  awhile  ,  but  this  is  his  problem.  everything  —–  –  all  the  suffering  &  anguish  that’s  befallen  so  many  innocent  souls.  it  does  fall  onto  his  shoulders.               “  all  of  this  —–  –  all  of  the  endless  hells  people  like  you  have  endured  ,  is  mein  fault.  und  it’s  my  job  to  fix  it  ,  even  if  it  seems  futile.  this  weight  —–  –  it  is  too  heavy  for  any  else  to  bear  except  me.  if  i  let  you  guys  help  ,  your  lives  vould  be  much  vorse  off.  “       he  slowly  retracts  his  hand  ,  drawing  a  deep  breath  into  his  chest.  there’s  a  moment  where  richtofen  genuinly  thinks  if  he  should  tell  her.  i  can’t.  the  german  decides  aganist  it  ,  taking  out  a  roll  of  roller  bandages  to  finish  up  patching  al  up.               “  arms  up  ,  zen  you’ll  be  as  good  as  new.  “

      it comes as no surprise when he seems to refuse her offer of help. part of her knew that he’d never be fully honest with any of them, no matter how many times they pleaded and implored with the doctor. it was just how things were going to be.

      ‘ no offense, doc, but i’m already in hell--- - nothing you can say or do is gonna make this worse. everything that’s happened to me is because of my choices. so this whole stubborn, holier-than-thou thing is really not gonna convince me to stop asking or offering to help. i know what it’s like to hold everything on your shoulders and not ask for help-- it’s terrible, and horribly isolating. ’

      but, without further question or protest, she lifts her arms just enough to allow him to finish patching her up.

[praesiidiium]

❛ i’m so horny and angry all the time. ❜

      a pause. ‘ is that supposed to be an issue? i handle the first bit, and richtofen’s face handles the rage bit. ’

[dovingmemes]

random sentence starters

random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.

“ who do you think you are? “

“ wait , did you just say you love me? “

“ please just … leave me alone. “

“ i’m so happy! “

“ is this a gift for me? “

“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “

“ i love you. “

“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “

“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “

“ w — what? “

“ … i’m sorry. “

“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “

“ bitch , guess what? “

“ oh my god … “

“ fuck you to fucking hell! “

“ man … go to hell. “

“ what did you just send me? “

“ what did you just say? “

“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “

“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “

“ are you jealous? “

“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

“ you’re so stupid. “

“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “

“ you don’t want me. “

“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “

“ let me take you out on a date. “

“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“ no! don’t tickle me! “

“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “

“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “

“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “

“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “

“ so what will it be tonight? “

“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “

“ i don’t love you. “

“ you don’t love me. “

“ … is there something you want? “

“ you know , you’re really cute. “

“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “

“ shh … don’t cry. “

“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “

“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “

“ hello darkness my old friend … “

“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “

[ohisms-a]

*  JOHN  MULANEY ;  THE  COMEBACK  KID.

❛  we’ve all gone too big too fast and then run out of the room.  ❜ ❛  block letters and cursive look good together!  ❜ ❛  yeah, but the past is the past.  ❜ ❛  i mean we’re all violent here, but you’re very friendly.  ❜ ❛  i don’t give off that vibe.  ❜ ❛  you could pour soup in my lap and i’ll probably apologize to you.  ❜ ❛  i’m so open and vulnerable.  ❜ ❛  i love saying “my wife”, it sounds so adult.  ❜ ❛  marriage is gonna be very magical.  ❜ ❛  ooh, who’s that fella? i bet he did kill his wife.  ❜ ❛  how could another person kill someone?  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna do it, but i totally get it.  ❜ ❛  it’s creepy to have an ex out there after things have ended badly.  ❜ ❛  anyone who’s seen my dick and met my parents has to die.  ❜ ❛  that’s not even a situation.  ❜ ❛  hey, you seen any loose milk?  ❜ ❛  i don’t know if you can tell that from the… everything about me.  ❜ ❛  … and a hush falls over the room.  ❜ ❛  isn’t it weird how that became a scandalous thing?  ❜ ❛  it was just some boring shit i had to do on weekends.  ❜ ❛  aw, she’s ugly!  ❜ ❛  wouldn’t you give like a million dollars to see that wedding video?  ❜ ❛  ‘cause you know how you lie to your parents?  ❜ ❛  what? huh? what? when? when?  ❜ ❛  let’s see, what problems can we solve?  ❜ ❛  that’s not how you talk.  ❜ ❛  let’s change it to trick ___.  ❜ ❛  it’s like having a baby that’s also a grandma.  ❜ ❛  oh, the things i have seen, you cocksucker.  ❜ ❛  ___  is my best friend in the world, i give her a million kisses a day.  ❜ ❛  you are no longer the alpha of the house.  ❜ ❛  look upon your sovereign,  ___,  and  tremble!  ❜ ❛  it’s haunted, but it has a lovely kitchen backsplash.  ❜ ❛  i love real estate agents. i mean, they are the true heroes.  ❜ ❛  it was like hanging out with my mom.  ❜ ❛  they always have that ‘fun mom’ energy.  ❜ ❛  so, there’s no toilets.  ❜ ❛  well yeah, that’s how all of life works.  ❜ ❛  this is an on - fire garbage can.  ❜ ❛  this is an on - fire garbage can. could be a nursery.  ❜ ❛  sometimes babies will point at me, and i don’t care for that shit at all.  ❜ ❛  you’re never too young to learn our national no - snitching policy.  ❜ ❛  fell deadly silent, is what they all did.  ❜ ❛  no one wants to applaud the penis of a 32 - year old weirdo.  ❜ ❛  i had no supervision when i was a kid.  ❜ ❛  i grew up before children were special.  ❜ ❛  i’m so horny and angry all the time.  ❜ ❛  and i have no outlet for it, so…  eggs.  ❜ ❛  i think emily dickinson’s a lesbian.  ❜ ❛  you can imagine the kind of stress that i’m under.  ❜ ❛  i’m telling you three weeks in advance.  ❜ ❛  that’s exactly what you won’t ask.  ❜ ❛  and then, he ordered one black coffee for himself, and kept driving.  ❜ ❛  in retrospect, that’s the funniest thing i’ve ever seen in my life.  ❜ ❛  what do you do to afford v-necks, ___?  ❜ ❛  ah, numbers. the letters of math.  ❜ ❛  no one look at me or i’ll kill myself.  ❜ ❛  thank you, no one will ever see me again!  ❜ ❛  who could she have been talking to?  ❜ ❛  i need you to believe me.  ❜ ❛  one feels like a duck when one is splashing around in all this wet!  ❜ ❛  i think about that every goddamn day.  ❜ ❛  that’s the wonderful thing about crazy people, you know?  ❜ ❛  eat ass, suck a dick, and sell drugs.  ❜ ❛  a very upsetting thing to hear, yes?  ❜ ❛  if you eat ass and suck enough dick, one day you can sell drugs.  ❜ ❛  one black coffee. same motherfucker.  ❜ ❛  my feet were not on the ground.  ❜ ❛  he never forgets a bitch, ever.  ❜ ❛  then it is revealed that she has NO hand.  ❜ ❛  you have the moral backbone of a chocolate eclaire.  ❜

[praesiidiium]

schdnfrud‌:

            “  allison  …  hm.  i  don’t  like  it  ,  al  sounds  better  ,  anyways.  “       it’s  easy  for  him  to  get  clouded  by  his  own  ambitions  ,  that  sometimes  he  forgets  the  others  are  as  stuck  as  him.  that  they  too  want  to  desperately  end  this  hell  he  created.               “  i  know.  ve’re  all  ztuck  in  this  never  -  ending  hell  ,  it’s  hellacious.  und  it’s  tiring  to  deal  vith  this  blasted  kronorium.  nothing  can  ever  be  simple.  “       the  doctor  peels  the  protective  film  from  the  adhesive  pad  to  cover  the  surrounding  wound  with  a  sanitary  bandage.  richtofen  lightly  places  his  hand  over  the  bandage  ,  holding  it  in  place  momentarily  to  stop  the  bleeding.  

      ‘ i know, i prefer al or ally over it. sounds too formal & stuffy for me. only called allison when i’m in trouble. ’

      she sighs softly, shoulders slouching ever so slightly as she leans back just a bit. true, they were stuck here in this cyclical hellscape, whether they liked it or not, and they needed to work together to escape it. though, most times they were too busy to bickering between themselves to even THINK about cooperating.

      ‘ then take the help when we offer it, edward. ’ her voice is surprisingly soft, and she reaches out to set a hand on his shoulder. ‘ i know you think you have to do this alone but... you don’t. so stop trying to be atlas when you’ve got the support to aid you. you’ve got all of us here to help figure things out. ’

      her hand falls away as he reaches out, pressing a bandage against her injury. surprisingly, it doesn’t hurt as much as it should. maybe it’s because he isn’t pressing down so hard. ‘ at the very least, consider what i’m saying. ’

[bulbasaurbian]

not to flex but i’m not straight